poetic_and_floetic's Xanga

Monday, July 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 23:04:10 GMT

Friday, March 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 00:28:55 GMT

why should i ?

why should i be the first to pick up the phone and call. Call to admit my wrong doings my faults?? hmm... ill tell you why because yes i do have my faults and i had them in our friendships but when that one has the nerve to post what a best friend is.. Well then that just disturbes me. When did you ever pick up the phone to call and say sorry for something you had done. I will not always be the strong one and im not. Wonder why the argumants came about in the first place..... i was hurting. and yeah you did try to comfort me you did try to help but nos ooner you usad aww i know how you feel the talk turned right back around to you. yes i know i dont know everything but dont you think that if i felt this way then maybe just maybe as a friend you could have found out why.... You could have changed a little somthing . when we had the talk about "behaivoir" those were my issues . those were my issues those were reasons why i hurt but why did it feel like u just brushed it off like anything else. so there why should i call first. and NO!! if u are reading this i am not a coward!! but you wanna know something that is true i feel like you minipuladted me for soo long. like it just bosted your estteem to have me call back after a fight and be so sorry .. well im not a coward i had to stop it so again i ask why?? why shouid i be the first to call??

i wish i could be sorry...

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 15:31:23 GMT

Hey all.. I havent updated in a really long toime bbut i just had to after just looking over some things..... I just need to say how horrible it is to all my friends all my innocent minded friends whohave grown up , introduce into the world and are going through hell right now.. I find it amazing that my first of friends have become so cold hearted and distant from not only me but themselves. BELIMIA, ABUSE, CUTTING. why are these people doing these things to themselves.... why??? do they not think they are wanted are they not as happy as they seem or is that everyone around them are just to absent minded to realize that there hurting. or are we all just caught up in our own reputations or ways of life that were just being so little that we are even AFRAID that we will fall to there level ,,, What difference does it make!!! whether we are talked about or the most "popular" person in school . we all HURT sometime in our lives but i guess nothing makes us feel better than to hurt other people . Nothing like making someone feel the way you did when you cut yourself .....ey?/ and to the parents.... are you all that ignorant... are you all that stupid to simplify that statement just made... dont act like you do not see your children cryning these dayys i bet you all dont even know that your child if attending one of the best scools or not feel as if they are being pushed so hard.. hey who knows you all might want them to feel like that but when i see a friend cry because of a stupid letter or beacause they ar enot number one iN SCHOOL i think that a parent needs to step down from the respected pedistool that they belive they are welcomed to have. know no offense to all parents and its not just your fault but trust me you the icing on the CAKE COULDNT COME ANY THICKER.

know many of my friends look for an outlet to there stress . sometthing that relieves your soul from al the anger that has just driven you crazy. Amazingly i give the advice to look to God. know many people may just brush this remark offf .. think maybe im even crazy but how could you deny something if you dont belivee that it is real.. ??? how could you argue or debate that something does not exsist if you do not believe that it is real .. see God works in mysterious ways but to work in the lives of all you, you gotta believe you gotta asked to be forgiven ... he cannot enter into your heart and soul if you do not let him. i have experienced time when it seemed like things could get any wose where ive douted myself but there has also been times where my mother a person stuck in between of belief and non belief took the time for once to believe and the slump that she had fallen in was cured . her mind set had changed because she knw that she could do it she knew she was loved .. know whether any one of my friends take this in read this or not when yuo feel like picking up that razor or doing whatever do not forget that you dont have to that it will not bring you hapiness it will only drive you cray and crazier quit telling yourselfs that u are a failure tha you cant do it or that you have to do something. you are a child of God and as long as you knoe that your one true creater loves you and will always yopu will see that everyone no matter how men or picky loves you to and then youll see that you can do the sAME and make another happy

YOU DONT HAVE TO BE SAD ... YOU CAN BE JOYUOS AND AS MUCH AS YOU WANT TO DENY IT YOU AREL OVED !!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 00:40:49 GMT

wow! xangas are getting so old lol. Well lets see today hmm well it started out prrrty coool woke up a lil later than usual like hmmm .......4:35 lol.... its true well anywayz yah it was kool but then like half way through the day iono i got this lil depressing feeling yeah well w/e. wow!! i dont know wut it is but i think high skool has made me a littleeee boring how bout u ...OH YEAH!!! lol then wen the end of the day came near i first wentto world lit to get together mah stufff which i believe i got and A on **bows** **aplause*... MOOOHJHAHAHAAHAH!!! monkeys!!! WOOHOOO!!!! me crazy awww mah frend ola has not talked to me 4 bout 2 weeks be cuz we had this fight thingy which ha d almost ever happened before and now i think shes really pissed at me but hey I WUV U ... AND IM SORRY!!! well yahs oh and i luv this song dangerously in love by beyonce..WOO HOOO OH WELLLL i think ive wrote enough bi baizzzzz....

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 23:38:23 GMT

........ thoughts............

What if today wss tommorow..................

.......... would you still hide that smile of yours........

would you still hold back that kisss......................

................would you still keep secret your love 4 him....

What if a tear was able to fall withought a burden.......

..........would u confess to your love to her................

................... would you miss the scent of her hair..........

would yo take that chance to tell her u love her..............

..............If my today was tomorrow ................

............... I would not hold abck my hello............

...... I would smile ....... I would share my joy............

.............if a tear was able to fall without a burden ....

I would reach out my arms and and create a flood............

.............. I would tell him i loved him until i could not anymore.................

