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Sunday, July 13, 2008

JCI

sigh JCI is coming this week.. everyone so stress.. so much extra things to do.. sweeping room, pantry, casesheets...

coming back to work from leave.. makes my hand eczema worse. i have so many plasters on my hands now.. nails cracking at the edges etc... so itchy! argh. time for more steroid creams.

so many fei-zai in the nursery now.. my reg had to set the difffficult plugs. oh he's so nice, always asking 'can i help' felt bad to have him do MO jobs.

mpex coming again.. what to choose for next posting????
Choices:
1. Children's emergency
2. SGH anesthesia
3. dermatology
4. CGH A&E
5. KK Peds
4. ID
6. SGH neonatology
7. polyclinic
8. ENT
...
..
...

post call today... going to watch red cliff now
tata


Thursday, June 26, 2008

hello blog.

it's been so long.. i've so much to share about what's been going on for the past months.. but i'm too lazy. =P

been so busy at work. hope you are doing fine my fren. missed all yall. dunno why it's like i've lost contact with everyone, but yet i'm meeting ppl all the time. i guess it all has become superficial. many ppl to meet, too little time, too little energy. just meet for dinner, hi and bye. nothing happening, allswell.

turning MO is still not hitting me yet.. i'm still a slave. brain's not really thinking, just a robot, blood taking pacifier. but i'm enjoying the learning process. not complaining. =D

baby baby baby babies...
love to sayang them
their soft furry hair
ashley smooth skin
love to be able to stop their cries (after poking and squeezing their hand/foot)
cuddling them..

fell in love with the calculator - for drips,calories and TPN
fell in love with the ventilator - their nonstop alarms, and dials %
fell in love with the incubator - the warm air inside, and leaning my head on the cover while doing my dracula act through the glass.
yes i'm in love. in love with Jesus of cos. i want to grow in love with Him.

~Love is in the air~
My cousin just got married! so happy for her. she's always been the big sister for us. she's been away to aussie for sometime and we lost contact. but so glad that she came back knowing the Lord, and in love with Him too.
I was honored to have been made her wedding planner! - well, not exactly THE wedding planner, just the coordinator on that day, making sure everything went on smoothly. =D i'm glad it all went not too bad, we all enjoyed ourselves, esp the cousins. heh.. got to stay a night at Sheraton's for free

~Good morning, Vietnam! ~
Vietnam was very fun when you go with all the fun YAYAs haha.. my church young adult group. check out photos on facebook. i got no camera, no photos from me. =] happiest is the shopping we had! bought lots of clothes. the fashion in vietnam is good. got mango, zara, adidas,... haha.... same same, but different. ;-P
went into the CuChi tunnel where the guerillas went into hiding during viet war. amazing smart resourceful ppl. respect.

hmm.. my engrish is quite atrocious... i'm like talking in phrases. my mind is not coherent.. disintegrated tots.. how many times must i edit this entry!!! tis wat u get when u talk to babies too much. =P

need to share one last testimony here.
Praise the Lord! for David, one of our WRPF-er who was brought back to life from coma! really a miracle man. Believe in prayers! faith-building trials...

on call cm. ciao (means hello in viet)


Wednesday, April 09, 2008

The DIFFERENCE
--------------------------
 Science and God

'Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ.' The atheist
professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his
new students to stand.

'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'

'Yes sir,' the student says.

'So you believe in God?'

'Absolutely.'

'Is God good?'

'Sure! God's good.'

'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'

'Yes.'

'Are you good or evil?'

'The Bible says I'm evil.'

The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a
moment.

'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you
can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?'

'Yes sir, I would.'

'So you're good...!'

'I wouldn't say that.'

'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if
you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He
doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even
though he prayed to Jesus to heal him How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can
you answer that one?'

The student remains silent.

'No, you can't, can you?' the professor says. He takes a sip of
water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.

'Let's start again, young fella Is God good?'

'Er...yes,' the student says.

'Is Satan good?'

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'

'Then where does Satan come from?'

The student : 'From...God...'

'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there
evil in this world?'

'Yes, sir.'

'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything,
correct?'

'Yes.'

'So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created
everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to
the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'

Without allowing the student to answer, the professor continues:
'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible
things, do they exist in this world?'

The student: 'Yes.'

'So who created them?'

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his
question. 'Who created them? There is still no answer. Suddenly the
lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is
mesmerized.

'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in
Jesus Christ, son?'

