| in the dream... what was in the album?
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| hope you enjoy reading this. im sure its not as exciting as hers.
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| i can see who you are when you come here.
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| "I really look awful, and I never bother to primp up or try to be appealing because I just don't want anyone to get involved with me. And that's the truth. I play down my good features and play up the bad ones. So I look awful and I wear the wrong pants and the wrong shoes and I come at the wrong time with the wrong friends, and I say the wrong things and I talk to the wrong person, and then still sometimes somebody gets interested and I freak out and I wonder, 'What did I do wrong?' So then I go home and try to figure it out. 'Well I must be wearing something that somebody thinks is attractive. I'd better change it before things get too far.' So I go over to my three-way mirror and I study myself and I see that I have fifteen new pimples on my face and ordinarily that should have stopped them. So I think 'How weird. I know I look bad. I made myself especially bad- especially wrong- because I knew a lot of the right people would be there, and still someone somehow got interested...' Then I start to panic because I think I don't know what's attractive that I should eliminate before it starts causing me anymore trouble. You see, to get to know one more person is just too hard, because each new person takes up more time and space. The way to keep some of your time to yourself is to maintain yourself so unattractively that nobody else is interested in any of it."
-Andy Warhol |
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