every now and then, i go through what i like to call it an "obsession phase" but to nobody's surprise, it usually has to deal with fashion. the down side of it is i would do my very bestestest to the maxus not to buy it bc i know some of the money can potentially go into something much more beneficial down the road such as tuition or even retreats. but alas, due to lack of discipline and a strong desire, i usually give into those temptations.

this is the point where imma be showered with "sigh's" from my friends. sorry guys.. i tried .

alright with no further urdo, i welcome two new dresses added to my closet.

to make myself feel better, i exchanged some articles of clothing in order to reduce the amt of loss of moolah from my pocket as much as possible.

this was a pointless entry.

however to top it alll off, summer's here and i a like it=)

chicflics kill me. like no joke. they make me want to go on a bf savanger hunt.

after watchin a million and one chicflics this spring break aside from hangin out bc i had nuttin better to do. i realized this is what i missed the most OR one of them while i was in a relationship.

ahem. soo. i miss havin late night talks with a boy. and fallin asleep in his arms. and i miss how the boy would carry me to his bed bc he didn't want to wake me up.

how he pulls out a sleepin bag and sleep on the floor bein a gentleman.

and and and most of all, how he noticed i started tossing in the morning and would approach me and kiss me on the cheek greetin me with "goodmorning beautiful."

dang i kinda miss that boy. and this was a pointless entry. and it's a good thing this boy doesn't have xanga bc he hates me. i kid u not. but boy i do miss u.

AND considering the fact that im picky with boys. it looks like the next time i get to cuddle with one ...is gonna be a long time fasho. poo.

i hate how my feelings for a guy fuse quickly. the minute i like a guy and end up findin out that he likes me, i move on(usually). it's almost like i treat them as a challenge. the minute i find out they like me, i see it a mission accomplished or something.mister "the one" if you're out there, don't be disheartened. im sure one day, this kind of attidude won't forever progress.

on another note.

to all the great people aka my friends giving their time to missions for this week. p.s.(im gonna miss yall a whole lot). i leave u guys with this.

He said to them, "Go into all the world and preach the good news to all creation." Mark 16:15

Five Reasons why Im excited for Spring'06.

1) Turned out i know at least one person that's in each of my classes. thru God's grace of course.

2) sarah keesta is in my class meanin major hangin out time unlike last semester when i kept bailin out on her last minute. haha IM SO SORRY woman but u know u had loads of fun yesterday.

3) not just academically motivated(i kid you not if i tell you i've already started studyin for some of my classes and i know you're thinkin " aw my little selwiggy is growin up."..aw shucks, but i also feel spiritually motivated more than ever before.

4) makin couple new friends in some of my classes. even better, when they graciously offer rides to you from west campus all the way to ss. i can't thank yall enough=) and also looks like moi shall be makin several trips to htown with this girl that goes by the name tiffany and and just some mingling time with her friends of course. LASTLY, to visit wooaarie whom i've missed a lot a lot. if you're reading this woman. i hope your internship is goin well so far!

5) my friends as always=) yall make each semester just as spectacular if not even better than previous ones.

3 words.

thaaank. you. Jeessus.

First Night back in College Station

this entry is solely for the purpose for me to look back one day and reminiscie=)

so first night back in cstat, if u ask me, i must say i definitely had loads of fun. i don't think i've ever screamed that much in a span of one night. screams of horror from "hide and seek" and screams of being attacked by streamers...yea thanks..especially THANKS to the ones who purposely stood in front of me just so i couldn't escape..jerks. im pretty sure most of the entire bottle of freakin streamers covered all over me from head to toes. thanks to the ones who stood by to pull out those streamers from my hair and my aberfubu jacket.mucho thank you. dinner was grrreat ,blockin doorways just to purposely torture some people with my gassy stomach as a way for me to attempt bein funny was great, havin conversations about hottest women celebrities with the people in the car (that seems to be my favorite topic to talk about and im a girl myself too deadgum it) while runnin around town pickin up people with harrison bein graciously the chauffer and and hangin out with some fellas before and after dinner was just as great too..it felt really good to see most of everyone again(and yes im def. anticipatin for the sunday/monday folks to come!=) ) and i also felt like things were easily picked up from where they were left off before the break. all i can say is whether im at home or in cstat, im very thankful to God that he makes sure im taken care of abundantly. im blessed and i don't think ill ever stop sayin that for a long time at least hah.