I feel really weird... for many reasons.. i know not many people read this.. but yes.. i believe this is going to be a long entry.
but yeah.. last night justine, tommy, diane, randy, tonya, gary and I went to see Gallagher.. it was funny as shit.. but before it started i know justine was mad at me... and afterwards.. when we went to her house.. i had the feeling she was mad at me then also.. maybe i should just stay away from her? im not saying i want to.. but if im that much of a pain in the ass...
i dont know if she was mad cuz tommy and i hung out the other night or what.... but i did have a great time.. and i felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders talking about everything and knowing someone was listening to me instead of telling me how to feel.
today i got home from work.. and i talked to my dad out in the garage for like 2 hours... it was really weird... but it was cool. we talked about basically everything (music, people, politics, horses, animals).. im glad to know that i can talk to him about stuff without having to worry (if its not THAT bad) lol. but yeah.
so half of me feels good... and the other half... well.. im sure you get the point.
i do really just want to talk to justine to make sure she's not mad at me or something.. it would make me feel better..
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