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Name: jimmy
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Reading
Birthday: 8/25/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: hello my name is jimmy and uh I'm a violent alcoholic and have an insane addiction to crack. lol j/k. um i like to surf, rock climb, backpacking, hiking, ya know the whole like outdoor thing. I also love music alot. I like jimmy eat world, disturbed, korn, dashboard, hawk nelson, gary allen, joe nichols, cregg morgan, lonestar, akon and young jeezy, sean paul, who? mike jones., there is alot alot more but I'm like dislexic and can't remember so yea. oh by the way thats not wat dilexic means. um my favorite color is orange except on clothes then it would be sage, tan, and maoon. my favorite movie is:funny movie:harold and kumar go to white castle, or national security. scary movie:it.
action movie: the rundown. welll thats about me if you want to know anything else comment or im or call.
Expertise: the water-my element
Message: message me
AIM:  waterandrock2468
Member Since:
10/16/2005
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| ok well this update will be alot different from the last one. Um for starters I'm not too depressed. I've had an eppiphany on life because of jamie, val, maddy, katy, and some others. so my realationship with me parents is alot better now even though I'm grounded right now. I just wanted to apologize to jake. I anted to tell you but I don't think you wanted to listen. But I'm sory I was an ass. I want to be friends again if it's not mutual I understand and thats cool I won't hold it against you. Well I changed my pick beacuse I don't thin alicia apreciated it and some things have changed in me. um... o yea this is the exact car that I want. it's like 2300 dollars. I might ask my uncle and see if I can pay him back. it's sooo cool. well I just wanted to holler at my antietam boys and girl. in fact they are probbaly smokin up right now. well guys I gotta run. ha ha get I gitta run and I ran away two weekends in row hha ha hehe...yea not funny...well anyway I do gootta raise up outta here so peace and love and comments. | | |
| sometimes I stare out the window waching the world pass me by and then I then break down and cry. Sometimes I think there is nothin to live for. Why am I here am I just waisten my time. But then I see you and lookinto her eyend I feel complete and like I have a purpose. Butr I don't know what to do I act like shit don't fase me, inside it drives me crazy. Some times it feels like the world is my shoulders but then she comes bac to me. But I can't keep lyin to myself. I knkow I say I'm happy and that everything is ok but it's not I can't stand you jake your an aroggant son of a bitch and I'm not gonna keep actin like your friend when I'm with you and then 5 sec. later I talk shit. I know you do the same thing but watener thats your choice. But you need to know that I don't like you. AND I'M NOT GAY MOTHER FUCKERS. I'm fuckin streight yes I have a good sense of style but thats to impresse the ladies and if you didn't fuckin notice they like it... alot, so fuck you world, I don't need you I don't need anyone I can make it on my own I'm done I can't take this anymore I'm done so when I fucken kill myself which I almost for sure will don't even come to my funeral will I be good enough then. you'll all probably come and say how much you knew me, well don't if I have no one in life I don't want anyone there for me in death either. | | |
| well right now I'm at fucken mikey shweitzer's house and I'm bored as shit I ran away again and the cops are ouy lookin for me. That I don't care about seeing as thats the reason I ranaway in the first place is to get away. But wat I do regret is getting tj and jamie in trouble. I'm sorry fellas. You more than likely will just get in trouble with your parents. ike I said I'm sorry. Um well basically I wanted to say goodbye because this probably will be the last time I update in a while. I'm more than likely going to be sent to reform school or military school but hey it's better than here. um I also wanted to sya ****** why would you tellme you like me and that I blew my chances than not give me another chance. you said the test was to see if I like you. I ike you so much it's sickening rather the thought of not being able to call you my own is sickenig but obviosly you know I like you so Y? I guess I'll never know Well peace oout world and if this doesn't work oout hopefully the guuun will. orry bethany it's something I have to do.There is only one thing that could bring me out of this whole... the love of anohter. peace and love james. | | |
| aight well I think , no, I don't know how to say this, um, all this time I've blamed things on other people, when really it was me the whole time. Like with my parents, yea, they are a little strickter than other parents but still I would imagine that if I wasn't such an ass that mabe it would be easier. The reason I'm an ass is, well I don't really know but I think I'm an ass to my parents beacuse I need a feeling of independence. I need to know that I can do things on my own because thats what Im used to ever since I was young. But even there wat I just said was arrogent and I'm taking to much credit. Like I would like to think that where I am right now I got here myself and I didn't need anyone. But in reallity I wouldn't be anything if it weren't for the toomey's. And Ive been the stupid one to think that I was a self made man.So ethan not be gay but your still my brother at heart no matter what my last name is. I don't knmow if I should move in right now or do the whole adoption thing right now cause like I want to see just one last time I'm going to try to seriosly changeand fix things with my parents . Like my alicia said I'm a liar and I'm two-faced and those are all things I need to cahnge.(thats wat you get when you try to be friends with everyone) I think all that I needed was someone to ponit it out and for me to lose somone I can't replace., and love somone so much and have it go to waste, all because of those things that I need to change. So basically I'm asking everyone to give one more chance, I know Ive fucked up, so plez try to look past it and try to notice the changes.again I'm sorry. and alicia plz try to trust me I would never do anything to hurt you, nor would I want to hinder your trust for me, and since I already did I have to build it back. thank you. | | |
| OMG! life is very confusing...just wanted to put that out there. well today was pretty sick...I had fricken lunch with the most amzing girl ever and, fricken derrike and I are done our drawing in drafting so we have 4 days off including today so I just looked up surfboard info. um...me and ian had to sit outside for german today ans the rest of the quarter, sorry amanda, and amanda YOUR GONNA LOVE MY SURPRISE HA HA! so thats about it um life at home isn't much better, but I had a thought(feel free to commment on this) um what if all this time I blamed my parents for everything and really it was me? so yea comment cause I need to fell needed.
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