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Name: Barbara
Birthday: 8/3/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: BOOKS!.....POETRY!!!!!!!.....hm....the game HALO!!!!!!.......um......KARATE!!!!!WOOTWOOT!
Wat else....hm.....long walks where I'm alone and can think.....long quiet walk......heh....the walks saved my life...try a walk...it can save urs!^_^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Expertise: um....opening canned foods!!!!!tats the best way to get muscles!....haha see my muscles?! (flex arms)I've been a PORFESSIONAL CAN OPENER for four years now ^_^.....-_-" (I AM SO LAME)
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  Kill4Rice
Member Since:
9/27/2004
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| cultural night yesturday was awesome....we did pretty good
lols......but I lost my newest pair of jeans along with the five bucks
in it....>_<....stupid me..... grrrrr.......how
the heck could I have lost my pants.....I think I dropped it somewhere
on the ground......but I can't really remember....maybe it's in the
girl's dressing room still....this really sucks.....welp.....on
monday...if anyone see a pair of jeans on the ground near the drama
room somewhere....it's MINE!!!!.....please return....asap.....
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| Me and thi's future home......click on link to view....also...adjust speed on left hand side if it is slow....
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| if all the fallen tears
cried inside ur heart
sing me back to sleep
a broken lalluby
I wish u saw my love
so u'd understand
the lost inside my eyes
can u stop pretend
somethings u don't know
I wish I could have changed
the time innocence steals
another road is closed
no other choices to make
emotions mixed inside
written in the darkness
fragments of a stolen song
another broken poem
to take a different road
what could have happened then? | | |
| Stranger oh stranger
Who are you now?
as we walk down this broken road
holding your hands tight
I forgot your face
Stranger oh stranger
Who are you now?
memories falling
cracks inside the ground
raining down
I've forgotten our melody
It's all broken to me now
drowning in the puddles
falling in the cracks
stranger oh stranger
can you see my tears?
can you hear me crying?
walking right beside you
stranger oh stranger
do you know I'm leaving
the next turn ahead
on this broken road
I'm letting go of your hands
the hands of a stranger
who's face I've forgotten
Stranger oh stranger
who are you now?
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| sometimes....when I am around people...I can't speak...my throat gets
dry and I turn away...because when I do speak....I am so different to
them.....they shun me from their world just like I shun them from
mine's...I feel alone...and always longing....for u....you always make
me feel like I belong....u always make me want to live MORE......but I
don't think u know that....every moment I am not with u.....it
hurts.....and I am afraid......there are moments when I am so
blank....like I am not human.....I just get so tired.....I don't
talk....just keep walking....go to class....blank.....just do what
everyone wants so they can shut up and leave me alone....sometimes
smile....make someone feel better....so they don't have to feel dead
inside like I do.....and tired.....sometimes.....too tired to want to
live....to show emotion.....or talk.....I just get so tired
sometimes.....but with u......I can smile....I can laugh.....I can
live......u still don't know that do u?....u still don't know....that u
r the only thing keeping me going....keeping me smiling....keeping me
laughing......one word from u can make me into a whole different
person...u can make me happy care free......and often....u can hurt me
without knowing it.....u can make me angry........and u never really
get why I act so angry.....why sometimes I hurt u.....why that one time
I made u cry.....my anger wasn't really anger...it was me showing my
pain......do u understand that?.....I never meant to make u
cry......every word I say....I remember...I keep imagining how those
words might have made u feel....how they must have hurt u.....it hits
hard......the pain I feel and the guilt I have from hurting
u.........I'm really happy ur by my side.....if u left how would I
live?.....hanh's story makes me feel so fortunate.....van an said I was
the luckiest out of the four......I think I am......
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