| Sad.... sort of.... I was just reading some old entries of not me and it made my stomach turn. Wasn't expecting such a strong reaction. Things are going really good but on occasion I miss the old days. But thats saying a ton that I'm liking things so much now because a year ago I would have given a lot to go back to college days. However NOW I have a job that I LOVE working with middle school students. All things are pointing towards teaching which now that I'm in the field again I realize it's the field I was always meant to be in. It makes me happy and enjoy being at work. I forgot what that was like after college. My boyfriend is wonderful but far too far away. He's deployed for 15 months. 15 long, horribly sucky, difficult to talk to him, missing his handsome mug months. He's in Afghanistan and I'm not and that sucks. But what can we do. Nothing or a whole lot of lonely wives and girlfriends (or husbands and boyfriends as the case may be) would bring all our soldiers home. I miss him, did you notice? Family and friends are phenomenal as always. I truly am surrounded by the best people ever and I love them more than I could ever say.  M |
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| Old TimesAwww, good ol' xanga, I should start writing on you again!! |
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| Bye Bye WeekendToday was supposed to be my Friday then I was asked to work the next two days. *Sigh* Oh well. So one week until my birthday. I'm excited. |
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| Happy New Year!! Hope 2007 is treating y'all fabulously!! I was with wonderful people at the turning of the year in a place I miss a lot. Everything is so different from a year ago. So I didn't really make any resolutions this year. I have an image in my head of how I would like things to change this year but I will let these changes come as they may. Sometimes I think we just have to sit back and let life do it's thing. We can't control everything. Why does contentment seem so fleeting these days? And I have no reservations in taking the blame for that. It's not that things are bad but when cute lil lovie things happen I'm happy for like a minute and then beat the crap out of those smitten little feelings with a hammer of over analyzation. Yesturday at this time I was missing someone but SO happy in how things went with that someone. But since then it's all wanting more than what can be given in this situation and wondering if that completely wonderful moment was just that, one fleeting moment. |
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| Does anyone still read this?I remember when this was the place everyone always posted.... now it's all myspace mania!! |
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