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Name: Rachel the Small
Birthday: 3/28/1985
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Strange & Wonderful

Lyrics to So Much For My Sad Song :


The first thought through my sleepy head when I fell outta my bed is I
Hope the sky is grey I'm gonna write a sad song today.
So I make up my mind, slip on my shoes,
I'm gonna pick up a paper and read the news
Cause I'm sure to find enough blues to write my sad song
But when I open the door and the sun spills through
Takes away my breath and I think of you and the only blues to hit my eyes are those beautiful blues in the clear blue sky

So much for my sad song
So much for my sorry attitude
Let's make this a love song instead
Cause I'm so in love with you
Come on let's go out and play
Save the sad song for another day
No time for tears
I'm wearing a smile
So much for my sad song
So much for my sad song

So I pick up the news like I said I would
Drop my jaw right where I stood
Cause the headline reads 'all the news is good because love is on the way"
And love floods the world right before my eyes
Everybody is dancing and slapping hi fives
And such beautiful music fills the sky and we all sing along
And now I snap out of my daydream
And I can't believe how real it seems
But I keep on dancing anyway
It's turning out to be a beautiful day

Sometimes I measure my day by how many things go my way
And when things go wrong I usually get mad
But this time I'm glad my song didn't turn out sad
[ So Much For My Sad Song Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

 

 

Once upon a time, there was a girl who had a lot of pictures that she didn't like to look at, because they reminded her how lonely she was. She saw smiles on friendly faces and she missed the people who made the smiles.

She still does, but she likes to look at them now. What is the good of picture that isn't looked at?Besides, God has blessed me so much that I would be ungrateful if I were lonely. Here are people who love me, who will miss me, but know I am going where God has called me. And now, some pictures to look at:

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Mom and Hunter playing "Sequence"

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Jen and 'Lanya at the Fair

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Jaime having a moment with the Dude Man

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Me, between my two favorite friends of all time (David's taking the picture)

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Me and Kay, my summer work supervisor

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Me and the man of my dreams, Mark Smith. The small pink flowers are called "Kiss Me Over the Garden Gate."

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Me and Whitney trying on awesome hats in Baraboo.

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Jake, Lindsay, me, and my darling. We went canoeing on the Lemonwier.

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The trip took about four hours, and it rained just enough to wash off the bug spray, but not enough to keep the bugs away. :) It was awesome!! (no, really)

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Ashley, Ali, and Jaime kickin' back at Gramma's house.

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Jenna and Mom kickin' back at Gramma's house.

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My darling and I at the cemetary.

 

And now, to Pensacola. I should have updated more, I know that. I'm sorry, guys. I'll make the most of what's next, and I hope to let you all in on it, too. God be praised--for He has given us the victory.

A new chapter begins...


Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Currently Reading
At the Back of the North Wind
By George MacDonald
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At the Back of the North Wind

 

            I have just finished reading George MacDonald’s “At the Back of the North Wind.” It is an excellent book (his works always are) whose original analogies inspire meditation. In short, it awakens the imagination. I have always enjoyed George MacDonald’s works, my favorite being “The Light Princess and Other Stories.” For those of you who don’t know, MacDonald was a contemporary of my beloved C. S. Lewis (he wrote a little series called “The Chronicles of Narnia”) and J. R. R. Tolkien (yeah. Lord of the Rings guy.). All three bring a different perspective to fantasy fiction. Tolkien offers the grand, wide view of the world, and how the smallest event can affect all. Lewis explores the magic of the unseen. MacDonald embraces the simple truth of fairy tales. His style is the matter-of-fact “why-couldn’t-this-be-true?” sense of literature. I recommend anything and everything that any of these men have written.

           

            This book, “At the Back of the North Wind,” is another of MacDonald’s gems. It follows the story of Diamond, a boy who meets North Wind and goes with her on her adventures. The dialogue is clever and MacDonald captures the essence of childlike logic perfectly. Read it; it’s good.

           

            As is my custom, here are a few of my underlined quotes.  

 

Diamond

~ “There are better things than being comfortable.”

~ “If I choose to be their friend, you know, they can’t prevent me.”

~ “It’s only loving a thing that can make it yours.”

~ “Somehow, when once you’ve looked into anybody’s eyes, right deep down into them, I mean, nobody will do for that one any more. Nobody, ever so beautiful or so good, will make up for that one going out of sight.”

 

North Wind

~ “What’s to become of me without a window?”

~ “To know a name is not always to know a person’s self.”

~ “Sometimes beautiful things grow bad by doing bad, and it takes time for their badness to spoil their beauty.

~ “You must not let go your hold of me, for my hand will never change in yours if you keep a good hold.”

~ “I don’t mind people crying so much as I mind what they cry about, and how they cry…”

~ “Every man ought to be a gentleman.”

~ “What’s the use of knowing a thing only because you’re told it?”

~ “I am always able for what I have to do. When I see my work, I must rush at it—and it is done.”

~ “I can do nothing cruel, although I often do what looks like cruel to those who do not know what I really am doing.”

~ “A poet is a man who is glad of something, and tries to make other people glad of it too.”

