sleeping is always good coz u don't need to think. ppl, if u feel depressed at the moment about relationship, i am telling u, gotta be determined some time. gotta stand up for ur logical side.

Everyone has everyone's own story. Nothing is perfect in life. We are blessed if we feel smooth.

It's hard to fall in love. It's also hard when it's time to quit.  we never know why things happen. I just browsed on my old friend's website. She is now single. But I remembered, she had been dating this one guy throughout her college life. 5 years roughly. Then what? ended. not even a single picture with him remained on the website. When I stopped and thought about it just, I could feel her pain though. It's hard to get back up if you imagine it. Scars are there no matter how you try to clean the wounds. Even time has gone away day by day, it will just make your story a history, but not have the file deleted.

Isn't it the same for everyone else who was in a relationship? when you say break up or just be friends, how many of us can just walk out without looking back for real?

24/7 just want to be with that person. all the love songs you listen to, you think of you and the person you are with. Dreaming that you will be with this person although it may seem infeasible. All these are not surprising. But who will  be able to picture the day to depart? separation is not only unpleasant, but painful.

Shi Wen Bing's Wang Bu Liao said it rite--2 years after breaking up, still missing the person. just worried that we will grow older. Just wanna leave some memories. 

So I am taking this ecological engineering class and studying right at the moment. I learnt about the food web in details. As I see how interestering the relationships among the insects--Coarse and fine particulate organic matter, shredders, collectors, scrapers, predators, etc...

so amazing. and somehow though not mentioned in class, I thought about the ants. I remembered I asked the question; why did God create ants which seemed like the only thing they brought to humans is nuisance, come in big population when you leave sweet candies unattended. But now 17 years later, I know.

Don't harm the small creatures around. learn to appreciate them. And most of all appreciate God's plan and creations.