The student's voice is confident: 'Yes, professor, I do.'

The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you
use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen
Jesus?'

'No sir. I've never seen Him'

'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'

'No, sir, I have not.'

'Have you ever actually felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or
smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus
Christ, or God for that matter?'

'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'

'Yet you still believe in him?'

'Yes.'

'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable
protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that,
son?'

'Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.'

'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats. 'And that is the problem
science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a
question of his own. 'Professor, is there such thing as heat?'

'Yes,' the professor replies. 'There's heat.'

'And is there such a thing as cold?'

'Yes, son, there's cold too.'

'No sir, there isn't.'

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested.
The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.

'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat,
mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we
don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below
zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is
no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the
lowest -458 degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when
it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have
or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat.
You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of
heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units
because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the
absence of it.'

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom,
sounding like a hammer.

'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as
darkness?'

'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation. 'What is night
if it isn't darkness?'

'You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the
absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright
light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have
Nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to
define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able
to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?'

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him.
This will be a good semester. 'So what point are you making, young man?'

'Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is
flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time.
'Flawed? Can you explain how?'

'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student
explains. 'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good
God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something
finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a
thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much
less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life
is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive
thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.'

'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they
evolved from a monkey?'

'If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young
man, yes, of course I do'

'Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?'

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he
realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work
and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a
preacher?'

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the
Commotion has subsided.

'To continue the point you were making earlier to the other
student, let me give you an example of what I mean.'

The student looks around the room. 'Is there anyone in the class
who has ever seen the professor's brain?' The class breaks out into
laughter.

'Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain,
felt the professor's brain, touched or smelled the professor's brain? No
one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of
empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no
brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain,
how can we trust your lectures, sir?'

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the
student, his face unreadable.

Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. 'I
guess you'll have to take them on faith.'

'Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists
with life,' the student continues. 'Now, sir, is there such a thing as
evil?'

Now uncertain, the professor responds, 'Of course, there is. We
see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man.
It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world.
These manifestations are nothing else but evil.'

To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at
least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God.
It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe
the absence of God.

God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when
man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold
that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there
is no light.'

The professor sat down.

Pass this on if you have faith in God.
  If not, still pass it on for it's a good story!


Saturday, January 05, 2008

new posting

i was looking forward to a relaxing final ho posting - i got ah ortho. oh dear.. i love the dept but the problem is there's only 4 ho there = 8-9 calls/mth = call eods. tonight's my 2nd call. weekend call. waiting for dinner now. had 5 pts for today. not too bad. was swarmped on my first call - 11pts, slept <2hrs. but the clerking is simple. dunno can ask mo. cos really dunno nuts about ortho.. mo has to do the splints and casts.. but cant wait to get my hands on making one of those plaster of paris! hee.. like some macho female tech. haha.... i'l be proud of myself.


Thursday, November 29, 2007

Date of demise. Dead or Demised?

I'm officially the OVERFLOW HO of ward 48.

yes i see that hand - question: why do they ask a girl (the only girl HO) to do overflow, running about, handling up to 20 pt on her own? -- good question. neither of the others were man enuuf.. haha.. yiming(aka chipmunk alvin)'s got his airs-in-his-cage, spongebob wuussup, bong has his 2 big cubicles to handle. so i volunteered. =) of cos with the incentive of having the nicest MO & Reg- aManda&Jansen. =D plus they get transfered back to ward fast & i dun do much d/c summaries.

but these few days are killers. every got pt dying. today is worst. round havent finish got 2 dead. plus 2 new cases. finish my changes at 4. din even go back to my headquaters. stuck at my second ward which is ortho ward...overflow.  plus sending 4 ppl home with bloody long stay and complicated issues which no one has summarised yet. spent 1 whole hour sorting out their issues. =(

and no lunch.

and no drink.

and no toilet.

unless urgent, of cos.

and full of MRSA.

and next wk's mortality round will be Da SHOWTIME! =(

i'm getting hysterical!!!!!!!!!!!

and i brought back work to do.. to summarise....start preparing for mortality presentation, (ya, u din hear wrong, only at CGH HOs do the presenting of mortality)

i can foresee myself presenting every wk.. =(

pls pray for my patients to live.

 

and i juz saw the roster dat i have to work on my birthday! =(

okie enuff of my presenting complaints. i love my job still. i love my team. i love my ward. tomoro we're going out for ward lunch at Blue lobster. yay

~holding on to my vision~



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