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Sunday, August 17, 2008

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 13:05:07 GMT

Letters To You - Finch
Can't you see that I wanna be
There with open arms
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to, so far away?

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so

I'm writing again
These letters to you aren't much i know
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to, so far away?

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you. I miss you so

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you. I miss you so

No more looking
I have found home

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you. I miss you so

I want you to know that
I miss you, I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you. I miss you so

I'm gone away
I'm gone away

It's been so long & I just want you to know that i miss you so much.
& i want you to know that i loving you more this time.

Damn, i cant wait for exams to end.
No, i dont even want to have exams coming.
I should really continuing fucking up my studies.
I think should just fly to your house now and mess your house up.

All I can taste is champagne
When it hits the brain like cocaine
Spinning around and around
I can't get up without your help
I'm falling down

Sunday, August 03, 2008

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 04:25:47 GMT

Alright, i shall finally post again. I've been really busy these days but oh well im still having loads of fun. Went to Sentosa on Friday for Swimming Nationals Celebrations. Played beach volley ball. It was really some kind of fun there just no erm babes.haha. Ian and I then went to the small pool which were for the members of the club there but who cares, and then somehow there were a gay couple inside too. They were dont know doing what shit, we wanted to you know try to flirt with them and see what happens but even we tried some guy chased us out.haha. played touch rugby for awhile then went to get drinks and food again. We kept eating and all, at the end of it we spent over a 1000bucks. yeah, that's about it for friday plus some other the censored scenes other than the gay one.haha.

Evovic #9 Best Montenegro Player!

Greece Women Team

Pre-Olympic Waterpolo yesterday! Went to sports school, watched Italy vs Australia, Montenegro vs Croatia, Greece vs Italy(women) the guys were huge..damn..their waterpolo skills were god liked. Bought a ball and got almost all the men players from all countries to sign on it. Took pics with the best player of Italy, Montenegro and Croatia. It was damn cool, cause it's once in a life time kinda thing yeah.
Anyway, im really looking forward for more outings! I really kinda miss alot of people. Why cant a minute be an hour. Why cant a footstep be a hundred.

idontknow.idontknow.idontknow.how to make it through this.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 10:17:54 GMT

someone update my damn xanga!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 15:51:48 GMT

yes, im finally writing. im always so lazy to post.haha. anyway, i havent been doing much lately just study train sleep. well i had my first french lesson on wed, Bonjour.haha. and i met cherryLy at waffletown after it to study. studied a little bit. then she started writing words on her post sit and it says 'HI IM MELVIN ask me for my number' and paste it on my uniform. well of course i wrote one for her too that says 'HI IM CHERRYLY CALL ME SEXY' and dared each other to put it on during the bus ride home. haha, well no asked me for my number of course and sadly no guys had the guts to call cherryLy sexy. Oh and Ly i will find the nutella bar alright.i will find it prove it to you that it exist.haha!
cherryLy is the Best!! (: hmm, im looking forward to the france and perth trip in nov. guess it's gonna be damn fun!

can you hear me screaming, im coming to find you...

Friday, July 04, 2008

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 13:39:48 GMT

hi thr , my fellow earthlings this week, i swam for nationals. i was so nervous in the morning because i was afraid my goggles would come off when i plunge into the pool [oh googles, th smiley is so ugly haha] . anyway, played polo match against Malaysia on Tues. *inserts feelings here* . i feel really sorry for my dear friend Zephlyn, cos she has to do a 500 word essay on why she has forgotten to do her English speech! it's Youth Day on Monday, i hope all you Youths out thr would enjoy your day. but stay focused on your studies, cos Melvin is here today! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG.

i didnt write that.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 09:39:57 GMT

School started. Nothing much going on, just trainings & trainings. Swim Nationals this tuesday morning at sports school & U18 polo match with china in the afternoon.

it's getting lost. it's going two directions but i hope it stays true.
which events ever made this special for us.
when's the next call you will pick up.
cause time is what we all have but it's just waiting for us to make it right.

I'm sitting here making my own rules and if I fall from the ceiling you'll be down there waiting and my only hope is falling down.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 06:03:46 GMT

i miss being a kid. i miss the freedom of being a kid. one that jumps with joy without worrying what's next, one that has endless laughters and one that wouldnt know what's true love.
whatever she said about you to me, i still know you're true. whatever you said to me never seems to end. but now it's gonna pause at our deepest darkest night for the new day to begin.
how i wish i was still a kid and run away. but im just not. i just miss you...

'before i go i just want you to know that you dont belong here anymore. so come to me.'

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 15:53:49 GMT

ok i've no idea how to start the post hahaha, so i'll just get straight to the point! you ready? alright thing is, i woke up early. was supposed to meet LY for breakfast, but she had tuition! but it's okay, i'm gonna have breakfast with her tomorrow instead :} called Ian down to my place. he forced his way to download Maple into my comp { HAHAHA, Maple rocks } . while downloading, i suggested him to sing on the karaoke since he likes to sing, so we both sang. it was kind of fun, so we kinda sang for 2 hrs! we can so take part in Singapore Idol! you can vote for me at 1800-123-4567. alright so, he played his Maple for awhile and then we polo-ed at the pool. i accidentally shot the ball to around the bushes but i didn't exactly see where it went. then when i got up to find it, it wasn't at sight so we kept searching in the buches bushes. it was bushy. suddenly, {sounds like compo!} the security guard called Ian to go to him, and he told Ian that the ball is with him when he knows that we are finding it since we started finding it { goodness, the security guard is so funny! LOL } and he was laughing at us! after the tiring search, we headed down to Westmall's KFC. went to Macs after that to get my double cheeseburger without pickles. but the person gave me double cheeseburger with pickles! so we had 3 bites first before complaining and get a new one w/o pickles. yup, so that's about it. FUN DAY! YAY!

XOXO.

ididntwritethosenonsense.what sing idol?! maple doesnt rock.the guard isnt funny, he's a bastard!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 15:54:00 GMT

Good evening Singapore, my lovely island {: today i met Julian for a game of tennis in the morning. { tennis is the best sport ever! } headed for PS with Marc { kuta/the red one } and Ian after that to meet Zbabe. & i was late! ate at Carl's Jr. and played a lame game called Black Magic { i still don't get it! really. } and many others, like the I KNOW I KNOW question game . Hahahaha. went up to Star Factory for awhile, and decided to play lan at PC Bunk. Germaine(xiaozhu) appeared! alright so, there wasn't CS thr, how sad. played MapleStory instead because we had no choice. taught Zbabe how to play Warcraft III, which kind of failed because it's such a guy's game! went for training after that when Zbabe and Germaine(xiaozhu) left ... I think.

that's my Tuesday for you!
XOXO

nono, definately not me that wrote that...
anyway, U16 Training totally rocks!

Monday, June 09, 2008

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 14:25:07 GMT

Hello everybody, today was such a fun day! I met des and gil at parkway parade and we had kfc. Played arcade there for a while, then gab joined us afterwards to play, yay I had so much fun We had dinner at the food court, then des went for tuition and gil went for dinner at town. Sooo gab and i went to east coast park to play soccer at the Cage. marcpeh shawn bernard brandon marcong chuangfeng came too!! thanks everybody for making my day happy.

PS while I was having so much fun today, my very smart friend ly walked into a glass wall at wisma, cuz she chose not to see it. and everyone stared at her So clever right!

Alright i didnt write that again but it's always true...