xanga's gay =P imma loser for actually doing this shit. lol sorry im in a sarcastic mode. ill yap when i have stuff to be happy about
not that im not happy.. more like, when i have good news and want everyone to know! cuz this is what xanga is for. to let people know how you feel .. get a point across.
XANGA! the new form of communication.
haha people rely on computers too much. is this to anyone? no. i just realized everyone does it, i mean i wont say i havent, cuz then id be a hypocrite. but people talk about how they feel cuz.. they want that person to read it and want to see how you would react to it. am i correct? i mean come on.. well actually there are people out there that dont give a shit who reads it, and really is just a boredom thing. but otherwise.. this is communication for people. to let people know theyre mad at them, to let people know how they care for them, they want them, how they make them feel. i do that, and it annoys the hell outta me. and people tell me, jenina, if someone does that to you, and you get pissed off about it, why do you do the same thing back? its true, cuz i do get scared. i hate confrontation. i hate it so much. sure it can help, but it can lead to bitterness.. so maybe thats why people do it? of course it is.
i talk like i have this problem with someone.. lol no really i dont! just being observent. so yes this is for everyone to read because. im a loser and i let people know my feelings online.. cuz.. nah doesnt make anyone a loser. just makes them.. lower? well no, only puts you at the same level as the person that started it off.. or it just makes you anxious, worried, scared? *sigh but think about it, if there wasnt xanga, aim, online whatever.. would you be trying to let people know how you feel face to face? i think we should all work on it. really. if you got a problem, lets say it to each other. yes i know, i should abide also, ill try. everyone tries. correct? cuz.. computers are too much blah
watch next week ill be depressed and need some props and comments because i wrote a depressing entry and i need the comfort. ahhhh thats it also. relying on others opinions. arg i dont even want to start on that.
and i wont get to many props on this either. well if i say this i might. cuz people know what i say is true.. at least for the most part. oh whatever xanga is.. the new phone. put it on a business card people
good nite | 
