| I'm a complete failureSeriously
I might as well sell my shit and go live under a bridge/join the military now.
Who the fuck am I fooling?
I can't pass a math/sci/eng class here. Mainly because I'm too much of a fuck up, and going from a fuck up to not a fuck up is easier said than done. I'm not cut out for all this high academia.
At the end of this term, the only class I'm gonna pass is history, and I'm gonna get kicked out.
This year has just been one colossal failure. One fuck up right after the other.
Yeah, hope?
It's not a thing I'm feeling today.
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| I am alive.
I will promptly begin whoring myself out to professors so I can pass their classes.
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| What's New in My Life- 4 cases (48 bottles) of Jones Soda. 12 bottles per case. Flavors are as follows: Blue Bubblegum, Fufu Berry, Cherry, & Green Apple. There are now 44 bottles remaining.
- A bike. My first non-Wal*Mart Mountain Bike.
 - http://www.fujibikes.com/2008/bikes.asp?id=413#
- Limited Seminar XL for 8.011. EDIT: And 18.01 apparently?
- Season 1 of The Wire
- First two seasons of Dexter
- New training regimen
- All of Bruce Lee's movies: The Big Boss, First of Fury, Way of the Dragon, Game of Death, Game of Death II, and Enter the Dragon.
- Fist of Fury is my favorite, followed by Way of the Dragon, and then Enter the Dragon. I wasn't really impressed with The Big Boss.
- Game of Death was so terrible, I literally wanted to kill myself, and that was with me skipping the faux Lee parts. I'm scared to pop in Game of Death II. I don't know what I'l do to myself.
- My thoughts: "I can jump off the roof and end this now.....or I can hit the eject button and pop out the DVD? wtf"
- A clean room. (Courtesy of the motivation provided by a certain someone.)
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|  | Currently Watching
Fight Club
By Helena Bonham Carter, Zach Grenier, Meat Loaf, Brad Pitt, Jared Leto
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Late Night MusingsEverytime I stay up late thinking about a problem (like tonight) I think of a simple, straight-forward solution. Then I plan to carry out said solution at the next available moment.
When I wake up in the morning, I always talk myself down from it.
In the past, I've chalked it up to either one or two reasons:
A) I'm more sane in the daylight hours.
B) I'm just a bitch in the daylight hours.
I stayed on campus for Spring Break, and I primarily spent my time reading various historical and philosophical works. I've realized various things about the world and myself, only one of which is relevant to this post.
The things that I think of doing at night; these are the actions that the man I want to be would take.
In the morning; these are the actions of the man I am.
There is a huge gap between the thoughts and actions of these two men.
Maybe it's time to bridge that gap.
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| Not good at this pt. 2flagged in two classes total
I need to develop a "what if I flunk the fuck out" plan
Talking about ruining my spring break.
Why call them 5th week flags when you send them in week 8?
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