i wish allen could or would read this. but i do know its true. im so fucked up.

Allen.

I know that its said that im expressing my feelings towards you right now, but im nothing without you by my side. If you asked me to i would give you my world.i would take the stars out of the sky and present them to you in a boquet of flowers. my life relys on knowing you are there with me. my life without you is like a flower without its petals-nothing.I will always and forever love you.you are my world allen.it hurts me to think that i tore us apart.i would die for you if you asked me to. My finishing words are forever lasting so i will no longer write.

        i will ALWAYS love you,

                   me