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Name: Justin
Country: United States
State: Wisconsin
Metro: Appleton
Birthday: 12/22/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: Ummm.... lets see lol, Girls, i love danceing, breakdancing especially, i play guitar, i love hanging and chillin, i like to party once and awhile, sex: yes plz, i like gaming mostly on comps, and i design webites as a way of earning some extra cash. I'm Definitly interesting....
Expertise: Too many....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  phyrix8722
Yahoo:  phyrix8722
Member Since:
4/7/2005
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| i walk alone in and out of consiousness wondering through thoughts, searching for an answer an answer to how my life got so fucked up, where did i go wrong i dont know but maybe someday ill find what im looking for. hope is not the answer, was there ever ne hope i dont think so, people say life is what u make of it but i jus dont know ne more... i linger with the shadows pondering in their game as a shade of nothingness i stare into my loved one's eyes wondering, wondering if things will ever be the same between us, wishing i could see the future to come and what is to come of me i guess that's what makes life worth living...... | | |
| Well guys this is my last post i've had it with this xanga shit all it does is creat fuckin problems and im not gunna deal with it so yeah this is my last post... ill have a new acc soon enough and ill let my close buddies know what it is other than that i guess everyone else can leave comments and ill get to them next week sometime.... Later all for good peace... i might have one more post depending on how tomorrow goes other than that peace... | | |
| Ok molliz heres where I'm at ok straight from the heart so let these words really sink into ur little head ok not to be an ass lol but yeah....all my feelings on the table... ne one else who has ne comment on this feel free to leave them... ok mollie i love u dearly i want to be with u only u, here's where im at incase i dont get to talk to u wed. ok if u still want to be with me l8a on in life or if thats even what u want ne more but if that's the case why are u letting me go??? your letting your judgement cloud how u really feel and i can only do so much to try and clear your mind ne way what im saying is ur drowning in the water and i tryed to grab your hand, i left my heart open but u didnt understand,well its time for u to understand... i cant help u fix yourself but atleast i can say i tired.... im jus telling you if u wanna only be freiends fine but it will never be nething more if u you dont do ne thing to sever thoes moments while u still can... do u want to go through with what ur deciding now cuz this is a final thing, permanent.... if this is what u truely want let me know i hate making u choose but its technically the only choise there is, so.... srry about making u choose i dont mean to.... but yeah if u want to be with me l8a on but wanna choose to be with julien for now then im srry for u i could have reopened and showed u the world through my eyes which u fall so deeply into when i see u, as u begin to ponder in your thoughts. i can visually see you searching your mind in and out of your feelings and it hurt me to know i hurt you... the feelings u have should no longer exist if you want to be with someone else otherwise there is nothing that should of been able to stop us they should have been merely steping stones which our lives could have been based off of but its not to late time remains for hope and im telling u, i know your big enough to make your own desions i dont mean to rip u apart inside but seriously within the pit of your every being search for that one thing u feel is right and you let me know until then ta ta..... <3 always Justin p.s. well talk more about this later if u want l8a peace..... | | |
| well today i found out im only the friend.... well maybe things were ment to be this way but maybe its jus for now who knows maybe someday well be together again but here rasies another question? will i be able to actually hang out with her cuz i dont think i can bring myself to do it knowing she's no longer mine but i guess as long as she's happy there's nothing i can do.. i love u to death mollie and i dont think ull ever understand the extend of my love for u..... thats all i have to say peace y'all... dont forget me!!!..... <3 justin | | |
| Mollie if u visit my site at all plz listen to this song ok <3 always Justin | | |
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