patheticsoul0212's Xanga

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 15:16:45 GMT

New xanga.. http://www.xanga.com/private/home.aspx?user=burnthepriest89

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 21:33:32 GMT

i dont wanna go to work tomorrow...

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 14:13:21 GMT

ok.. today was really scary.. no joke..

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 12:34:14 GMT

I feel really weird... for many reasons.. i know not many people read this.. but yes.. i believe this is going to be a long entry.

but yeah.. last night justine, tommy, diane, randy, tonya, gary and I went to see Gallagher.. it was funny as shit.. but before it started i know justine was mad at me... and afterwards.. when we went to her house.. i had the feeling she was mad at me then also.. maybe i should just stay away from her? im not saying i want to.. but if im that much of a pain in the ass...

i dont know if she was mad cuz tommy and i hung out the other night or what.... but i did have a great time.. and i felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders talking about everything and knowing someone was listening to me instead of telling me how to feel.

today i got home from work.. and i talked to my dad out in the garage for like 2 hours... it was really weird... but it was cool. we talked about basically everything (music, people, politics, horses, animals).. im glad to know that i can talk to him about stuff without having to worry (if its not THAT bad) lol. but yeah.

so half of me feels good... and the other half... well.. im sure you get the point.

i do really just want to talk to justine to make sure she's not mad at me or something.. it would make me feel better..

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 20:59:11 GMT

unless you care.. it would probably be best just to leave me alone for now...

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 23:43:32 GMT

too many pills.......

Monday, August 08, 2005

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 18:03:10 GMT

I'll put the noose around my neck, will you get to me just in time,
I've got no reason left to live but I've got a hundred to die,
I'll put my hands together now, Hold them up to the sky,
But there's no one to save me

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 16:10:57 GMT

.. whatever... i dont give a flying fuck anymore... i hate you all....

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 01:56:50 GMT

LAMB OF GOD WAS AMAZING!!!! i know i already saw them twice.. but damn they kicked ass tonight.. so did unearth... its a shame tommy couldn't have came..

mmm.. i THINK i saw eric.. but im not quite sure.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 22:21:00 GMT

lamb of god tomorrow.... and eric! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

this frightens me...