~ “You can’t be knowing the thing you don’t know, can you?”

~ “To try to be brave is to be brace. The coward who tries to be brace is before the man who is brave because he is made so, and never had to try.”

~ “It is not good at all to do everything for those you love, and not give them a share in the doing. It’s not kind. It’s making too much of yourself.”

~ “I don’t think you could dream anything that hadn’t something real like it somewhere.”

 

 

Narrator

~ “It is always a dreadful thing to think there is somebody and find nobody.”

~ “It can’t be denied that a little gentle crying does one good.”

~ “It is not fine things that make a home a nice place, but your mother and your father.”

~ “Perhaps kissing is the best thing for crying, but it will not always stop it.”

~ “Every place has some advantages, and they are always better worth knowing than the disadvantages.”

~ “To try to make others comfortable is the only way to get right comfortable ourselves, and that comes partly of not being able to think so much about ourselves when we are helping other people.”

~ “With an obedient mind one learns the rights of things fast enough: for it is the law of the universe, and to obey is to understand.”

~ “Genius… it means one who understands things without any other body telling him what they mean. God makes a few such now and then to teach the rest of us.”

~ “There are not many people who can think about beautiful things and do common work at the same time.”

~ “Even the wickedest of creatures likes a pretext for doing the wrong thing.”

~ “It is amazing how things contrive to accommodate themselves.”

~ “Of God’s gifts a baby is of the greatest.”

~ “It is a strange thing how the pain of seeing the suffering of those we love will sometimes make us add to their suffering by being cross with them. This comes of not having faith enough in God, and shows how necessary this faith is, for when we lose it, we love even the kindness which alone can soothe the suffering.”

~ “The highest wisdom must ever appear folly to those who do not possess it.”


Monday, July 14, 2008

Big "R",

 

                         little "r",

 

                                               what begins with "R"?

 

 

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Monday, June 30, 2008

The Third List

 1. a collection

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2. bare

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3. dark

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4. your name

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5. snow

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7. mud

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8. box

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10. cozy

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12. where you live

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13. hot

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14. trash

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18. classic

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21. something borrowed

scavenger hunt 113

25. blue

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Yay for Haley's great idea!!  :)


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

I have seen some strange things since I've started working at the military base. Among them, grown men in their underwear and thirteen adults gathered around the body of a dead squirrel rank in the top five. Of course, there are perfectly normal things there too, such as camoflouge humvies (yeah, I think I butchered the spelling on BOTH of those), cement trucks, pink towels, and wildflowers. Okay, so those last two don't make the "Perfectly Normal Things to See on a Military Base" list.

"Patula Too" is my new nickname. I'm not sure how I got it, or what it means, but it really cracks up two of the ladies I work with. Pat and Rene (REE-nee) have been working there since before I was born, and have more energy than I do, most days. Pat always refers to her husband as "My Jim," which I plan to adopt (only I think that "My Mark" makes more sense in my situation). Rene lovingly refers to "Ding," who snores so loudly that they cannot sleep in the same room. :) By the way, "Ding" is a shortened form of "Donald". Go figure. Kay is the most mellow person I've ever met, kind of like Eeyore, only bored instead of sad. She has a spunky sense of humor, which is most surprising in a woman of her disposition, and doesn't drink coffee or tea. She's been swabbing toilets and changing linens for nineteen years. Kim is the newest addition to the permanent team (I'm summer help), and has an affinity for power tools. Her latest hobbies include painting, and drilling holes in glass bottles, through which she inserts twinkle lights. Kind of cool!

I arrive an hour early for work every morning, which is great because I always have time to have my devotions. The blue day room in the hotel is quiet, out-of-the-way, and never occupied. Except by me. It's Dad's favorite room in the building.

I go back and forth. My favorite building has to be 300. It has a high arched ceiling, wierd metal hot air balloon art, and a brand new shower curtain. I'm learning my way around finally, and today, Kay let me drive the step van. I've never had a diesel engine at my fingertips before; I like it. :)

There is one sad thing about my new job. It is 7:30 to 4:00, Monday through Friday. My summer is flying past by weekends. In two weekends, Anna Holsclaw becomes Anna Bane. In six weekends, My Mark gets out of grad school for the summer. In seven weekends, Good Plan 2008 takes effect. In eight weekends, My Mark comes to Wisconsin to visit me. By ten weekends, My Mark flies to New Jersey, and I start packing. Ten weekends kids, and the summer's over. Ten Saturdays, ten Sundays... Only so much time to clean my room, crochet three afghans, finish a tablecloth, and make memories.

Does life keep spinning faster and faster until finally spiraling to glory? Jaime Pepin and I once had a conversation in the little kitchen of the lobby cafe of RCI. We wondered if Man finds it difficult to reconcile time because he wasn't made for it. Eternity in Glory is timeless. Okay, not timeless, but unending. There may be time, but there are not seasons, and it doesn't matter anyway because we have all the time in the world. Now, it speeds up, slows down, and sometimes freeze-frames altogether. God made each day with the same amount of time, and enough time to do everything HE has for us to do.

What are you doing with God's time?



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