aiyoh...i have a question for u...

i think something's missing in life.......lacking this makes me lazy. i dunno what exactly

maybe it's a girl to fall crazy for, maybe it's some grand goal in life. sometimes life is good without changes. no transitions, no changes, no stress. but it gets boring when everyone and everything's so predictable.

u see....if there's a happiness scale of 0-10, would u rather:

1) live a very normal year (like having no gf and thus nothing to get excited about, and nothing to get worried about) and have a happiness score of 5 at the end of the year, or

2) live a roller-coaster-like year (like being crazily in love for the first 6 months, having a happiness score of 10, and having problems and eventually breaking up during the last 6 months, and have a happiness score of 0) and still have an average happiness score of 5 at the end of the year?

personally, i would choose 2. it's better to love and get hurt, than to not love at all. scoring a 5 everyday gets boring, although it means u'r doing OKAY. i'd rather be really happy (a "10") sometimes, and feel like shit (a "0") sometimes. i think u learn a lot more by experiencing the jumps from 10-0 or 0-10. so u learn to treasure things and be grateful and not to take things for granted... cuz u'll be even happier when u'r feeling a 10 cuz u know 10 is a hell lot better than 0. and when u'r feeling a 0 u know u will feel a hell lot better cuz there'll be a 10 waiting for u.

what do u think. i think i'd rather have 10s and 0s than to have only 6s..or even 7s. um..this has been on my mind for a LONG time and it's the first time i've tried saying it. i hope it makes sense. aii