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life's really fucked up for me at the moment.. want reasons??
i'm grounded
i am grounded sow that means..
my phone will be given to my mom by 9 in the evening
my computer's not gonna be in my room anymore
i can't go out wit my friends!
omgawd.. how sad can my life get, right??
my sister thinks i have a guy!! whoooopeee!!
that is sow fucked up.
she doesn't even know that we're not together anymore cause he likes someone elsde, hurts right??.. but oh well.. i kinda like someone too.. but not to the point of wanting to be wit that someone.. and getting obsessed!! oh how fucked up my life is...
HOW BAD CAN MY LiFE GET??
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Differences
By Ginuwine
my whole life has changed.. since you came in --thanks for ruinin it.
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ok.. sow here i am. i'm thinking about almost all of the things that happened during the week.. well. ok lang.. i'm hapy, right?..
am i happy or am i just making myself believe?
well.. whatever.. have you ever thought about all of the things that you feel for a person?.. not necessarilly.. "love", but hatred, anger, or just plain nothingness.. ciari told me and gave me advice.. she got this from our socsci teacher.. he said..
"kung mahal ka nang isang tao, hindi ka niya sasaktan"
will we ever avoid that?.. is it actually possible not to get hurt once or twice at least when you're in a relationship?.. after what ciari told me, my eyes're now opened.. was it for real?.. or was it just some thing to take that person's mind off things.. or in my case.. someone.. i know it is sad. but that's a reality everyone's gotta face, right?.. i guess we're all gonna go through this.. a little bit later from now or sumthin.. but.. some people just experience it at an early age cause they got into sumthing sow early too, they didn't think if they were ready or not.. that's the whole point.. they didn't think.. what if they took a second or a minute to think about it.. i guess it could've.. let's say.. changed the whole scenario that they are in right now.. or no scenario at all, right?.. things are just gonna be happier.. --but i guess they took the wrong turn, made the wrong decisions and ended up regretting everything, wishing it was a dream, wishing it was fake, but hey, snap back to reality.. hurts alot.
what else can we ponder on today..?
i was talking.. ok.. chatting wit a friend.. and i was not in a very pleasant mood.. and he asked why.. i said..
lalalala.. kasi ganito... *says stuff*
wag mu na kasi isipin
hirap
masakit yan, tingnan mu aku, hindi ku na iniisip
ehh
anu pipiliin mu? nahirap o masakit?
oo nga naman, what will i choose?.. what is hard or what's gonna hurt?..
my fiend chose the one that's gonna be hard.. i guess.. for me.. you can't separate the two.. it's hard not to think about it sow you get hurt, right?.. you try not to think about it.. it gets off your mind for a split second.. you see sumthin that reminds you of that whatever thing that pisses you off or hurts you big time.. hurts alot more.. sow.. what's the point??.. haaaay.. i guess thses are the times when you just have to.. go somewhere else, problema nanaman.. where will you go..? everyone has problems of their own.. not as bad as yours.. but.. malay mu.. but.. i guess.. we all have to face it.. once again..
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| okay.. i was talking to alen till 3.30 in the morning since hindi aku makatulog cause my yaya din't sleep in my room.. i was scared.. sow.. i got up really late and i forgot to eat breakfast.. hahah!! i ate a cookie during recess and played volleyball the whole time nung lunch.. tapos.. anu pa ba.. i kinda paracticed for palm.. iiish.. i don't really know.. hahah!!.. wala pa kasi yun prayers ehh, ehh reader aku, hmmm.. anywyas.. i'm trying to sleep since my mom wants to talk to me about my sleeping late.. plus i think i have insomnia.. wierd noh.. or maybe its just feung shui.. i don't know.. all i know is that i am scared man.. big time!
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ok.. sow.. i din't go nga to school today di ba?.. and i'm still inlove wit matteo.. *haaaaaaay*.. anyways..
DUDE.. i think i'm startin to like someone.. peru may ibang like ehh.. badtrip!Ü but ok lang.. we might see eachother though.. haaay.. i don't know.. but when we text.. i feel.. happy pag may message recieed and yun name siya.. ayoko kasing umabot sa exagge na point naman na araw araw nagtetext hindi na nga nagrereply dahil halata na hindi ka gusto.. sow.. anyways,, i'm keeping things cool, between me and him..Ü i hope lang.. basta.. yey!Ü
baka magcounter kami nila butch sa friday a gamefrog, tangina everyday na aku naglalaro ng counter.. OHNO!!Ü tsaka butch if you're reading this.. may joke tayo di ba??.. yun nagsorry ka talaga kay God??whatever.. wait.. i'll type later.,. dameeeng kachat.. my thoughts're clouded. naks naman! | | |
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