I just got back from Mt.Baker. It was awesome. I went snowboarding a couple times and there were a lot of hot guys that looked like they were my age! whew! Omg, I had the BEST dream the night before last night. Al I can say is that there was a really cute, sweet sweet sweet guy. *sigh* Well, I'm tired. Good night!

<3 Lee Lee

Wow, I never get to go on here anymore. My internet works now but it's being retarded! I've been really depressed lately. It is because of a couple reasons that I know of and probably others that I don't know. But one is that I REEEEEAAAALLLY like this one guy, I've been calling him Soda on here. I totally like him more than any other guy I've ever liked! I don't really know why. Everything was going fine and stuff and I even went to Tolo with him (really FUN!), but then I found out that he likes my best friend! OMG! It's reeeally bugging me! Cuz I thought that he might just like me and then that happens. Life seems to suck for me right now. Also, my older brother Ken has cancer. He has Melenoma which is skin cancer. But the doctors thought they got rid of it and then they found cancer in his liver and stuff. It's getting worse and worse. There is a really high possibility that he might die. He has to sleep in my room with me and my niece. It really sucks. And he is getting sick that wakes me up and I've been really tired and stuff. Well, I know I probably sound like I'm whining and complaining, but I'm not. These are just a couple of the reasons why I'm depressed. My parents don't even seem to notice. They get mad at me and yell at me for no reason. I don't know what to do. My little brother is a brat and he won't leave me alone. I'm going crazy! What should I do?! I am so confused about everything. Wow. Well I gots to goes. See ya.

<3 Lee Lee

Hey peoples!

I'm at the library again! Tu is sitting right next to me and I'm looking at websites. I really want to go onto Myspace but I can't . So tomorrow is Vetrans day and there's no school tomorrow. I don't get to see Soda tomorrow!..... :'-( Oh wellllll... My sister got me a new thin hoodie. It's really awesome and has cut off sleeves. I can't wait for Totlo. I really want to ask Soda but I don' t have a clue whether or not he would say yes. Tolo is December 3 and I have less than a month to ask him. So when  should I ask him? Next week? In a couple weeks? A week before Tolo?!!! I don't know. I just need help. So, family life has been going pretty weird. Phillip is nive to me some days and sometimes he's really mean and bratty and stuff. My little brother Derek is a pain all the time. I really wish I could go skateboarding right now but it's getting wetter and rainier as the weeks go on. So I probably won't be able to skate for a while... it sucks! I wonder what I'm doing tomorrow...I don't know, but I really want to hang out with my friends and stuff. Well I better be leaving. See ya! Aurevoir et bon soir! lol

<3 Lee Lee

Of course, I'm at the library again. This is the only way I can go online. School is pretty boring except for Band and lunch. Band is awesome! I got to play the chimes on thursday and they are so cool. Lunch is pretty much my favorite though because of getting to eat and also, the biggest reason is Soda! He totally rocks! Like, he is  walking wwith me at the end of lunch and talking and waving and stuff. I can't really tell everything tha happens cuz then I'll sound totally obsessive. But something that was really scary a couple days ago, was that my brother had to go to the emergency room and an ambulance had to come and pick him up and stuff. I have also figured out my 3 favorite songs.

1. Sugar, We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy

2. Dirty Little Secret - All American Rejects

3. Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz

Ya, I absolutely love those songs! I can rock out to Dirty Little Secret the most, it's such an awesome song. I soooo wish I could go onto Myspace! The stupid library computer won't let me go on, and niether will the school computers or my cousin's computer!!! I haven't been on in MONTHS!!! OMFG! It sucks. Oh well. Well I'll see you all later! Aurevoir!
<3 Lee Lee

I'm at the library again. I'm about to go onto aim. I'm going to homecoming with Bradley! I'm excited but then there's also Soda! Yay! And then there's this other person. Let's call him PB. I like him too! I heard that he likes me back, but see, I don't like him as much as Soda. So ya. Nothing much has happened lately. I'll write back as soon as possible. Aurevoir!

<3 Lee Lee