School's starting on Monday. Haha. Lessons till 5pm four out of five days a week. Awesome ain't it?(:

Watched Kungfu Panda!(: The panda is like super cute. Haha. It's seriously super adorable :D :D The movie was nice and hilarious. Haha. Yay :D

Haha. Been eating a lot lately :/ Hope I don't gain weight. Ha. Nevermind. School's starting. Means that I'll have less time to pig and eat. Haha. Esp. now with my retainers. Lazy me will not bother to eat cause have to take them out. And its disgusting to do so.. Nevermind. Few more months only, I hope :D

CO bbq yesterday(: The company was lovely. Like seriously. Haha. Went to Bishan library before that to study. And all I can say is, Singaporeans are super KIASU. Haha. Like seriously(: Saw many many St. Nicks people too(: Haha. Then see everyone study so hard, became a little motivated to study too :D Even my brother's studying! :O And I hardly see him study. Haha. At least I'm not the only one mugging at home(:

Ahwells. Byebye Holidays. This hasn't been much of a holiday anyway(: Haha. Caught up on some sleep though :D :D I am a P-I-G :D Haha. Went out quite a bit I think. Considering that I was supposed to start revision this holidays and be a nerd. Haha. Ahwells. Nevermind. 'Cause there aren't going to be anymore holidays till, 13nov. :/

Haha. Went out to study the past few days. Haha. Some were productive, some weren't. Cause I was in the 'I-don't-want-to-study-mood'. Been having that mood a lot lately. Haha.

The weather is like freaking warm. ): Haha when you don't want to study, everything is an excuse for you not to do so(: But still! The weather is very very very warm. Roar.

Went wild wild wet on 14june! Haha. It was super fun. Seriously :D Haha. Haven't been there in a long time(: Took many many photos with the camera that can be rented there! It was super cool la. Can take photos underwater neh(: Hahha.


The wet and unglam us. Hahah(: The time there was seriously worth it. Haha.

Sometimes, things can become such a chore. But when it's time to let go, you find that you can't. But when you're doing it, you don't want to do it. Haha I'm not making sense here.

OHYES. No more training for me till end of Os. ): Sad.. No training = less exercise = grow fat easier. Haha. I'll miss training ): But what to do. So many topics for the tests each week. How to go? :/ Nevermind! Something to look forward to at the end of the Os!(:

Ohwells. It's time to go finish up vectors. Spent too much time at the computer already.. Plus later going out to help out(: Haha.

just to hear Your voice;

THANKS TO CALIDA CHUA, I have to do this. Annoying person(:

Rules & regulation of this quiz:
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves with answers.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

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Q: If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
No lover(: Uh. I'll laugh? Uh, no. He betray me, I'll dump him. And perhaps kill him? Oh yes I'll whack him(:

Q: If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?
Dream come true ah. Haha. I want everyone to be happy! As in, seriously happy. And the whole world to know God!(: So that everything would be peaceful. Haha so unrealistic. But well, you asked for a dream(:

Q: What will your dream wedding to be like?
I don't know. I don't think so far ahead :D

Q: Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
Uh. I don't know what lies ahead of me? OH YES. The lovely Os.. Haha.(:

Q: What's your ideal lover like?
MUST love God more than he loves me. I emphasize, MUST AH MUST. Plus, must be able to tolerate me (I'm super hard to tolerate, my tablemates will know(: ) Must be fun-loving, able to get along well with my friends, protective. AIYA. God knows what I want la(:

Q: Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
Uh, I don't know. Both at the same time?(:

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
HAHAHAHA. Uh, till God tells me to stop waiting? Don't know(:

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
Uh, I don't know. Cry and mope. And probably move on?

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
HAHAHAHA. Yes. Many many. But ohwells. God is good(:

Q: Is being tagged fun?
NO. Thanks a lot CALIDA CHUA.

Q: How do you see yourself in ten years time?
UH. Imagination breakdown. Haha. If God wills, I'll be happy(:

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
God, family, friends.

Q: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
OHMYGOSH HAHAHAHAHA. Well, (: I shall not say :D

Q: Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
HAHA. I DON'T WANT TO ANSWER THIS QUESTION(:

Q: What's the first thing you do every morning?
Switch off my alarm(:

Q: Would you give all in a relationship?
Don't know. Am too young to think about such things(:

Q: If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
Haha. I don't think I'm capable of that. I don't want to be capable of that.

