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PAIN

Sat, 24 May 2008 01:45:05 GMT

wow, i haven't been here for sooo long

i can't believe another year had passed. i remember just last firday was the day i turned OLD! lols. I really can't believe that 2 decades of my life has already evanesced. Can't believe all the youth and teen years are f0rever gone
But one of the best thing to know is that WE ARE ALL GROWING old together. Last week after turning 20, i felt really somewhat old, espeically knowing the fact that I won't no longer be a TEEN anymore! nd WELCOME to the first stage of adulthood. hahah but to be really truthful, I realllllly don't feel like an adult. still a teen at heart <3.
i wanted to stay forever 19, but you know we always gotta move on with our life. CAUSE THAT'S LIFE!
but people always told me that if your age is old, but ur expression is still young, than you're still young FOREVER!
but yep, yesterday i had my wisdom teeth extract (all 4 together) and that was the most painful experience ever!! I saw the entire procedure since I only got numbed, nd i guess i fought through the sleep xD. Seeing the whole procedure of how it was being performed was reallllllyyy creeepy. the surgeon's glove was all bloody and stuff X_X seeing it made me wanna throw up. so literally, gotta eat all the bloood, soo grosss! nd the worst part is GETTIN A CHIPMUNK FACEE. my face is sooo puffffffy now is like gettin sock in the face or sumthin

SUNDAY 07.15.07

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 04:46:46 GMT

mann okay so last nite, or shud i say dis mornin? since dis occured around 3ishAM i shud juz call it dis mornin rite? okay yehhh around 3ish AM midnitee, i was asleep; and obviously everybody else was, too. So while i was asleep i heard dis BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM noise. I thought i was dreamin haha but later a few minutes later more LOUD BOOMin noises occured CONSECTUVELY NONSTOP. so dat was da time dat hitted me dat dat wasn't a dreammm, and dat was happening in reallll lifeee. that WAS REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY SCARY SINCE MY bed was right next to the window and the window was wide open hahaha but i'm all gooood since im at the highestest flooooooor of my apt. =)
so yeh dose loud booooooms noises came really close to my house when it went on consecutively nonstop. i thought it was fireworks, but it didn't sound like fireworks, cuz fireworks doesn't hav dat scary sound. dat loud booomin noise has dis scary tone in it. my mom woke up nd peeked out da window and she sed it was GUN SHOTs. it was reallllllly irritating and annoyin and loud and everythin i dot i was guna go death cuz it went on for heckaaaa llong nd i can't stand dat scary noise. so yesss later i noe dat has to be GUN SHots as welllll! i got reallllllllllllllllllllllll freaked out cuz of how close the noise approached to my house. nd i dot whoever shoootin dose gun shots mite accidently hit my house nd da bullet mite hit my window nd hitttttt me or sumthin since i was rite next to the windoww nd kill me ahahahahahahhahahahaaa. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nd later i culdn't sleeep until the gun shots was completely over. but i was soooooo freakin sleeepy nd i fell asleep nd later da SHOTS went on agen nd woke me upppppp. mannnn it went on for such a lllllooong timeee nd it was

SOOOOO LOUDDDDDDDD

-_- dose gun shots seeemed like it was rite on my rooof top b/c of how close da distance were ;'[
i was guna go call the cops but i was tooo scared to move lolz
man later i culdn't even go bk to sleep nd i went to bed at like almost 1AM nd dat GUN SHOTS happened around 3AM X_X
mannn dose gun shots sounded as if people were fightin in wars
grrrrrrrr sucha terrible nite! nd i slept thru de alarm dis mornin ];

I GUESS THIS WILL BE MY FIRST POST FOR THE YEAR 2007

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 19:42:46 GMT

DAMN! i haven't blogged in a while. Is been like 6 months now since the last time i've wrote in my xanga!!

but yeh, anyways. I GUESS THIS will be my FIRST POST OF THE YEAR!

so much stuff hav happened

I've already

completedd my

FRESHMEN YEAR

in COLLEGE in

MID-MAY

already, right after my big

19th!! hahah whoooooo time sure pass by fast!

and now just as everyone is getttin ready for summmer vacation, i'm goin to be heading back for summer schoool, OH THE JOY!

i still cant believe i have already finished my first year of colllllllllege.! DAMN doesn't it feel like your only a freshmen in HIGH SchOOL just yesterday? hahaha but yeh mannnnnnnn another round of my freshmen year has ended for college =(.

Monday, January 01, 2007

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 01:17:18 GMT

last day of de year.

