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| oh gosh. crush! my trainer! goodness. all that stuff. all those words.
aaaahhhh
heee
day1.
was quite nervous for OBS at first, so i was jz talking lots
of crap to cassie on the way there, and there was a morning jam and
stuff. so we were like. 1.5 hours late. lol.
had intro and stuff.
and the med surrendering thingy. i had the biggest bag for med lah. in
the cutest bag too! XD the piggie bag. i think andy thinks i like pigs
alot. my pig med bag, and my pig on my bag, and everything. lol.
"learnt"
how to kayak. haha. went through all the mangroves and everything.
before tt, andy was teaching us about the triyak thing and he only
mentioned cassie's name for 1 start course. lol. and i was actually
relieved to know tt he didnt know tt i also took the 1 star course.
(but he actually did) lol! and my clothes got wet on the first day.
nice.
did jetty jump too! but i didnt shout "g". haha. i think ppl
would think im mad if i shouted g. lol. they were like. cheering for
cassie and divya, then i took the step there. and they were like.
silent. oh! its jieyi.
lol. the tents were harder than the normal
one i pitched before, like. extra 4 steps? and he said it was one of
the easier ways to pitch tents. SURE. haha.
had fire drill and we took like. 10 mins to gather and stuff? lol.
day 2
did
belaying, and learnt tt the trainers called sparkc, "ECC". super funny.
we were like. wad ecc? we did trust fall too. then we trekked a short
trek to camp 1. it was like. so nice. looks so much better than camp 2.
lol. they had a CANTEEN. with TABLE AND CHAIRS. lol. saw other schools
there too. i thought i saw someone i knew. had eye contact but we both
had to go. lol. he looks super familiar. but i jz cant pin point where
i've seen him before. did the high element thing all the way up with
divya. we started laughing so much lah. super funny. did belaying for a
couple of ppl too. i think belaying is so fun. so cool. XD
after
doing the "quiet time" in the night, andy came to tell me he heard
someone said my navigating was good?! i was soo afraid i would get
killed the next day for navigating. so i i said i dun take geog. he was
like " you dun need geog to navigate wad". i was like. wow. then?!
haha. i thought cassie said it lah. so i went to kill her after tt
silently. but she screamed. it wasnt her. i still dunno who said it.
cos ive never done anyhing about navigating in Gb. still puzzled.
day 3
expedition!
before setting off, andy happy happy went on his walkie talkie and he
was like:" tracy, your girls are not cooperating. go back and bully
them ok?" super random and bleh. lol. rowed the boat for 3 hours? to
the random campsite. was caught in a storm before tt. free shower!
haha. we rowed with 5 kg metal ores? and it was soo tiring. but after
the storm, it was so much easier cos we got used to it already. then
trekked back and forth. haha. i saw the OBS entrance and i sort of knew
we were suppose to be there already. cos its kinda suppose to be on OBS
ground. trekked like. 2 plus km to reach tt random campsite. and i was
sooo freaked out. dun ever want to see a wild boar. super freaked out.
andy
thought i was sun burnt? maybe i was. he thought my head was sun burnt.
and he KEPT reminding me. and made me put sun block right infront of
him twice. i put, then i walk away, then he called me AGAIN. to put it
AGAIN. i thought he had stm or something.
he kept saying like. "
jieyi.. take care of your head arr","jieyi, remember.. consequencial
learning..", "jie, im worried about you. you burnt your head" and the
WORST. "jieyi, WHERE is your headgear?" *points to cap, and put it on*
"haha! pauline!!!" *trails off laughing*
sighs. evil.
day 4.
kayaked
all the way back and we were 3 hours earlier. lol. i was chasing the
ppl like crazy trying to make sure they dun go pass me. and we finally
got to camp2. was super tired. and wet and stinky. heh^^. then had our
nice long bathe in the toilet. man. i managed to hold everything in for
2 days straight. haha. super fun. and andy came over to check my sun
burns and he sighed. heh^^ i couldnt say anything cos i covered the
whole time, put sun block and stuff. man. not my fault since the sun
loves me so much. haha! oh wells. did final packing and stuff.
day5.
packed
up, clear up, and got ready for the teachers. announcements brought me
all the way back to reality. lost contact witht eh world for 5 days,
forgot stuff we had to do for the past 5 days, and yeah. everything.
byebye to pulau ubin!byebye andy and all other trainers! (except for ms
ang.will probably see her again soon? lol)
well, there's his name in every one of the days. shows something eh?
lol. oh man. i thought i saw him the other day in the car. aaahhhh. hottt
ok. here's the comments.
jieyi is a quiet lady who is able to take up leadership roles when required, she plays a good supporting role as a follwer and occasionally stands out as a leader.
oh man. *screams* <33
lol. crushcrushcrush.
