| This past week has been hard. As much as I hate to admit it, there are some things in life that I can't get away from (not yet at least). Depression sucks, but I'm learning to deal with it, instead of letting it run my life. And right now there is only one person that can help me with that. I don't really want to say his name on here because people like to run their mouthes. Ever since last Monday I have been trying to get ahold of my boss to see about putting me on the schedule and I didnt even get ahold of him till Friday in which he told me to be there at 4. That was another problem. I had shit to do Friday and couldn't make it. That was about it for last week. Now.......
Friday (Aug 2); woke up went to work talked to my boss. Went home layed around the house all day and then Trish came over about 2:30. Then Wayne came over. So Trish, Wayne, Hailey and I went swimming at Otter Creek. Wayne had to be at work at 7:30 so we all left at about 7. He brought me home. I called Kevin, and he came down, we went back to his house where his friend Michelle picked us up. then Kevin, Michelle, Nancy, Patrick and I went up on post at Fort Knox so Michelle could see her boyfriend Nelson. Then some guy Cammence was hitting on me. I was just like "DUDE NO" but then Michelle took me and Kevin home about 1:30.
Saturday (Aug 3); Me and Kevin went back to Michelle's where there was no AC and BURNING UP. there was literally sweat dripping off of us.Everyone that was there were: Michelle, Nancy, Patrick, Kevin, Michelle's 3 kids, Cammence, Nelson and Bloomenshine and me. Lots of people huh? well anyways nelson gets so drunk that he believes him and michelle are married.  yea i know. but then Cammence is a freakin' pussy and cant take the heat so he walks up to Dairy Mart and calls a cab back to post. So we just all mainly hang out. Then Bloomenshine and I go outside and sit because it feels alot better outside. Then Kevin comes outside and is like "oh shit" but then we just mainly hang out and the guys have to be back at 12 so me and michelle take Nelson and Bloomenshine back. and then she brings me and Keving home about 1. she dont leave till about 3 in the morning.
Sunday (Aug 4); Bloomenshine calls about 10:30 and the whole day consist of trying to find a ride to get the guys to and go swimming and getting them back on post by 6. well i never got them but hopefully Friday I can. they dont need to be stuck in that house with no AC plus they want to go swimming. well i took about a 3 hour nap. and Wayne came over. then trish came over. we went to trish's house he left about 12:15 and i stayed the night falling asleep about 3. im tired. havent talked to wayne all day i miss him. but hey hopefully he will stop by or call or somethin'. School starts in 1 day, 9 hours and 40 minutes. sucks huh? im counting down to the terrible fucking day. i hate this. maryse where are you?
 love always
Patricia |
Smile it makes people wonder what your up to 
last night shorty spent the night. he wasnt going to but we fell asleep during a movie. and then he wakes me up at like 6 and is like your dad just left. and i was like so. and he was like what if he saw my car? so im like SHIT! and get up for like no reason. then lay back down and im like oh well it wasnt our fault or whatever. so his mom calls at like 8-8:30 in the morning and he goes home. my mom thinks that it was funny that we fell asleep. she said that my dad shouldnt get mad because it happened to them when they were 16. mom was at his house and they fell asleep and woke up around 5 in the morning and even her parents understood. but anyways
love always 
just figured i would put theses up here