one more day waking up in the afternoon

sleeping away my day helps me forget you

all i hear is your voice crying "someday soon!"

keep my mind filled with anything is all i can do

who knew this love would turn out so slashed

who knew you would end up a part of my past

i want you back, in my arms to stay

if this is some game i dont wanna play

i want you to have and to hold forever

we're off to endure this false endeavor

you are in my heart still now

letting go, i'll never know how

i want you back in your arms to cry

my tears on your shirt leave my dye

a stain on this life you are told to live

a stain on the choice you weren't given

i want you here, to save me

come on who are we ever going to kid with this

we never wanted to be in this place alone again

all the stuff you have put us through i will not miss

let go of your power trip so we can just mend

i dont want your charity or fake smiles

i just want to be left alone for a while

i want you back, in my arms to stay

if this is some game i dont wanna play

i want you to have and to hold forever

we're off to endure this false endeavor

you are in my heart still now

letting go, i'll never know how

i want you back in your arms to cry

my tears on your shirt leave my dye

a stain on this life you are told to live

a stain on the choice you weren't given

i want you here, to save me

hey so i've been working like 18 hours each week plus school so i've been super busy, but i'm waitressing now so i'm actually making money!  lol.  its kinda fun actually.  anyways...school is school and its almost over thank goodness!  i can't wait for summer man.  banquet was friday night and it was amazing.  my hair was huge!!!!  lol.  it was all curled up cute in a bun!  i felt gorgeous.  anyways...then...we had the after party where i ended up fallin asleep early so...o well.  i took all my bobby pins out i had 80 of them!!!!!  anyways...i gotta go to church!  mwa!

chels

hey so i think i got a tad burned today...grr...o well.  anywho...things are cool down here...tomorrow we go to the beach and thursday we leave...  i guess i need a longer spring break...its just entirely too short!!!  o well...i'm probly gonna get back from this vacay and say that i need a vacation...stinks how that works huh?  well i'm out bye!

hey so florida is amazing...yea pretty much...lol.  we're headed to the beach in a bit..and now we are just lounging around the pool....ahhh...beautiful feeling...i'm moving guys...somewhere warm!!!!!  and there is nothin you can do to stop me...lol. 

chels