Ready...deep breath...3.2.1.

Whoosh, the only sound filling my ears

as wind screams past them in horror.

Free as can be yet so confined I beg to die

To finally be free the way I once thought I was

Almost there...3.2.1.

No turning back now

Just the thought of returning to a life of suppresion sickens me

Makes me wonder if this is the bravest moment of my life

I know no one will see it that way

But in my heart I will know that this was the only escape

This was the only way

No more supression

No more hate

Just uncontrolled love for life

And yet here I am ending it all

In the bravest act of mine

Ready...deep breath...3.2.1.

Whoosh

so i guess i havent updated in a while so here you go...

xanga kinda sucks now but whatever

My name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

What was your first impression of upon meeting me:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

What's my favorite type of music:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend:

What is a memory we have once had:

Have you ever hugged me:

If i left would you miss me...would i miss you:

Do you love me:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What color are my eyes?:

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Who do I like right now?:

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If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is the one thing I would bring?:

Currently Watching The Princess Diaries 2 - Royal Engagement (Widescreen Edition) see related

this weekend was pretty fun. everybody came over friday and we hung out and watched movies. Then Misha, Patty, Karly, and Courtney spent the night we went to sleep around umm 3 then i had to wake up at 9 which sucked!!! saturday was kinda boring went to the play then hung out with andrew and manda then came home. and i didnt do anything today except play b-ball with james then will and dylan b. came over to play soccer with james!! cant wait till tuesday cause we get to play mustang and hopefully beat them!!

spring break...next week...ready for it. no plans as of now..did have some but cancelled them.oh well  

Currently Listening My Private Nation By Train All American Girl see related

thursday was fun went to the soccer games was really cold but not terrible, friday was home alone cause the boys had a game in jinx so i just hung out at home. saturday went to the soccer fields, didnt get to watch the games...worked in the concession stands from 11 till around 5. watched the last game though it was pretty sweet even thought they didnt score!!! went to dinner with karly, jordan, brandon, and katie then hung out at my house with them and brad and sam. went to misha's house hung with patty and amanda and watched saw 2 again but it was all fun and good. two weeks till spring break! cant wait!! not really ready for the 9 weeks to end cause my grades suck but oh well thats my fault!! 

Friday was fun karly and jordan came over and jordan's windshield froze over so it took him a while to leave then karly spent the night...saturday hung out with karly and went to the movies with jordan, devin, dustin, david, kate, and karly saw firewall. wwent to chilis then over to kates hung with the boys had a blast spent the night with kate. sunday went to the walmart parkinglot and played in the snow then came home. so thats pretty much it. get to do my english and science projects tomorrow! yeah so excited about that!!

So courtney and i hung out thursday and we had a ton of fun with my camera!! oh yeah we watched saw 2 and it was really freakky!!! yeah yeah so here are some of the pics we took!! try not to laugh too hard!!katie came and watched the movie with us!

crazy crazy hair time!!

EMO pose!! yeah!!

gangsta pose!!

Wild thangs!!

just us being happy

oh noo not the wannabe gangsta girl!!