2oo6 i can truly say has one of its great moments in june wen it came to graduation. dat has truly been one of the best moments dis year. ONE MOMENTEOUS nD oNE unforgettable moment!=D

i can`t believe `o6 has came to an end already.

well, for now...goooood byee 2oo6, ii`m gon miss yooooooooooooooooh! (aLL dose great memories)

Friday, November 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 03:19:58 GMT

sucha fuked up week especially tuesday & today, thursday.

So on Tuesday I went to the Bart Station at 7:36 and what really drove me nuts is the fact how freakin` long the train got delayed. IT GOT DELAYED FOR 30 MINS! argh! i got hella pissed esp wen they sed the train was cumin in 4 mins dan later dey sed no is guna um in 10 mins dan no is guna cum in 9 mins nd it remained 9 mins for likehella long nd later dey sed is guna cum in 7 mins dan dey changed it nd sed no 9 mins dan later dey sedcumin in 2 min, nd wen 2 min had passed dey sed it'll be cumin in 2 mins. damn!! nd it never came till like 15 mins later dey sed dat. grr.can anyone imagined how messed up dat is!?!?! nd wen the train did finally arrived at 8:16 it wz hella crowed nd it barely fitted anyone, so i had to wait for the next one whih came at like 8:20, omg dat wz jst soooo not my dayyy. nd dat same day as i wz cumin home, the MUNI broke down after it went inside the tunnel. argh. so everyone had to be escorted out of it nd wait for the next one. mang sumthin wz hella wrong with trains dat day.

okay so today, as i wz takin the MUNI home, the muni wz acting a bit weird. As it approached inside the tunnel it wz acting all funky!As it went thru west portal goin on to forest hill station, the whole muni's engine wz completely shutted down! dan later it wz movin slowiy going thru castro.as it arrived at castro station, it wz oving faster agen and later as it went into the middle of the tunnel goin to Church Street, the train stopped sooo sudden as if it crashed into somethin, some people slid off of their seats nd deir belongins were rolling off which wz really terrifyin cuz it wz like havin an earthquake.nd later the train wz suddenly in complete darkness nd the engine got shuttted off AGAIN! now dis time is realli scary cuz it wzn't movin for a real long time, dan da driver wz like the train is OUT OF POWER so dat means WE NOT GOIN NO WHERE. okayy wat's really freaky is dere's no way out. is rite in the middle of the tunnel, nd dere's no exit or anything nd it wz hella dark in dere, nd since dere's no engine the dooors won't even open. so everyone was basically stuck in dere for a while, nd mang i wz hella starvin nd shit! OMG!later the driver wz sayin da samething over agen"train is out of power, not guna b moving for a while" dat hella sucked u noe. later rescue wz on da way (which wz pretty relievin for me) =)....two men with flashlights came nd opened the doors for us nd lead us out. he told us dat pplz are trynnna fix the powerline nd it'z guna take a longg time nd dey dunt noe how long is guna b so dey sed is better off haivn us walk bak to castro under the tunnel instead. dang nd as we got out it wz hella darkkkk, i culd barely see >.< i feared dat ima trip nd fall into the rail lolz. argh dat wz jst one scary experience.

nd today for the 2nd time a fire occured in the HUMANITIES BUILDING! funni how dis lady yelled out "STAY AWY FRM THE BUILDING! STAY AWY FRM THE GLASS!". hella firetrucks nd firemen came to rescue the fire haha xD

Friday, September 15, 2006

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 02:46:50 GMT

ahahhaa i've nearly killed myself wid a piece of brocolli head >.< ahaa i've accidently choked on dat shitttt by gigglin ndd for a second i thot i wz guna die or sumthin ohmygahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. the moment da piece of boocolli head slipped down my throat it hurted like a bitch! T_T like i cant' feel my neck or sumthin. it wz stuck dere. it feels like is still stuck in dere now.ive tried swallowin another piece of brocolli head to see if i can make it go down sigh. didnt seem to work. ive tried ducks. no luck at all. nd lastly tried rice. didn't seem to work either. nd i felt like i culdn't hear at fursttt. i thot i wz dealth or sumthin gasp. ahhhaahaa i`m helluh scared rite now! afriad dat ima dieeeeeee ='[

ionoz wat to do n e more..help..help..help..............=''[

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 03:51:30 GMT

two consecutive

tardies; sooo not

cooooooool

Friday, September 01, 2006

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 03:24:22 GMT

ii miss those high school

dayz. )':

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 04:23:59 GMT

summer has passed....

nd now college has officially started ..........i still can`t believe im no longer in high school!

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 21:21:00 GMT

boredom!

ha! i wz bored.