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Tuesday, August 03, 2004

here's the song:::

Our God desires that we express Him,

that we, together, represent Him.

Became man to die for us,

Became Spirit to dwell in us!

Thank you Lord for my spirit.

God as Spirit is in me

Lord, I want to fulfil your plan

Dispense life, let me grow.

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Now as the Spirit in our spirit,

God has the way to gain His church

He is moving in us today

We just need to cooperate

Thank you Lord for my spirit.

In it is all that I need

Lord, speak every moment to me

Only speak, I'll obey.

I shared sat nite about the end of it ... b/c i realized, from obeying, comes the enjoyment of all that He is.

these past two days i have experienced the serving aspect of the christian life. Serving is just ----ministering Christ, and u definitely gain more of Christ yourself when you do it. So what's the result --- building up the Body! (Eph. 4:12)

Yesterday afternoon, i went to the hall to help clean. First one there! well, besides Uncle Gary. But once i started vacuuming, more saints came. hallelujah for the Body! hehe i always get encouraged when we're together

and then today, i went to the prayer mtg at the manhattan hall since my parents always go. And it was great to function in the mtg, to be one w/ the Lord's move. What would happen if the saints didn't pray?! think about it...nothing. I love this illustration: prayer lays the track for God to move. it's divine-human coordination. WOW

Monday, August 02, 2004

well i'm updating...only b/c i have some important things to say

SST --- that's Summer School of the Truth, another yr of it has passed...and i can only say... it's too bad it was only 2 weeks this year...but on the other hand, i got so much ::::: do read on

Zech. 12:1 The burden of the word of Jehovah concerning Israel. Thus declares Jehovah, who stretches forth the heavens and lays the foundations of the earth and forms the spirit of man within him.

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hello??? do you see this??? God created man w/ a spirit!!! and it's OBVIOUSLY SO IMPORTANT ...why? so that we can contain Him, to express Him and represent Him. (Gen. 1:26) But this is only possible b/c He went through a marvelous process : to eventually become...the compound, all-inclusive, life giving Spirit of the Triune God. (btw i discovered today that bouLsai has managed to "draw " it all out on her xanga) Now, everything that we need....is in our SPIRIT. Amen. ....awesome.

to exercise your spirit... could be to call on the Lord (one of my favorite things to do) , or to sing hymns ( also great) , BUT PRIMARILY, exercising your spirit happens by exercising the three functions of the spirit: conscience , intuition, and fellowship. if you don't exercise your conscience by confessing...then how on earth can you talk to the Lord and spend time with Him to get to know Him. He can have nothing to do with sin. I am so grateful that we can apply the blood of Christ and restore fellowship --- even the JOY of OUR SALVATION! and when you have fellowship, you can have the direct sense from God, which is the intuition. and if you obey Him in this aspect... e.g. pick up a piece of paper on the floor, SPEAK something to others, you get....more God, more enjoyment.

today i started rdg the All -Inclusive Christ. He is not just : the Passover Lamb, Light, Love, ....these are just some aspects of this rich Christ that are available for us to experience.

one last thing b4 i go to BED which i was supposed to do awhile ago b/c i was tired...but alas, it's true. Satan really wants us to waste our precious time in whatever way possible. But while i may have wasted time chatting, i don't beleive i am right now. O Lord Jesus! i hope u guys get a chance to read this all.

the Lord visits us everyday in the morning!! we need to be faithful to spend time ...alone...just with Him. if you don't , how can you have anything of Christ to flow out to those around you??

okidokes...tomorrow i will post the words to the song iwrote that relates to, well, the Two Spirits! the Divine Spirit and the human spirit -- they have EVERYTHING to do with what God is doing on the earth today.

Saturday, June 05, 2004

i decided to change my password, apologies to yitian and salina, who forced me to have this xanga in the first place. just not comfortable w/ a public password! :0)

it seems as if mindy's right. ihave somewhat given in to this xanga thing, b/c i'm actually writing stuff

not much, however. so , after Math IIC and Writing .... yuck .....and then all-state audition ....100!! yay, i had a really cool judge., and then COS rehearsal, i decided i would waste some time by subscribing to the xangas that i normally read. it makes sense right?! well, i think so.

why on earth does a stuy alumni get together require quartets to play background music? well that's what i'll be doing tomorrow .... which leaves only a very small bit of time for hw and studying for math final

and look at me wasting time doing this.... hmm.... i think i'll have to drop this soon