"True Life: I'm a Complusive Shopper"

i was watching tv...and on came "True Life: I'm a Complusive Shopper" and i was like OMY GOSH...this show is soo about me...gosh like idk this one guy at my workplace said there was therapy for that stuff and i was like i know...but i thought it was like therapy for everything...but theres actually therapy dealing with just that and whats under and all that stuff and i was like whoa eheh i think i need that...im not as inconsiderate as those girls because they dont pay their parents or bf back hehe but i always do but i still spend even after i pay them back and i do think like them...i'll use money even when i dont have that much...and i will use money until i like have nothing in my checking and savings account..its funny because they shop at the same stores i do but i think the stores were pretty common and i feel just like they do...like shopping is a high and it makes me feel soo much better no matter what it is...but im trying to change...but these girls either have 2 jobs or have high paying job...so idk i was like how can they be soo in debt but i guess if that was me..i would be the same..more money..then more money to spend...so i think i really need to change..i was already thinking that but i think this show definitely made a difference...but idk i guess this upcoming check will tell me if ive changed or not...i feel like not right now because i do have alot of things going on right now besides bills...because we have a grill out coming up this friday..and naly's baby shower...and i need new pants for work because they are getting torn and my managers are saying my pants are too long so i need new pants to trim and the ones now are kinda torn and my managers dont like that i always have to sew them everytime i go to work and they always rip again and i need a new purse because my purse is getting torn so i need a new one too..and my new nephew was born hehe so i feel like i have to buy some things...gosh ok i wont buy as much then right now im trying to get money where i can..i can totally up it a bit more..im still thinking if i want a 2nd job because last time i had 2 jobs..it was ok i could do it..but when i went out with friends it was soo tiring to keep up and be with them to the point was like...i cant do this anymore...but omy gosh watching this show makes me wanna go shopping because the girls are shopping right now hehe gosh this stinks hehe but i know i have bills hehehe so i know i wont go shopping till i get my check because i dont have the money to spend hehe but yeah

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ok so ive been thinking abt visiting pang but idk where she is hehe she hasnt called me yet but im sure its because shes just been busy having her new baby heeh but i dont wanna show up just out of the blue hehe well maybe i should call her hehe im pretty sure she expected me to call first hehe or would at least it might just be easier heheh

well ok yesterday we played ddr omy gosh i know how lame right ahah but i like it ahah even though i suck like majorly ahaha idk why haaha well me and cynthia decided to do the workout mode ahaha we were gonna try and burn 200 calories ahah halfway in to the first round of the 2nd level i reached my goal but i kept on going and decided to see if i can get over 100 calories over my goal and i did!!! ahah but then we did a 3rd level because i told cynthia i will do it with her to reach her goal...just so you know each level consists of 7 NON-STOP rounds of ddr so we basically did 21 rounds of ddr ahaha but it was fun but boy was i sweating afterwards ahah ive been sweating alot lately hehe but its a good thing heheh that means im losing water weight heheh yeah well after that i said i was gonna go home and take a shower because i was sweating like crazy hehe but on my way home i grabbed a soda...thats 140 calories ahaha nooo hehe but its ok hehe i ended up burning 400 calories from the game ahaha so i still surpassed my goal ahaha i think i deserve that soda hehe now i need to lose calories for all the junk i ate today ahaha i need to get new sneakers though for joggin because mine are kinda tearing apart :( but i have so many bills might be awhile before i can go shopping for myself heheh

i guess this an example of why banks are bad

look how big it is hehe the candy bar was like the size of my computer mose ahah huge hehehe

hell yeah i put up a fight ahaha well thats what the bank lady at Associated Bank said about me and then gave me a huge candy bar...she said she hasnt seen an error like this and shes been with banks for like 36 years or something....but i bet its a lie hehe but she took it nicely after the argument so i dont mind hehe i spent 2 hours at the bank arguing about my bank account...i think i learned about fighting from working at officemax because customers fight with us a lot and a lot of times we give in unless they are for sure wrong...but i still think it was the banks fault hehe and they should cover it all but we decided that i pay for the purchase and they pay for the overdraft but really they should pay for it because i did pay for the overdraft the first time but it wasnt accepted or something and it was credited to me but it wasnt but they said it showed up as something else and when they credit me they also took it out...at first she wanted me to pay it all it was abt $45 - $50 thats with the overdraft included but now i only i have to pay 11 dollars but its better than paying 50 i guess...she said she was proud that i put up such a fight and that i keep records but at the same time i wish i didnt have to fight so hard...it shouldnt of happened in the first place thats how i got the credit in the first place but i guess since no one paid and i didnt pay i should pay the money back even though the bank should pay it ahaha but whatever idk i guess i am proud but i didnt feel like it was really a fight i felt like i was just saying what was right and i shouldnt have to fight so hard but if i think that way im just gonna be like everyone else who dont want to put up a fight hehe but i guess i feel like its different because it shouldnt have been a fight the money should of been taken out...why was the check even returned in the first place...that i wouldnt know i guess they said it was because i didnt have the money but they should of just kept the charge and the overdraft and not return the check again that messed it up so bad...oh well hehe im kinda sketchy about the bank now i guess i'll just use it to pay bills and nothing else now i know why people say banks...like actual banks are soo bad because they mess up alot so i should keep it low key and use it on my bills hheheh but hehe idk i really like writing checks though hehe its fun...but i should start saving..esp if im gonna go to j4 but i kinda dont want to bevause i dont have the money really hehe like i feel like i might only have like 200 or so hehe not alot at all but we'll seee i would prefer to stay home and save money but i wanna go shopping and have fun too but even if i stay im still gonna spend money gosh this is gay

oh yeah PANG had her baby yesterday at 5 pm ahaha omy gosh im soo excited to see her and her baby!!!!!!!!

omy gosh im soo gay hehe i forgot to pay my sprint bill hehe they cut it off so fast hehe im only late by 2 days hehe but i guess im gonna pay tomorrow since i get my check tomorrow but yeah so sorry if i dont call anymore...i think people can still call me though ahaha gosh this check and the next check are dedicated to paying bills and going shopping...but its not even the fun kind of shopping i need to buy new pants for work...sighs everything is getting torn but i guess its ok i did have the pants for like a few years now ahaah the one i bought from jcpenny only lasted like half a year or so how sad...it was more expensive too idk if i should go but i did like the pants it was comfortable...its hard to find pants for me because i have a big belly but small legs ahaha gosh i need to lose weight hehe im gonna start running hopefully i'll lose more weight...yesterday i went to the garden with my mom and helped her water her plants ahaha i spent an hour and a half doing that...hopefully that helps my belly since i was bending over ahaha gosh need to...why didnt i exercise these past 2 days that i had off ahah gosh now i cant do it tonight since i work tomorrow hhehehe well maybe i can since i dont have to work till 1 tomorrow...gosh ok hehe whatever i hope my check is 400 or more...i doubt it though...its prob gonna be 300 or less gosh the economy sucks!!!!!!!!!!!

and where is my damn stimulas check!!!! ahahah