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Sunday, March 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 19:33:46 GMT

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 17:17:07 GMT

i changed my page!!!

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Saturday, January 08, 2005

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 18:44:25 GMT

yipppieeee!!! i got a job!! i am extremely happy!

Friday, January 07, 2005

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 00:04:27 GMT

i got a story to tell. i wish everyday i had enough time to write my heart out. theres not as much goin on in my life right now, but theres alot goin on in my heart. i've been feelin like thigns are just way too good to actually be true. has that ever happen to you? when u are soo happy about something and all the sudden its all gone before you know it? im not even goin to lie. im scared. im afriad to be too happy. of course im a happy and excited chick. i've always been like that. but finally i found true happiness. its not artificial.. its the real things. i use to be content with my life.. living the way everyone wanted me to live. now i am happy.. the scary part is, i kno its real, and i cant take any of it for granted. gawsh now i am talkin gibberish. just leave me a comment.. loL!

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 03:12:46 GMT

i cant respond to some peoples comments cause everytime i go to your page it freezes up on me. no joke my computer is getting real crappy.

anyways. i've noticed alot of thigns soo far. the people who i use to care about.. changed more than i did. maybe they changed because i changed? i dunno, but i dont like it. friends i use to be close with are not even friends to me anymore. people who use to be there for me are no where to be found. its funny how you see who will stand beside you when you need them the most, and then there are some who actually go all the way and walk next to you when you thought you couldnt make it.

(thanks to those who just simply care enough to show it)

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 14:42:12 GMT

am i crazy for not wanting to be too happy for what i have in my life? it seems like, the more thankful and the more excited i get for the things i have, something eventually goes wrong. its wierd but its true.

we won our game yesterday. it was 46-34. we are now 3-0.

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 01:18:25 GMT

Monday, January 03, 2005

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 03:29:05 GMT

its crazy to me how much you gain from risking everything you had. the most hardest thing i ever had to do backfired. i was willing to give up something that ment the world to me and thigns turned out for the best. i guess its true.. when you love something let it go, if it comes back to you it was ment to be. i guess you can say it was ment to be.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 17:08:07 GMT

"its funny..i believed every little thing you said. i use to think you were soo perfect. i mean, you still are to me, but now i see the things you've done to me. i dont regret anything. im just hurt. im hurt because i never had to do this.. i never had to let go of something i loved soo much. i never had to let go of the one thing in my life i know most people spend their entire life time searching for. im sorry it had to be this way. im sorry i had to let you go. i let myself down and this part is my fault, cause i fell for your game".

"what do you do with a shattered heart.. i mean no one really wants to pick it up because they are afraid themselves they'll get cut. they dont know where the pieces belong. i fiqure since its my heart that broke, im the only one who knows to put it back without getting cut deeper". - fanta

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 17:33:48 GMT

happy new year everyone!! gosh dang it, i jammed my freaken pinky finger in the game yesterday! hurt like a b-word! yeah we lost! its aour 2nd lost in pre-season, it doesnt ocunt but we just still wanted to win. anywho...

since it is new years day, does anyone know if the stores are closed? matter of fact, is the mall still open? leave me comments cause i am very curious. im not going to get ready for nothing if everything is shut down and out of service.