| | when it rains it snowswell. i'm sleepless for tonight. well, not quite. i crashed at 1130, and then when my roomate came home from the bar at 3, i woke up and was unable to fall back asleep again. so, for me it was time to finish the homework and think about the last day.
a week ago, for those that dont know, a girl iw as seeing broke up with me, and the last week has been a little hard. last night her friends, myself included threw her a small party because shes been feeling down (one of the reasons for my dismissal from the position of lover, among a few) now, i proceeded to get drunk, had a greaet time, and at the end of the night, asked if i could come and study with her, she said no, going to sleep , at which point i drunkenly said i missed her, gave her a hug, and proceeded to go pass out in one of her best friends beds (they werent in it) and then pass out in another persons bed.
then i went home. the party had ended at 930, i spent two hours laying in place drunkenly and feeling bad about myself.
so, wondering how to get out of this weird funk im in, and how to get myself out of still caring for a girl who needs space and time, and who is absolutely amazing. im reminded of it time and time again, and i cant help wanting to be with her. well, anyway, not like i need a relationship now what with graduating, working on graduating, and classes. oh, and my new job, at the phonathon, where i get to hear about how much people hate antioch while i ask them for money! (one of the things i hate the most is asking people for money) im wondering how many hours i can get in before im fired, quit, or any mixture of the two.
looking for a new job at the same time.
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| | Posted 1/29/2007 6:33 AM - 0 comments
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