Q: What type of friends do you like?
People I can get along with (DUH)

Q: Do you have a pet?
Nah.

Q: What type of friends do you dislike?
People I (sadly) don't get along with?

And yes I'm done with the quiz. Nope, I'm not going to tag anyone. I don't care about the rules. Rules are meant to be broken anyway(:

I really really need you.

There's this impenetrable barrier. I don't know. I really don't know. We've been through so much. Even though there's this barrier, I thank God for our friendship. Cause regardless of how we're like now, you were, and are, my friend. After going through so much, I've learned to treasure our friendship. Which is kind of fragile, but nonetheless precious to me. So friend, regardless of what happens in the future, whether we become enemies or not, whether we still get so pissed with each other, I'll always remember the great times we had together. I love you, friend.

I hate it when I've to watch my every single word, every single action. 'Cause it just sucks knowing that being me in front of you will lead to consequences I don't want to face. I really wonder how your brain works. 'Cause its simply irritating. Tested and proven. Now, I've to watch what I say and what I do in front of you. I don't like it. But I don't want to face the consequences. So, I'm sorry. But I'd rather seem fake and all, than face the consequences. Call me selfish, I don't care. 'Cause I've had enough of that and at this point of time, I'm sick of it. It's kind of sad though. 'Cause you guys are my friends. It's sad to know that I've to treat you like this.

I feel as if we're strangers. Maybe its just me. I don't know. But I miss you. I know you're busy. But wells. I can't be too demanding. So long as you're happy, its fine with me(:
You too, are busy. It ain't your fault. But it's just that I miss you so. It's okay. You better be fine(: I know God will take care of both of you(: Love you both :D

Expectations heap on you. Everyone predicts you'll do well. But what if, what if you don't have that faith in yourself. What if, you don't think that you can do well. A lie repeated a thousand times becomes a truth. That sense of complacency is so dangerous. So so dangerous. The stress, its scary. To know that you've gotta do well. To get into that JC with the pretty uniform. Sometimes you wish that people wouldn't have expectations of you. Expectations that are so hard to hit, so difficult to achieve. 'Cause of the expectations, you're stressing yourself out. It's a vicious cycle being repeated.

People put on masks all the time. For everyone is afraid of being hurt. I don't blame them. But sometimes you'd wish that they don't put on masks. So that you can get to know the real them. And help them when they need help. Instead of standing there like some insensitive fool, not knowing what to do.

First times are always scary. But having people there to encourage you makes it better. And people telling you that you've done okay makes you happy(: Haha.

I've gotta learn to be more independent. To stop relying on people so much. 'Cause each one of us has their own share of problems given by Life. And it isn't fair for them to listen to small and mundane problems. Independent independent independent(: After all, what others don't know won't hurt them. And ignorance is bliss. I've got enough regrets in my life. I shouldn't accumulate anymore..

&I know the world will never take You away.

I don't want to figure things out anymore. Its too complicated.
Call me weak. Call me naive. Call me stupid. Call me anything you want. 'Cause I don't care anymore.

I want to sit at Your feet
Drink from the cup in Your hand
Lay back against You and breathe
And feel Your heart beat
This love is so deep
Its more than I can stand
I melt in Your peace
Its overwhelming

PLANETSHAKERS WAS AWESOME!

Haha. Kiasu me went to queue directly after school. Sat there and did homework like a nerd though I didn't want to. But the thought of not being able to go in if I didn't do my homework spurred me on :D Haha. Jasminechua and Mel came later on. Around 6+? So anxious for them cause it seemed like they weren't going to make it in. Saw many many people haha(: Happy happy to go.

The ticket holders take so long to get in. Haha. Some of them suay had to join the non ticket holders queue cause they were late. Saw Deborah, Jaredchan and Ryan there too(: Haha. Reserved seats like nuts for the UG people who came down late. Haha. Imagine a whole row of seats with random stuff like files and waterbottles on it and only three people sitting in the row.

THE CONCERT WAS AWESOME. Tim Hughes sang nice nice! Planetshakers rocked :D

I'm glad I went and I'm grateful that my parents allowed me to go :D

Bought two CDs.Am super broke but its worth it(: Parents fetched me home and ate dinner at such an unearthly hour. Haha(:

Lunch today was yumyum. But I'm sorry I made you guys worry D: Its just, well, like that lor. Love you all though! :D

I need You in my life