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Name: Katy
Country: Belgium
Birthday: 10/13/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: writing about these demons that i hold.maybe somday ill show you
Expertise: korn,nin,orgy,jack off jill,my woman,cutting,trying to kill the pain and in my spare time i argue with myself
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 10/20/2003

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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

so bitches and fuckers, im makeing a new fucking journal because this piece of shit is fucked. lovely eh? ill send the url as soon as i get a new one.


Sunday, August 22, 2004

good god. blargy. im dreaming in digital.im with devon. hes 18 heh kinda funny. he makes me feel like im with allen all over again. its kinda freaky. i miss him. im obsessed. god help me now.


Tuesday, August 17, 2004

cleaning. school. fighting with my preggo sister. fun fun. HAHA! I MADE THE BABY KICK HER! HAHAHAHAHAH! i cant talk long because i gotta take a shower and go to bed. and bla bla bla bla. im off. i love you all. i bid you adui


Sunday, August 15, 2004

i wish allen could or would read this. but i do know its true. im so fucked up.

Allen.

I know that its said that im expressing my feelings towards you right now, but im nothing without you by my side. If you asked me to i would give you my world.i would take the stars out of the sky and present them to you in a boquet of flowers. my life relys on knowing you are there with me. my life without you is like a flower without its petals-nothing.I will always and forever love you.you are my world allen.it hurts me to think that i tore us apart.i would die for you if you asked me to. My finishing words are forever lasting so i will no longer write.

        i will ALWAYS love you,

                   me


Thursday, August 12, 2004

Currently Playing
Appetite for Destruction
By Guns N' Roses
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- sweet child of mine

Dead eyes stare at the last face she'll ever see, forgive me
Close your eyes fade into eternity, forgive me
Dead eyes stare this is the, last face she'll ever see
Close those eyes now and forgive me
Close...now you close your eyes, and never get to love me

blargy...today was cold....brr.im pissed. ive been listening to guns n roses all two days ive been on well...ya know

so depressed....and i dont even know why.

im listening to me and daddys song....by guns n roses.  i feel like ive lost something....but i just cant put my finger on it...its more then allen i know this..but he IS a big factor of my saddness...well i gtg...codi wats on...and im hungry.



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