This goes out to someone out here on Xanga. I LOVE YOU! I'LL ALWAYS DO. MUAH* FOREVER SWEETIE.  PLS KNOW THAT. I LOVE YOU!!! --mai

here's our song... it's so sad... i hate it, but ugh!! :(

Mariah Carey & Westlife -- "Against All Odds"

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face

Here's my song to you.... I'll MISS you so much sweetheart. I LOVE YOU. MUAH*

Michelle Branch -- "Goodbye To You"

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you

first day of school today! :) yAY! anyways, ahhh.. nothing much. hella peeps all over campus.. i got some free junks at a few of the booths. wOo hOo coLLeGe.

anyways, i'm seeing mark real soon. he's coming. i can't wait. love u sweetie. :) MUAH* alright, ahhh... i'm getting offline real soon. just thought i get online to delete my junk mail. (i never really do email peeps/chat/etc online much nowadays) and ah huh, i've grown apart from the internet. amazing huh? it's  TRUE. :)

ahhh.. okay, i guess i wont be going online much since school's back in session and omg... i SWEAR, i hella needa concentrate and study cuz it's freaking college courses and i'm a BIG TIME slacker. i really needa get out of that SENIORITIS status cuz this aint senior year in high school anymore.

lalala..

anyways, hi everyone. how's life? mine... hmm... iono. it's ok. a lil rough, but life goes on.

mark, i lOVE u!!!

okay, bye everyone.  smile always.   LOVE ME PLS --mai

hello. :)

alright, school's starting soon.. in like 'bout a week. so what have i done to get ready for skool? ahhh... i went shopping for clothes.. and now im broke. i still needa get skool supplies. ahhh! havent even bought any of my books yet... and guess what, i have to take fReAkiNG CALCULUS cuz of my sWeEtAsS but biTtEr major... >>PRE-MED<< babieeeeee. :P hehe (pray i survive these next four years k? i needa get good grades and go to med school)

hmmm.. what else? OH YES! while shopping, i discovered a new favorite store of mine. it's called... >> AMERICAN EAGLE OUTFITTER <<  never thought they got clothes that fit me. so wOo hoOo!!! i'll be visiting that store more often than ever.. but of course, JCPENNEY will always be #1 :P haha

oh yeah, did i mention i got so many NEW SHOES i don't have enough feet for? haha... actually, not really. i only bought 4 shoes, i'm going back to get 2 more on MONDAY avec my sweetie, MARK!! :) MUAH* it's gonna be so much fun.. can't wait til monday. i lOVe U mARk!!! MUAH* u best be good now... wait, i forgot.. i won the bet, u gotta be my SLAVE for ONE WHOLE DAY baby... hehehe... i promise i'll be nice. haha.. yeah right! jk.. :P HEHE>>> :P

alright, enough now. i gotta go shop for skool supplies. oh yeah, hey KARL, be good will ya??? well, good luck w/ u and your babes. :)  everyone else??? hi!!!! :) okay, see ya! --mai