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| PAPA Fest ReflectionsB"H Trying to break an old habit No, I’m not an alcoholic, but I do seem to have a problem with whine. Although I very much believe to the contrary, more often than not, I seem to complain and whine, rather than taking the high road of acceptance and transcendence. As many of my dear friends know, both here in cyberspace and in real life, I generally feel conflicted in that I think and speak of one reality and yet live in a different world entirely. For a variety of reasons, I am often scattered in my thoughts and words. The talk I gave at the recent PAPA Fest was no exception. Originally I had a fairly detailed outline prepared of what I wanted to present. As things developed, which I have already mentioned, I sort of became confused about what I was doing and eventually relied on my ability to speak extemporaneously. In other words, I had a few scattered notes on a page, but mostly I didn’t follow that either. There’s a plus and a minus to this type of presentation I think. On the one hand, it’s fresh and potentially new. In my case, neither the hearers nor the speaker had a heads-up on what was coming next. The negative aspect of this is that in not being more formally organized, there are many things I left out which I wish I had included. Having said all this, I request that my readers here pray for me in two specific ways. First, that I would take my own advice and learn to practice trusting the LORD and stop whining about my circumstances in life. Second, that I would get over being lazy and take my work more seriously in terms of writing and communicating the things the LORD has taught me.
The PAPA Fest is purposely different from most of the other festivals in several ways. First and foremost, it is smaller by design. (Although the planners wanted to cap the event at 1000, I think that if we had 800 we could have easily accomodated 1500.) The smaller size, in terms of attendance, makes for a much more intimate event. There was also only one stage for the music groups and that was both good and bad. It was bad in that with more venues, then more groups/bands could perform. On the other hand, since almost everything was being presented outdoors, if there were another stage I think it would have created some sound conflict issues. In fact, at one point a bunch of drummers started a session in a central area, and it was hard to hear and hold a conversation anywhere around there until the drummers were done. The smaller numbers make it easier to meet people and make meaningful connections. When the group is very large, like at Cornerstone, then the sense of family and community is harder to establish. Secondly, the general feel of the PAPA Fest is different in that the vast majority of people are in their 20's and 30's and not necessarily connected to particular church groups. While there are an increasing number of community groups participating, the lone individual or family unit was by no means the exception to the rule. There's a whole bunch of people in our country right now who are sort of searching for a new way of being a disciple of Jesus. They are too young to remember the Jesus Movement of the 60's and 70's and there are new issues present this time around which make the current happening unique. Here’s a quote from a link on David Swanson’s site, Signs of Life, which he took from the Young Anabaptist Radicals, and it appears it originated here, “In case it hasn’t become obvious from my description, PAPA festival serves as the unofficial convergence space for the New Monasticism movement. The movement is gradually coming of age and the number of kids running around was one concrete manifestation of that. There were at least 70 kids running around and hanging out in the Children’s village. Their presence alongside many dreadlocked heads contributed to a carnivalesque collision of counterculture and family friendly feeling." - Tim Nafziger
Although Penninah and I had to leave early due to a prior commitment back home, we still had a great time. I want to send a special shout-out to Mark and Amy Van Steenwyk and Casey and Marty, and Dave of the Missio Dei community in the Minneapolis-St. Paul area. On Thursday evening we followed the sounds of their singing and guitar playing like ones enchanted by the melodies of the Pied Piper. We drifted into their campsite and shared stories and fellowship until nearly 11 PM. The next evening we returned with challah, grape juice, candles and a Siddur to share the start of the Sabbath with a kiddush ceremony. Our new found friends were very gracious in sharing time and food and fellowship. We hope to take a trip, perhaps as soon as August, to visit their neighborhood and partake in their ministry at home. Blessings, Shlomo | | |
| Practice Makes PerfectB"H “He, being merciful, forgives iniquity, and does not destroy; frequently He turns His anger away, and does not stir up all His wrath. O LORD, save us; may the King answer us when we call.”
