Okay, yeah today yet another person was killed who was in my sisters division. ....poor family, that could have easily been my sister. The problem with this one is that it was local. His name was Pfc. Kenneth E. Zeigler. No, I did not know him, but I am putting him on here because he could have known my sister and that could have very well been her picture in the paper today. So here they are, my sister and Kenneth.

Well, thats my sister and the Man that died. I say man because that is what you have to be to be able to be a guy defending this country and this world. I admire him and the loss that his family is suffering. I know I miss my sister more than anything....and if she were to die, I would not do anything..I would numb myself again. Just the thought of her being 1/2 a world away makes me sad, if she were to die 1/2 a world away, that would kill me. So yeah....They hurt her and they better know, my ass will be on them like flies on trash.

~Misty

Hey everybody. Well, I like the song in my background because it's been said that war changes people. I don't want it to change my sister. I want her to come home and remeber that she came from a place where people stop on the side of the road to talk to people. She comes from a place that MOST people are friendly with one another and not many people worry about materialistic things. She came from Bradford County... same place as me. I am not worried about me forgetting because I know I will not. I worry about her because before she left, she was carring and kind. She was sweet and gentle. She didn't like violence and she had never seen the horors of war up close. Now...God only knows what she has seen.

It's not just her that I worry about. It's my whole family. It's as though they forget where they came from. I remeber. I remeber almost everytime that I have been up there. Each time has a distinct memory. I remeber everytime (almost) that we went to that old drive in in Wysox, the one that was right behind the stewarts. Everytime I went up there, I was greated with cheer and love. Hugs from the Aunts, Pats on the back and how ya doings from the uncles. It's like a family reunion everytime I'm there. And the corn dogs. Every summer at the Wyalussing Carnival. I love it. The rides....the games...the smells....the people. THE BINGO!! God, the bingo. Little old ladies in scrubb outfits playing for the 25 dollar prize with 25 cents per card. Ahh I love it!

Mount Pisga state park....so nice. the paddle boats...the pool...the picnicks...the get togethers. I love it..and yet I miss it. I don't get to do those things anymore. I even wrote a poem about it. It was for a project last year.

Well, here are some pics.

WEll, thats all for now!!

Jeff, I love you

~Misty

Well, today is mothers day. Yay. Okay, yeah....Deffinatly bored and tired. I have to watch Zoe and Ian.

Yeah, today I went to church and sat with Jenny Dandy. That was fun..I an tried to steal the cars from the room he was in. It was funny however embarassing.

So yeah, as I said before, I'm tired and I really want to sleep. However, I cannot....I have to pick up rocks in the front yard. Yay..fun.

I would talk more but I already did an update on the play and I think I told you that my brother Wayne comes home in like a week. He's a weird kid.

I can show you pics of my sister from Iraq!!!

Amie infront of one of Saddams Bombed Palaces.

Amie infront of Saddam's Presidential Palace.

Amie Infront of some cool looking building!

Amie's Promotion from Private Second Class to Private First class!!

Okay, I'm gonna go, Ian's crying.

Jeff, I love you very much.

~Misty

Currently Playing Kansas By Jennifer Knapp Hold me now see related

Last night was rockin. I went to fountain Blu with Jeff and Christopher. It was pretty cool I did not skate because I gave that up when I stopped ice skating which, by the way, I need to take up again. So yea, I didn't get home last night till about 10:45. It was awsome. Christopher and Jeff did all the skating. Man, I miss it.

So yeah, I have to baby sit at my church from 5 till 8:30. All because of the mother daughter banquet. It should be cool, I get to torment Dan Robinson. Hahaha....that will be fun.

Sping Play Update: S.L.O.P. is comming great. SLOP is our name for it. It's really called Slightly Left Of Paradise. The script for the most part is memorized, we just need to get our cues down. Once that happens, we should be good.

Well, that's about all for now. So yea, later guys.

Jeff, I love you

~Misty

Hey people. Still really missing Jeff. I want to go back to him so bad, but I cannot because I have yet to fix anything. I miss him soo much. Why did I do that? I don't want to fall in love ever again, I just want to stay home and cry. I want to be in Jeff's arms and I want him to love me like he used to.  I wish sunday would not have happened. I do NOT feel good about myself, I feel like shit and my already low selfesteem is down to nothing. I hate myself now. I hate me, I hate me, I hate me. I'm such a bad person. I broke my baby's heart because I was tired of crying and now I do it more than I did before. What is wrong with me? I hate this bullshit...why can't God just take me? Why can't I go to boot camp now?

Jeff, I'm sorry I really am. I hate myself for hurting you.

Maybe I should move to my dad's. That sounds like a good plan.

Fuck