haha, so i think i'm pretty much quitting xanga...mainly b/c im a loser..but just cuz life is really busy.  College is great, especially UD.  life is getting better, slowly, but i think things are going to be ok eventually...at least i hope so. 

Moral of this story, I like life, and i think life likes me (not really sure about that one yet, but i'm getting there)

I you realllly want to talk to me, which i know you all do, you could email me

edgeljod@notes.udayton.edu   I love gettin email, especially when it isnt from teachers telling me to read thousands of more pages. 

ok, i'm out for now, and i may be back on eventually...but dont count on it.

luv to all,

jordie

So, I'm going on the "update once a month plan" untill i have the motivation to actually do this more often.  So, i guess I'm supposed to update on my life.  Here it is, ....work, sleep, work, clean the house (or pretend to), work some more, go to 4th of july parties, work.  Honestly, thats the extent of my life right now, well, with some other VERY high points.  But we'll leave it at that.

Here's the thing....I thought that i was gonna get excited about college when i started to get my information and it got closer, but i'm not.  I really like living at home, i like the way my life is, i like having a job and having money, i reallllly like having a car.  Why am i going to school and leaving that all behind,(granted, by "behind" i mean 15 min away...but thats not important).  I dunno, i just dont think college sounds like that much fun right now. 

Ok, i promise to be back on here b4 august 5th.  peace out for now.

luv always, jordo

this whole xanga thing really takes too much effort...

So, graduation was fun, and parties have been exhaustingly fun....it just takes so much energy to go to all of them....but i have put forth mucho effort to get to peoples, and therefor expect people to be at mine and save me from the millions of family members that will be here...oh goodness...

SATURDAY JUNE 18th.....STARTING AT 3, ENDING WAYYY LATER....U, B THERE (well, technically here, but u get the point)...AT JORDIE'S GRAD PARTY.

Other than party prep, which there is much more of than i ever dreamed there would be, my life is kinda boring....work alot, and do stuff with friends when i can.  But yea, this party gave my parents a reason to fix everything that has ever been wrong in our house in the 7 years we have lived here.  Seriously, in 7 years we havent used our screened in porch, but now we are fixing it.  Its crazy, and lots of work, but no complaints, cuz its all kinda for me anyway. 

Ok, well, i get to go to work tomorrow, so i'm gonna go hit the hay...(i'm a dork, yes i know...)  Bye for now!!!

hmmmm....i think life is good right now....

I've kinda/sorta gotten over the scaredness, but not totally...but i'll be ok.

I'm am verrryyy glad that i have no more school.  It feels really strange, but i still like it a lot.

So, here is the problem with being Jordie...i ALWAYS mess things up.  I mess up, fix it, and then inevitably mess up again.  I truly suck at seeing that i'm causing a problem untill i am able to look back on it and realize that it was wrong.  I honestly suck at the whole topic of balancing life.  very scared and frustrated...and sorry i guess....

so kinda on that note...(sry, it was a depressing one) flight retreat was awesome (aside from the previosly mentioned problems i may have caused)...i really dont know if u can call it a retreat or not...but it was most definately fun.  AND, the best part is that we get to go back again in August(ps flight '05, i have an amazing idea about that when the time comes....)

just in case the overall vibe of this entry isnt clear...i really am happy, kinda giddy happy...but happy none the less...life is crazy, but life is good.  Ok, bed time for one tired little girl...well, thats the plan anyway..BYE FRIENDS!!!!

I'm officially pulling the "jordie's afraid of change" card here.....i'm scared.

Is it too late to back out of this graduation thing???

oh, here we go....