With these words from Psalms 78:38 and Ps 20:10 so opens the Evening Service in the Birnbaum Daily Siddur. I have thought of writing a little something on this prayer for several weeks, but never has there been a better time than now. I believe that by the practice of frequently giving thanks we develop an attitude of gratitude and also by the regular exercise of extending forgiveness so we then become gracious. The LORD has purposed for His people to develop a “culture of grace.” The outworking of this principle of grace and forgiveness is like “life out of death.” It pains us and we need to consider the needs of the other rather than ourselves. As we allow ourselves to be diminished and die, so then do we cause others to grow and prosper. After several months of planning and dreaming I received a rejection notice yesterday regarding the upcoming PAPA Fest. I knew it was possible that I might not be accepted, but I must admit that I did allow myself to get excited and start to believe that I would be included. I don’t believe that I was purposefully rejected, although that might be the case. Rather, I think that the desire to escape the perils of centralization and top-down control, led the PAPA Fest planners to an inevitable situation of conflict and pain. Because they chose two individuals to recruit the session presenters, it turned out that the right hand didn’t know what the left hand was doing. As one might easily guess, the result was confusion and some hurt feelings. I started inquiring about the possibility of teaching a session back in Feb. It seems that nobody was receiving my e-mails although they didn’t come back, as is usually the case when there is an error with an address. Finally I was directed to the right person, and I wrote a fairly detailed outline and waited and waited, but there was no response due to other pressing events, and my request was put on hold. Last week on Thursday, I received a personal phone call from one of the planners. Surely this raised my hopes and I felt that things were looking up. I forwarded my outlines, since I had originally hoped to present two sessions, and then waited through the weekend. I was told that there were only going to be around 30 + sessions so I understood that doing two sessions was not possible. I mentioned in my forwarded e-mail that I would probably merge the two proposed topics into one and could send an amended outline if they so desired. Needless to say, I was quite crestfallen last evening when I opened my e-mail to find a non-personal rejection notice from the other planner. I called the planner who called me this afternoon, in the odd case that because I had received a form letter, maybe there was a mistake. No such happenings. Oh well. I forgive the planners for the way this has made me feel. I truly believe that they had good intentions, although somewhat naively formed. Blessings, Shlomo
It is now Saturday night and a lot has happened since my previous entry. On Thursday evening I received another personal phone call from one of the PAPA Fest planners. It seems that there has been a cancellation and therefore a teaching session has openned up. In conferring over the phone the two planners also realized that there was a confusion about me since I had used both my Hebrew name as I am known here by and my "official" English name. As things stand now, I'm back on track to teach a 90 minute session on Friday morning, June 20th. I had a semi in-depth conversation with one of the planners on Friday afternoon. We plan to speak again in a few days and finalize my topic. While it is agreed that what I want to present is important, there are two concerns right now. First, I need to introduce the topic in a way that is not off-putting or confusing. CIP - If we used the original title I chose, Introduction to Proleptic Theology, most people would read that and say, "So, what else is available?" The other concern is a matter of reducing the amount of presented material and leaving more time for group discussion. Once the topic and title is settled I'll give you all a preview by posting the outline here so you all can feel free to make any suggestions either positive or negative. Peace, Shlomo | | |
| Sacred Dialogue on Race Follow-upB"H Here's a short version of my presentation at Grace Lutheran Church of Evanston. As most of my dear friends already know, when I speak I seldom have or use many notes. Yes, on a few occasions I have, but it is far from the norm. Why do I mention this? Since the event was not recorded and I don't have any notes to look back on, the only thing that remains is my memory and that of the others who were also there. Although I posted a brief outline that I intended to follow, only two of those points were addressed though I spoke on a few others which I didn't mention here. There were 24 persons in attendance for this event. We started at 9:20 with a few preliminary remarks and introductions by Pastor Dan and then I spoke for about 30 minutes. At 10 AM, Anne Laurence took over and led a general discussion which lasted until 10:40, just before the regular Sunday service began. - The Fallacy of Color Blindness – Allowing our vision of the future to function as a guide for the present. Rev. 7: 9-10.
- “Race Fatigue” – The frustration on the part of many Whites in this conversation on race which leads some to conclude that race problems are perpetuated by continual discussion. “If we/they would only stop talking about it (race), it (the problem of race) would go away.”
