pappy's Xanga

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Thu, 18 May 2006 15:05:03 GMT

Australia Trip!

i'll be going to australia for around 2 weeks!

leaving hk on may20th, going to melbourne for a week

and then sydney, brisbane and goldcoast!!!

any suggestions on places to visit?

weeeeeee~~~ excited

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 22:42:03 GMT

happy new year!!!

didn't count down to this new year. instead, i was home and sleeping. but it was a nice feeling. being cozy at home while knowing the outside world is busy being crazy and celebrating, makes me feel good :)

"the long-forgotten hugs she longs for

the long-forgotten kisses he cherishes

are found in each other" 06-1-7-5-36

i'm really passionate about music, and i'm happy when people appreciate and understand that. i'll be writing many more songs.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 10:45:57 GMT

¤½¥D´_¤³°O drama+music play

HK Arts Center wed-sunday!!!

i'm playing the piano. woo hoo

the first show was good today :D

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 17:22:39 GMT

in case u'r wondering how i am doing (we all know u care hahahaha), i'm doing fine. quite good in fact hahaha

i was chatting with a friend earlier and she 'slapped my head' and reminded me of things i knew but might have forgotten. so i 'woke up', seeing things a lot clearer. thank you! and i'm happy lately hahaha imagine an energizer bunny hopping, running around. okay, that will be ME. i miss u guys!!! so hurry back and let's have some fun. it's starting to feel holiday-sy already! ho ho ho ho ho!

so i'll be playing piano for a musical. or...actually....some drama show with a lot of music. and i'm having rehearsals every single day the next 8 days, and then from wed-sun i'll be playing at the show. i really like what i'm doing and i'm grateful. really fun and i'm learning a lot. i must say life is really fun hahah ho hoi sum ar~

and i think i have really cool friends. some friends are shit and some are...not shit. hahah i think i have a pretty good idea of who falls where on the shit-not shit spectrum. knowledge is power. and having this knowledge really helps me deal with my friends. i know exactly who to be good to and who not. ahhaah no worries u'r most likely closer to the not-shit end of the spectrum. being chi kit, i think the spectrum would look something like this:

let "." be friends, here would be how my friends are scattered on the spectrum:

NOT SHIT ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: ::: :: : : : . :. . : . . . : . . . : ..SHIT

awwww see? most of u are not shit! that's good!

KL PICS!

outside KLCC/petronas twin towers. and that's the tallest building in the world behind us

no photo taking in the mall tho i have no clue why. cinci and ajo waiting for madam kwan (malay foooood)

believe it this is my first time blowing a ball with bubble gum. OMG!!!

and they took a photo of it. cool haha

sunway pyramid. girls will be girls. acquired trophies already. wa. efficient shoppers!

the hot chicks on our trip. woo hoo. it was SOO windy they had to twist their bodies like that. ging!

okay. i was so far away from home. i was a tourist right. but i don't think any locals for a sec thought i was a tourist. i blended in. have no clue why. maybe it's the hair. oh well!

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 17:25:08 GMT

aiyoh...i have a question for u...

i think something's missing in life.......lacking this makes me lazy. i dunno what exactly

maybe it's a girl to fall crazy for, maybe it's some grand goal in life. sometimes life is good without changes. no transitions, no changes, no stress. but it gets boring when everyone and everything's so predictable.

u see....if there's a happiness scale of 0-10, would u rather:

1) live a very normal year (like having no gf and thus nothing to get excited about, and nothing to get worried about) and have a happiness score of 5 at the end of the year, or

2) live a roller-coaster-like year (like being crazily in love for the first 6 months, having a happiness score of 10, and having problems and eventually breaking up during the last 6 months, and have a happiness score of 0) and still have an average happiness score of 5 at the end of the year?

personally, i would choose 2. it's better to love and get hurt, than to not love at all. scoring a 5 everyday gets boring, although it means u'r doing OKAY. i'd rather be really happy (a "10") sometimes, and feel like shit (a "0") sometimes. i think u learn a lot more by experiencing the jumps from 10-0 or 0-10. so u learn to treasure things and be grateful and not to take things for granted... cuz u'll be even happier when u'r feeling a 10 cuz u know 10 is a hell lot better than 0. and when u'r feeling a 0 u know u will feel a hell lot better cuz there'll be a 10 waiting for u.

