| Well i have to give up on xanga... and myspace.... bc if i dont trey will get a myspace and i really dont want him to have one. so if you want to no whats goin on in my life just im me pnksparkles89 and ill probly have stuff about exactly whats goin on in my away mess. too... or you can just IM me and ask
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| idk y i get so upset over these things... today i wanted to see trey SO bad and spend time with him... and i thought he would want to spend time with me to... so i asked him to go to the weight room... after i begged him for like 10 min. he finnally said he would go... and then when we got there we didnt say but like 10 words to eachother... and i was hoping that me and him could go outside of the weight room and spend like 10 minutes together... but then he got sum1 to pick him up so i didnt get to spend any time with him. i guess im stupid for lookin too much into stuff but to me, when he tells me "i dont want to go to the weight room im to tired" and then im like "well just SAY your goin and then spend some time with me"and he says no... then he is like thers not a reason for me to do that.. then i come back with "well im the reason" you would think after not seeing me for 2 weeks he would WANT to spend time with me... i guess i just dont get him.. maybe its bc hes a guy... idk... but i would do just about ne thing to have 20 minutes alone with him, and he refuses to because "hes tired" am i crying over nothing.... i hope so. gosh i love him... and he says he loves me, i just wish he would do things to prove it to me.. it just seems like i do SO much for him... im always buyin him stuff.. even today iwent to the store and bought him this energy drink thing.i mean i made up and excuse to get out of class so i could go to the little store to buy him that drink... bc i didnt want to do it after school bc i wanted to spend time with him... but idk... i mean i kinda make him sound like a bad guy... and hes not... i just dont think he knows how much it hurts me when says the stuff he does... UGH! I JUST WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH HIM! and ill do ANYTHING too... but i seems like he wont really do anything... im hoping since he got a truck... maybe it will change.. idk... i hope... i love him.. so dont hate him bc he really is nice sometimes lol... GOSH! i just want to no what im supposed to do!
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I LoVe TrEy
P.S. lol... and i REALLY want to meet his sister! and im sure that if he even tryed a little bit it could happen.... i mean id meet her anywhere... if he called me from the mall i would go... i mean ANYWHERE! i just want to meet someone in his family thats not gonna hate me |
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| so he didnt call... but i called like 10 times and then he finally answerd.. he was sleeping... he said he would call today... but i texted him "hey are you REALLY gonna call today, bc i dont want to be let down again" and he hasnt texted me back....
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| well he just sent me a txt mess. that said "i love you" so i feel better..but if he doesnt call tonight im crying like HARDCORE!
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| idk... so he didnt call last night.. so at like 2 in the morning i called him back... but he had turned his phone off.. well i called him this afternoon and he didnt really talk.... and he was emotionless when he did... he just said i word answers.... like "yes" "no" "Good" stuff like that... and then he was like.."well im gonna go" (he was about to go to the mall)... then we said i love you... and got off the phone... idk...
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