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Country: Malaysia
Birthday: 2/17/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: the world has no interest in me, and thus, i will have nothing to do with the world anymore.. and i shall never be interested with the world.
Expertise: i've got no expertise.. i've got nothing to say.. it's not me already...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 2/23/2003

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Friday, March 02, 2007

:*: getting some break from life :*:

i think i'll stop posting for some time...

will be blogging somewhere else.. i guess... ^^


Sunday, February 18, 2007

:*: CNy~ :*:

so it's finally the time of the year where indulgence in food and gamble are instilled during the period of time.

a Happy Chinese New Year to all of you out there, whether you celebrate it or not...~~ ^^

Valentine's went well, just the normal routine.. movie and dinner... and my new mumuque to hug at night!! and finally for the first time in 5 years, i finally get to receive a card from him. Thank you lougongjai... muakz!! mumuque shall be a replacement of you when you're not around me. i guess i'll be bringing him back to my parent's hometown... just to know that i can hug something of you at night...

on another note, im wishing myself happy 22nd birthday~ time flies.. especially when it comes to birthdays... it passes slowly, and before you know it, you're another year older... my birthday wish? hahaha... secret! definately not about money..

a new year, a new beginning. closing the chapter of a year and starting a new chapter with a fresh new start.

lougongjai,
thank you so much for being there for me when i needed you. even though at times when you make me angry or when i get mad at you for doing the slightest wrong... i still love you... i guess about me being that way is due to the insecurity sometimes...where i felt that i might loose you again. it hurts to think about it and i'll try my best to put that past behind us, behind me, especially. People say things to discourage me from being with you... but who really understands us? I hope that faith, trust and love will be there for us every second and every minute of our days... the blessings and happiness of love and joy wrap around us is just all i need.. i hope im not asking for a lot... gold and diamonds shall never be able to replace you..nor all the fancy things... all i need, is you, your heart and soul...

haha... i think i'm eating you up too fast huh? this is a problem with me... i think im over-posessive... over you... *knocks on my head* i think im really in love.... thank you honey for giving me this feeling... i hope you'll feel the same too...

love you always... even if it's not forever, i hope that i'll love you till the day we part.... *hugz* & *muakz*~ ^^


Tuesday, February 06, 2007

:*: seedless :*:

tuesday's currently my favourite day. just because of Corporate Literature class. I have to admit that going through this class is tough, but it has always been expected, especially when the lecturer is a part-time lecturer. my ideas have gone a bit haywired today, she said that it's moving a bit off from the intended concept i wanted. *laughs* for the first time i'm making such mistake. Somehow, i'm anticipating for next week's class... the excitement is quite hard to describe... like a child waiting for her very first toy...

everything seems to be around the corner... Valentine's...my birthday...and the most awaited season... Chinese New Year! then again, the atmosphere for these are lacking around me... other than our batch organizing events during Valentine's... hopefully, everything will turn out well...*prays*

what to plan for valentine's? *frowns* i have no hopes from him, cause the one important excuse he would use would be 'im working tomorrow morning'...*sighs* why am i hoping so much when i know the outcome of it? it's okay... it's just some kind of hope...


Tuesday, January 30, 2007

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:*: untitled :*:

thank you being patient with my bloggings. just gonna update a little bout my current doings....

i've just recently realised that i haven't been blogging as much as i used to. prolly cuz it's a new year, a new resolution and a new college term for me... plus working part time is kinda taking most of my time from the computer, i guess that's the reason why i'm seldom online on msn... =.=||

keeping myself busy with assignments and work (cashier n waitress) is a good thing that is happening right now. i've less time to think of the nonsense and more time to concentrate on what i need to do, which is study hard...and in another way, work hard to earn some $$ to pay for the darn bloody expensive Prisma Color Markers... *sighs* can't wait to graduate!!

volleyball games are back on as usual every Sundays at bangsar sports complex. it's great to see all those long-lost friends and those lawyers (new friends!!) again after i've been missing in action for quite a time. keeran's back in kl, for good, hopefully. at least, there's another extra friend whom i can hang out with, since yboonie's gonna fly to australia soon... sobs... why am i still stuck here eh?! at least....'friends' still remembers me...(i think it should be in some kind of bad way... hmm.. my rebelliousness in high school, perhaps? *lol*)

corporate literature is way heavy, much much heavier than i've expected... gotta work hard on it~~~ ganbatte ne!!

still trying to get my hands on Borat... =.= whyy..... whyyy~~~ who has it?!! please loan me????

 


Monday, January 22, 2007

:*: lagging :*:

brain's been working fine...haven't been blogging dued to the connection i've been having right after christmas...

hopefully, there'll be better stuff to blog about soon...

exhausted mentally due to working and studying at the same time.. the work is to help pay off the bloody markers that i need for advertising visual class...

nothing new in this new year... except.. i really miss adrian a lot.. more than ever... *sighs*

patty's baby is dued soon... can't wait~~~~ =p

i want a nintendo too!!! sob sob~~

bugger!!! what the heck am i talking bout now?



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