!!!
oh gosh, when we were leaving, i almost hugged him!!
oh man. sighs.
<33!!
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| blah.
i really dont wanna be vlass chair any more.
i dun think i deserve it. i mean like. i only won jasmine by 1 vote?! that shows something doesnt it?
sighs. i really wonder how on EARTH i got to be one.
charis can be it for all i care. im serious. recent happenings has told me that i really dont deserve this thing anymore. like. i'd rather just be a normal girl. now, i'm the class rep? i mean like. i get to stand out.
but i cant lead? im not vocal enough. and i see tt im not really the person who influences the most.
i really dont sand out this much. and i. i dunno. just lost all the confidence i ever had as being class chair.
sighs.
anyone else can do a much better job than me. even my FORM teacher says so. bleh. go away.
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| blehhhhhhh.
even caro teng got 20!!! 20 freak. freak. freak. i dun care about charis fan. stupid idiot with 6 points?! wth.
i got so ultra lowlowloowwwwwww.
omg. this is so annoying. annoying. annoying.......
go away. i really lost it. man. i wanted an improvement!!! gosh. whyyyy. i really really need it.
i didnt hit my goal ok. i really lost it. lost it by so much.
i only improved by 1 point?!?!1 and 3% wth.
and caro is still complainning.
i die ok
i really die.
im gonna put myself through amillion of wadever pressure. i need to get my As. i really do. i need my 6 points for Os. I NEED.
i need to focus more in class for chem.
i need to read more chinese papers/materials ( which are really boring)
i need to improve on my SBQ and SEQ skills for history
i need to have more understanding for my lit book
i neeeeeddddd to pass my chem.
i need to improve by 10%
i know its a freaking big jump.
i dun care.
i really need it
now, i cant just PASS. i need an A. in every thing. every test or quiz.
starting from the chem quiz coming.
and the emath test
and the history test.
goshhhhh. i neeeedddd to get that A at the end of term 3..
what i have done wrong in the past term:
never listen in class for chem
anyhow do chinese
never practice enough for maths and a math
not cautious enough for physics.
bleh. i need to do better. much better.
i hate myself.
my end of years result is gonna be so low
i really cant continue with this. everytime a 3 % improvement?!
57%, 61%, 65% 69% ?!?!?!?!
wth. not enough! i need a jump!
57%, 67%, 77% MAINTAIN THOUGHOUT SEC4!!
ARHGGGGG, DIEEE
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| omg. i dreamt that he kissed me. my goodness. my crush on him is that huge! argh. my my my. im so going to die. how am i suppose to face him now? gosh. it was like. we were watching a movie or something, when lights darkened but the movie havent started yet. then we were stoning, and kinda. talking or something, he leaned over and kissed me on the forehead. and its like. everything for that moment didnt matter. his age, his appearance, everything. i told myself never to like him. now i have this crush on him. and after he kissed me, the movie started, and i smiled all the way. then after that was awkardness. sighs. i told myself a million and one times not to like him. he is 20 years older than me. TWENTY! how am i suppose i to live on like that. i cant do anything or say anything.
i cant face him anymore. i know he looks at me. i can feel it. and i can see it. but freak! he's so. eeeyyyyer. disgusting. the way he carries a bag is so gay, i dun even carry it like that. i cant stand carrying my bag like that and he does tt. sighs.
CHENG JIE YI! YOU DO NOT LIKE HIM, AND YOU WILL NEVER DO. YOU CANNOT LIKE HIM, NOR HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM. GO AWAY. STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. YOU HAVE ENOUGH OF SUCH THINGS
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You Are Rain
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You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.
Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.
You are best known for: your touch
Your dominant state: changing
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