starting tomorrow i am coming back....i need ana.....i need it all back......ugh i hate myself........i will be back......ANGER....SAD.....I WILL BARF AGAIN....the only thing its gunna be harder but yeaa

Tomorrow I go to

Therapy

keep in mind my mom is always watching me...i never have time to purge, cut, or not eat.....she's like i love u.....ugh i hate it....

B-

waffle- 304 calories

L-

salad- 105 calories

fries- 250 calories

Came Home-

250 calories worth of JUNK FOOD

D-

who knows?? my mom is making a HUGE dinner...I HATE THIS...just add 600 calories for this

total intake: 1,509

total burned: 280 calories

TOTAL INTAKE: 1, 229

I HATE MYSELF!!! I AM SO DISGUSTING!!! I WANT TO PUKE SO BAD!! I HATE EVERYBODY!!! NOTHING IS GOING TO WORK!!

xx Me xx

I am destroying

everything...

B-

bowl of Honey bunches of oats Strawberry cereal- 120 calories

L-

nuthin

D-

---must prepare u for total binge---

3 brownie things- 360 calories

chili- 170 calories

TOTAL INTAKE- 650

wow that actually was better than i thought.....but i mean wtf?

i weigh 102....and 22% body fat <-----ewww

xx Me xx

things are rough right now but i just suck it in....my mom has told all my family about me and they all have came up to see me and tell me how much they love me and how bad this is for me...and they were like 2 out of every 10 people who has this die...and your not gunna be one of those two....i want to be like...fuck u....i tell them i'm fine....but my mom is being a complete bitch....aaaaaaaa and they made me study this site http://www.anred.com/