,........................... because thats when you do when hes him......

......................... your love

........yours truly.........

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 00:36:12 GMT

Knowledge is good..................................



    Did You Know...

    If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have
produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.

    (Hardly seems worth it.)

    If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas
is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.

    (Now that's more like it!)

    The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the
body to squirt blood 30 feet.

    (O.M.G.!)



    A A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.

    (In my next life, I want to b e a pig.)

    A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it
starves to death. (Creepy.)

    (I'm still not over the pig)

    Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.

    (Do not try this at home. Maybe at work.)

    The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is
attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's
head off.

    ("Honey, I'm home. What the...?!")



    The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human
jumping the length of a football field.

    (30 minutes... lucky pig. Can you imagine??)



    The catfish has over 27,000 tast e buds.

    (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)

    Some lions mate over 50 times a day.

    (I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over
quantity)



    Butterflies taste with their feet.

    (Something I always wanted to know.)

    The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.

    (Hmmmmmm........)

    Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than
left-handed people.

    (If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)



    Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.

    (OK, so that would be a good thing....................)

    A cat's urine glows under a black light.

    (I wonder who was paid to figure that out?)

    An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.

    (I know some people like that.)

    Starfish have no brains.

    (I know some people like that too.)

    Polar bears are left-handed

    (If they switch, they'll live a lot longer.)



    Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for
pleasure.

    (What about that pig??)

    Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread
the stupidity and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to
(maybe even a chuckle)...in other words send it to everyone

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 00:05:59 GMT

Hey all u lady men and men ladies.... well i havent bloged in a long tyme didnt feel like talking to any of u booo hooo hooo yes everyone misses demitria... i knoe... i know but its okay not to worry im here to console u all with my [resence

*bows*

*applause*

well any ways bi ladies and yes i am also talking to all u ppl who think ur men tooo ... YAY!!!!

BAI BAI LOOSERS SAYS HAPPY BUNNY

p.s. wow pms plays a big role in azas life****

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 20:13:24 GMT

woo hoo hoo yippee i am BACK (in black babyy) and HAPPIER THAN EVER BEFORE!!!!!

okay dorks, thats it, adios muchachos

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 18:15:52 GMT

Hey Hey pplz!! well i havent been written lATELY CUZ U KNOW WUT IM IN sac town!!! WOOOOHOOO!! lol wellz see yall saturday!!!

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 13:49:24 GMT

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAY

What is your full name? Uhh i dont want to say....

Nicknames? Dee, me me, metri

Single or taken? single.... sadly.....

Sex? uhhh... not yet.. lol

Where do you live? Frisco

Sex or ice cream? hmm both.. wohoo!!

What color underwear are you wearing right now? white

What are you doing right now? on the computer duhhh!!??

What was the last thing you did?? watch TV

What is right next to you? a carbage bag, a spealer, a bowl, money pic of me, pic of mah aunt, a chair... hehe

Who was the last person you made out with? myself....whoohooo!jp!

if you were a toy, what would you be? a teddy bear

Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? .. hawaii, jamaica, bahamas........YAHOOOO!!

Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? someone that i luv.........(awwwwwwwwww)lol

How many people do you have on your buddy list? 42

How's the weather right now? foggy

Last person you spoke to on the phone? OZZEY GRRRRL!! oh yeah!!

Last person who IMed you? OZZEYGRRLLL WOOHOO!!

Last person you IMed? OZZEY GERL WOOOHOOO!

What's your ring tone? if i had one i would tell u.. muhaha

What do you think a toblerone is? a dildoe, or a childs play toy..???

What are you wearing right now? mah blue pajama pants and a oversized giants shirt.. muahah!! GO GIANTS!

Do you wear contacts? NO NO NO, but i want 2...waaa!

What school do you attend? Lincoln high

Do you own a vehicle? no nono nononononono

Have you ever won a special award? oh yeah

What are your future plans? become a family lawyer, have a husband adopt about 4 kids and have two of my own.. muahahhaha!! lol

Last film you saw at the cinema? I robot ( will smith is so foine)

Did you actually watch it? oh yeah!!!

Fave day of the year? November 21st

Are you too shy to ask anyone out? OH YEAH!!

IF you could change your name to anything, what would it be? Victoria, or krystal

Have you ever been in love? oH nooooo!!

Do you like scary or happy movies?? happy

Christmas or Easter? Christmas

Lust or love? Love

Kisses or hugs? why not both...

If you could change one thing, what would it be? no evil!!

What color are your pajamas? baby blue and red
What color is your toothbrush? on eis green and white the other silver and purple

Fave part of the opposite sex? lips

Whats the first thing you think of when you wake up? ..uhhhh...... people........

Roller coaster: scary or exciting? exciting!!!

How many times do you let the phone ring before you answer it? once or twice.... depends

If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be? Mlk jr. or mah auntie she died wen i was young but i remember her as mah fav auntie still...!!!

Fave quote? I believe in angels the kind that heaven sends.I am surrounded by angels but i call them my best friends........( graduation quote)

zodiac sign? SCORPIO!! oh yeah

Half empty or half full? half empty

Whats your fave number? which ever one brings my happiness...........( iono)

Root beer or Doctor Pepper? Docter pepper

Mud or jelly wrestling? Mud

Skiing or snowboarding? snowbording

Day or night? Day

Summer or winter? Summer

Silver or gold? silver

Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds

Sunrise or sunset? Sunset

Have you ever broken a bone? oh yeah

Do you hate anyone? NO!!!