Saturday, April 12, 2008

• Weight On Our Shoulders

  
  
  So it's been a long week for me. A lot of things have come to pass. And a lot of things have ran through my head about it all.
  
  I've decided I'm not going to use this blog so much to write advice to people or simply write to get attention from anyone, but whoever reads my words, if you gather inspiration and a good laugh from it, your welcome.
  
  But just to throw one last message out there for a while, I'd like to throw out something that has been on my mind.
  
  As we all learn, life isn't glamorous for all of us, if any of us at all, especially not mine, not even now. What I write on this page will never just be for me. It's for you too, the one who is looking for some kind of understanding. The one who is looking for some kind of escape from your dark reality.
  
  You live a life of bills, thrills, deceit, and at least a touch of success of some kind. Some of you wake up wondering what today will bring your way. And some of you wake up already knowing what it has in store. Some of you look forward to it, and some of you just want to avoid it at any cost. But we all know what must come will, if not now, sooner or later it will, and you'll have to face it anyway.
  
  I've lived my life believing in the balance between the worse things in life and the better, how every good time will cost a bad, how every smile will cost a tear, and every bright sunny day will cost a foggy miserable winter. For some of us the balance shows apparently, for others it seems hidden, as if it doesn't even exist, and probably never will. I won't sit here and tell you that it does. It is for you to decide to see it yourself.
  
  I just want you to know that even though I have never met you, or know you in person, I understand how it feels to have to face those dark moments where reality peeks its miserable face out of the shadow and looks you strait in the eyes, and no matter where you turn, you just know you wont escape it. I wonder how many of you think of the fact that what experience of life it gives you will be worth more than you might imagine. How many of you think about that one day when a good friend of your's will be confronted by that very same face and wont know what to say to it, or how to react to it, but you'll be there beside them to let them know that it's going to be okay, how how much it will mean to them when you do. Just something to think about.
  
  
  
  
  Unfortunately, I've been pretty busy recently so I haven't been very able to post on here as much as I'd like. But it's alright, I'm not going anywhere. I'll be around to read your posts, comment where I can, and write those few and far between entries to let you know whats going on, or if I find some interesting news or perceptions to relay. Whether you comment them or not, it doesn't really matter to me, but if the entries themselves matter to you, then I'm happy that it does.
  

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