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Monday, October 03, 2005

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 19:54:37 GMT

Ryan has been cheating on me for the past 3 months. I feel like my heart was ripped out, torn to shreds, put in a blender and shoved back down my throat.

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Friday, September 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 22:17:53 GMT

no updates b/c no computer. anyway.

ryan and I moved this weekend so yay! two-bedroom apartment = lots more room, which is good. we have sort of a library thing now. all of our bookcases and our computer desk is in the 2nd room so we have lots more room and our bathroom is rubber duckies. :D

we'll have the internet at our place tomorrow & we also got basic cable and the lady was really nice & gave cable&internet to us for only a total of $40/month when the internet itself is supposed to be $60./month so hooray for cheap internet & cable.

like my new job, i just get nervous a bit still but it's okay. yay!

Friday, September 16, 2005

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 20:30:17 GMT

I never thought I would have to feel this again but I do.

Monday, September 12, 2005

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 22:55:04 GMT

'Lifetime: Television for Idiots.'

<3 Family Guy

At my sisters. Her bunny is so ADORABLE!! Almost as adorable as mine but not quite. The bunny is playing with joey & trying to groom sabrina's hair and she keeps charging at one of their cats trying to get him to play with her. SO CUTE!!

I so got this last night. So cute!! I <3 it.

I'm also late. Grr. But not preggy. (Took a test last night to make sure.) I hate being all thrown off. =\

Uhmmmmm. I think this is all.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 21:19:57 GMT

Haha. Family Guy is funny.

Doing laundry at Ryans parents house. Really bored. Looking for a new job. Anyone with any ideas let me know. Talked to mikey, mM & christoph the other night. I haven't heard from them in forever. I miss YT. :\

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 00:41:29 GMT

Saw The Exorcism of Emily Rose tonight. It was more preachy then scary movie. There was scary stuff but like 80% of the movie was a trial and the other 20 was the scary stuff.

I had to pee about a billion times tonight. Fun stuff. ;D

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 23:11:45 GMT

I want this: http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0060899190/002-1280720-6016834

Postsecret : Extraordinary Confessions from Ordinary Lives by Frank Warren.

And also, The Excorcism of Emily Rose looks freaking SCARY.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 22:33:04 GMT

bored.bored.bored.

tracy is on myspace now. yayayay.

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 13:50:40 GMT

I am not a child now
I can take care of myself
I mustn't let them down now
Mustn't let them see me cry
I'm fine, I'm fine

I'm too tired to listen
I'm too old to believe
All these childish stories
There is no such thing as
Faith and trust and pixie dust

   I try, but it's so hard to believe
   I try, but I can't see what you see
   I try, I try, I try

My whole world is changing
I don't know where to turn
I can't leave you waiting
But I can't stay and watch
The city burn, watch it burn

   'Cause I try, but it's so hard to believe
   I try, but I can't see what you see
   I try, I try

I try and try to understand
The distance in between
The love I feel, the things I fear
And every single dream

I can finally see it
Now I have to believe
All those precious stories
All the world is made of
Faith and trust and pixie dust

   So I'll try, 'cause I finally believe
   I'll try, 'cause I can see what you see
   I'll try, I'll try, I will try

I'll try - to fly

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 13:19:36 GMT

Okay - So Ryans dad went to Minden for the weekend but should be back soon. Until then Sabrina & Joey can give him a ride home from work today, he doesn't have school tomorrow & his family or Sabrina & Joey can give him a ride to/from work tomorrow and hopefully by then we'll have his car fixed.