http://www.xanga.com/paper_rainLatest Xanga weblog from paper_rainen-us60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://www.xanga.com/paper_rainhttp://www.xanga.com/paper_rain/213926996/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/paper_rain/213926996/item.htmlTue, 01 Mar 2005 14:07:04 GMT<P><A href="http://www.xanga.com/jae_la" target=_new>hello again.</A></P>http://www.xanga.com/paper_rain/213926996/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/paper_rain/26448980/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/paper_rain/26448980/item.htmlFri, 18 Jul 2003 00:52:17 GMT<B>to my xanga readers.</B> <I>thank you</I> to those who have taken the time to read my entries. i've almost had this account for a year. however, i don't know when or if i'll be back. i hunger for personal interaction beyond the letters i type. eprops and comments used to quench my thirst of approval. the more eprops i got, the more i was liked. i wanted my page to express who i was/am/will be. i never intended to cater to my audience. i don't want to rely on this digital field for reassurance that i am of good character. i will start writing again, in a real journal, where i can't hide behind my words. i need to find myself again. i need to learn how to breathe in this cage.http://www.xanga.com/paper_rain/26448980/item.html#firstcomment