- Moving Beyond ‘blame and shame’ – Recognizing our true enemy and the nature of the war we are waging. Eph 6: 12 “… not against flesh and blood, but against principalities and powers …”
- Deconstructing 'Whiteness' – Challenging those who are ‘white’ to reconnect with their European ethnic backgrounds.
1. I can’t count the number of times I have heard people quote Martin Luther King Jr. out of context and seek to use his dream of a beloved community as a model for amalgamation via assimilation. Whereas MLK spoke of “seeing his children one day not being judged by the color of their skin, but by the content of their character,” this in no way indicated that he hoped they would take on the values and aspirations of the dominate culture and lose their own sense of identity and self esteem. America has often been referred to as ‘a great melting pot,’ but I have also heard it more accuractely described as a sort of ‘salad bowl.’ Here we can still recognize the lettuce, the tomatoes, the carrots, and etc. The salad has an overall flavor and taste, but each of its ingredients retains its unique contribution. When Whiteness is left unchallenged as “the given norm to which one should aspire,” then it continues to function as a sort of cultural imperialism and it fosters attitudes of paternalism and condescension in those who are ‘white’ and feelings of ineptness and frustration in those who are ‘non-white.’ Even if we were somehow able to construct an environment in our churches or communities where color was not seen, this would only hold true until we encountered the outside world. It is for certain that in the experience of nearly all people of color, being seen as black, brown, yellow, red or etc. is an everyday reality. If we set our expectations within our faith communities on this notion of color blindness, where skin color is disregarded, then we are devaluing and discounting the present realities which the non-whites in our midst live with. Consider the example of the young black executive driving a late model car in an upscale neighborhood. Why is this individual stopped by the police, except for the infraction of DWB, driving while black. Note also the case of the Puerto Rican mechanic who is followed around the auto parts store by a clerk supposedly dusting or taking inventory, when in truth they are ‘watching’ lest this non-white individual be a shoplifter and not a customer. The passage of Scripture cited above reads as follows, “after this I beheld, and, lo, a great multitude, which no man could number, of all nations, and kindreds, and people, and tongues, stood before the throne, and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes, and palms in their hands; and cried with a loud voice, saying, Salvation to our God which sits upon the throne, and unto the Lamb.” Rev 7: 9-10 Here we see that in GOD’s future plan for us, people from all nations, tribes, and cultures are gathered together to worship the LORD. GOD made no mistake in creating us with our various ethnic differences, but rather, He delights in our diversity and so also should we.
I will write more on the other points in several separate posts. Any thought or reactions? Shlomo | | |
| The Sacred Day of Dialogue and DiscussionB"H In a few hours I will join with the Pastor of a local ELCA congregation (Grace Evanston) and the pending head of their church council for a dialogue on race. b) ELCA NEWS SERVICE April 18, 2008 ELCA Council Acts on Resolution on Racism, Other Proposals 08-048-MRC/FI/JB CHICAGO (ELCA) -- The Church Council of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America (ELCA) adopted a resolution on racism, … and acted on several other proposals. The Church Council is the ELCA's board of directors and serves as the legislative authority of the church between assemblies. The council met here April 11-13. Assemblies are held every other year; the next is Aug. 17-23, 2009, in Minneapolis. The council's actions and discussions included: + Racism: In response to "amplified conversations about racism" and the 15th anniversary of the ELCA social statement, "Freed in Christ: Race, Ethnicity, and Culture," the council adopted a resolution on this topic. The resolution noted that the National Council of Churches USA issued a call to observe May 18 as a "Sacred Day of Dialogue and Discussion." The council said it seeks God's forgiveness "for our complicity in perpetuating individual, cultural and institutional racism," and reaffirmed its commitment to become increasingly antiracist. It invited ELCA members to join the commitment and engage in sustained dialogue. The council asked churchwide staff, in consultation with the Office of the Presiding