| Remember when we first met, she wanted you, but instead you met me. We watched a movie and shared a pillow and she tried to get your attention but all you wanted to do was talk with me. Afterwards we started dating and everybody thought it would never last, i love how we proved them all wrong. Maybe you started trying to play me, but somehow we fell in love. we'd play basketball,just joke around and have small fights that wouldn't even mean anything, we always had our opinions,lol. and remember afterward we'd make-up like we couldn't live without one another...we spent so many nights just hangin out at my house watching movies, hangin with my mom and friends...and you didn't care. You just always wanted to be with me and i didnt' mind. remember how you and my mom always got along like you understood each other. You'd both gang up on me and realize that i don't know it all. you were always so smart and always helped me look at things in a better perspective, you always seemed to be the only one who could put me in my place and i always seemed to be the only one who was not afraid of standing up to you. I remember those days like they were yesterday and the memories flow fluently through my head all the time. staying out all night, going to the country and watching the stars with friends. parties at ebocks, we'd sneak you in and we'd have fun just chillin all night. remember that time you taught me how to drive stick shift...and i freaked out, but somehow you were the only one who could teach me. that summer was great we had so much fun. swimming and playing volleyball to cruising and partying you were always there for me. you'd just smile and i'd smile back and we knew that it was real. i especially remember valentines day and how you gave me a teddy bear that said 'i love you' and gave me my first kiss, thats when i knew it was real. I loved being with you, even if sometimes we did fight, but thats just what we do, its who we are. i hated breaking your heart, but i had too, it was time to move on and i had to go, but i missed you so much, more than youll ever know, you never got to see me cry or let me tell you how i really felt. I left crying and maybe i made a mistake, but maybe it was for the best. I just miss all the good times. but i didn't lose you, cuz your right here, and your leaving soon, but i just wish you would know that i still care for you, even if i can't admit it. you will always be close to my heart, and there will always be a place for you. you impacted me more than ever and all i can give you is my support and hope that someday you will be happy. I miss you and will always love you.
sincerely
chels
p.s. sometimes when you find something great you have to try and give it all you have and never take it for granted, cuz it can go so fast and you dont' want the memory of knowing something was lost due to *your mistake. carpe diem-seize the day...
****those who love truthfully, will truthfully care****
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