what do u think. i think i'd rather have 10s and 0s than to have only 6s..or even 7s. um..this has been on my mind for a LONG time and it's the first time i've tried saying it. i hope it makes sense. aii

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 16:42:28 GMT

been having mixed emotions lately. i'm in general quite happy but some things do make me think. people especially. some people are really hard to understand. and i'm really sensitive to what ppl do. and people always create unpleasant circumstances. but i always end up feeling okay again...i guess it's the way i react to problems. circle of influence...locus of control...i just do whatever i can do and if i cannot control or change something because i don't have the power to do so, then it won't bother me. cuz u'r not supposed to be upset about things u cannot control. like exam grades are important and u'r supposed to be worried about it before the exam cuz getting a better grade IS something in ur circle of influence because u can study for an exam, but worrying after u've taken the exam is useless because the exam score is no longer in ur circle of influence. unless after the exam u go sleep with the prof and make him/her change ur grade.

lately, my only reliable source of happiness is from playing and making music.. but i kinda miss having fun with good friends. i miss a lot of people. sometimes i feel lonely....and i just sit at home and play piano for hours. or record stuff. aiyoh..i might get married to my piano haha

i will be playing piano for this musical showing at the HKAPA in dec...i think 8 shows in 4 days but all the tickets are sold out in 3 days....only a few seats left.....and i've been rehearsing for it lately...hanging out with these talented musicians. this girl who plays the piano and violin has perfect pitch, so do i, so we set up a competition. like a person will play a note on the piano and we have to shout out what it is without looking. 1-2 notes we're pretty evenly matched. 100% hit-rate within half a second, but with 5 notes she's crazy. the person plays 5 notes and she'll name the notes in descending or ascending order, within 5 seconds. it takes me more time. but it's fun to know someone who's truly gifted with perfect pitch, and someone who also feels very uneasy when playing on a transposed keyboard (cuz u'll be playing a song in C but because of perfect pitch u know that's not what it should sound like). see i get really carried away when i'm talking about music. hah, just like someone who gets carried away when talking about a gf/bf

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 11:47:52 GMT

HALLOWE'EN 2005

pics and a short story

@ ajo's place - me as county jail inmate 331, jessi as a bitch..opps i mean witch, ajo as marian the maid, cinci as i-am-a-so-god-damn-annoying-bee, ken as popeye the sailor (but he gets raped later)

hotness. woohoo

aw man, i wish my maid was like this

@LKF - us joined by ed (professor dumbledore) and trish (omg so hot it's laura!!!)

@edge - jessi and i. i like this pic!

angel and i. i like this pic too!

@edge - woah, looks like i'm the honey and the girls are bees hahaha -_-'' wait..why are they grabbing my balls

@edge = the guys...us + fai (chiggar, but ended up looking like a sailor) and charles-da-na-na-na-da-na-na-na...BAT-MAN~~~ (batman if i'm not mistaken)

and on the way to edge we saw some guy in a superman outfit. u know, blue spandex one-piece, and red underwear on top. like real tight right. so we were strolling pass, and naturally our gaze fell on his crotch. like naturally...seriously. we saw what we saw... the rods and cones of our eyes fired off with electric pulses and our brain processed what we saw. first, curiosity. then, denial. reconfirmation. acceptance. finally, uncontrollable laughter. i swear to god, as soon as i walked pass him i fell on the floor laughing. man, it was a BIG PACKAGE if u know what i mean. like impossibly big. huge. gigantic. mon-mon-mon-mon-monsterous! with an outfit that tight, u'r bound to show something if u have a dick...logical, right. but this guy, oh man..bahn gwai lo, jong ga gao...he's so ashamed of his endowments, he had to literally put a whole cluster of grapes to form that bulge. but it was really gwah jerng. all in all, an entertaining sight, an entertaining night

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 06:21:25 GMT

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Monday, August 01, 2005

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 16:57:14 GMT

http://prsong.881903.com/event/prsongs/924.asx

here u can:

listen to my song

listen to the singer introduce my song

and u'll hear my name too! hahahah