Bishop, to develop discussion materials that would use the social statement to help guide ELCA members in their conversations about racism." This, local Lutheran Pastor, is none other than my upstairs neighbor and new-found friend, Rev. Daniel Ruen. I have made mention of Pastor Dan and his wonderful wife, Clare, here several times. They moved here to Evanston in April of 2007 and over the course of the past 12 months we have had many fun celebrations and deep spiritual conversations. Most recently, the issue of race and the potential fallout from the comments of Rev. Wright, were a topic of discussion. Somewhere in the midst of it all, Pastor Dan mentioned that he would be leading a dialogue on race as suggested by his denomination, the ELCA, and the NCC (National Council of Churches) this Sunday, May 18th. Stemming from several conversations that we have had, Pastor Dan asked if I would be interested in joining in on this dialogue. Being that race relations within the Body of Believers is one of my top priorities, how could I say no? Anne Laurence, the soon-to-be President of the Grace Evanston church council, recently attended an anti-racism workshop run by Crossroads Anti-racism Training and Organizing. She felt that this workshop was very enlightening, but ”…I agree that it would be amazing to frame this in the Christian context of confession, forgiveness and empowerment.” I have shared this same type of response on many occasions. I appreciate and agree with the social critique offered, but find the proposed forward action lacking at best. (I want to add at this point that I understand that Crossroads is primarily focused on identifying and dismantling institutional and systemic racism, whereas I have mostly emphasized the individual application of “the New Birth.” I don’t believe it’s possible to build a brave new world without first finding ‘new’ or transformed people for the project.) After a nice lunch with Anne and Pastor Dan this past Wednesday, we formulated a program that we hope will be helpful to the members of Grace Evanston, and any present visitors, in this on-going dialogue on race. I am giving the readers of this blog, few though you be, a sneak preview of the thoughts that I will be sharing. 1. The Fallacy of Color Blindness – Allowing our vision of the future to function as a guide for the present. Rev 7:9-10 2. The Distinction Between Individual Racism and Institutional (Systemic) Racism – We’re all in this together, but our experiences are not the same. 3. Moving Beyond ‘blame and shame’ – Recognizing our true enemy and the nature of the war we are waging. Eph 6: 12 “… not against flesh and blood, but against principalities and powers …” Hopefully, this evening when I go to work, I will post more of the specifics about this event and some of the immediate reactions to our program. I am greatly honored to be invited to participate in this event and I hope it is only the first of several such dialogues. I ask for the prayers of the brethren. Blessings, Shlomo | | |
| The Weekly Torah PortionB"H Weekly Torah portionFrom Wikipedia, the free encyclopediaThe weekly Torah portion (Hebrew: Parashat ha-Shavua, popularly just parashah or parshah and also known as a Sidra) is a section of the Torah (Hebrew Bible) read in Jewish services. In Judaism, the Torah is read publicly over the course of a year, with one major portion read each week in the Shabbat morning service. Each weekly Torah portion usually takes its name from one of the first unique word or words in the Hebrew text. Dating roughly from the time of the Babylonian captivity (6th Century BCE),[citation needed] public Torah reading mostly followed an annual cycle beginning and ending on the Jewish holiday of Simchat Torah, with the Torah divided into 54 weekly portions to correspond to the lunisolar Hebrew calendar, which contains up to 55 weeks, the exact number varying between leap years and regular years.[1] Torah The 5 Books of Moses |
Beresheet Genesis | Shemot Exodus | Vayikra Leviticus | Bamidbar Numbers | Devarim Deuteronomy | 1 Beresheet 2 Noach 3 Lekh L'kha 4 Vayera 5 Hayyei Sarah 6 Toledot 7 Vayetze 8 Vayishlach 9 Vayeshev 10 Mikketz 11 Vayigash 12 Vayechi | 1 Shemot 2 Va'era 3 Bo 4 Beshallach 5 Yitro 6 Mishpatim 7 Terumah 8 Tetzaveh 9 Ki Tissa 10 Vayakhel 11 Pekudei | 1 Vayikra 2 Tzav 3 Shemini 4 Tazria 5 Metzora 6 Acharei Mot 7 Kedoshim 8 Emor 9 Behar 10 Bechukkotai | 1 Bamidbar 2 Naso 3 Beha'alo'tkha 4 Shelakh 5 Korach 6 Hukkat 7 Balak 8 Pinchas 9 Mattot 10 Masa'ei | 1 Devarim 2 Va'etchanan 3 Ekev 4 Re'eh 5 Shoftim 6 Ki Tetze 7 Ki Tavo 8 Nitzavim 9 Vayelekh 10 Ha'azinu 11 Vezot HaBrachah |
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