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| bye bye~ Austin
ever since i came to the u.s., i have been lived in austin,
11 years, austin is the place i call home other than taipei
on this side of the world, austin is the place close to my heart,
is the place i need to be for every thanksgiving, every christmas
is the place where family is
is the place where all the friendships start
is the place where heart beat really fast
is the place where heart totally broken for the first time
is the place i became an adult
is the place for first job
is the place for my first house
all the late nights at mozart
all the crazy parties on the 6th
all the summer days by the lake
all the day dreaming on top of mt. bonnell
all the memories
all about being weird but being myself
all the tears, laughter, and loves
bye bye austin~
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| i guess loneliness and sickness are best friends...
i am emotionally weak b/c this cold is messing with my head and my body...
so i did nothing... sit in the bed and watch tons of soap opera and thinking of my dear dear family
being sick is the best excuse for me not to study...
i think simply a hug can cure me...
but getting that now is the hardest thing...
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| cold cold night,
remembering all the big and small things
when we were lil, when we were big, when we were old...
all the memories started from 18 years ago
countless days of joy and sad and pain and sweet....
i thank god that you are in more than half of my life and you never leave
i can't stop all the happy tears
i can't stop thinking all of you
in this cold cold night,
with my warm warm heart
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| even tho i know i need to wake up early but i can't sleep.....
even tho there are lots of studying need to be done but i can't pull myself away from soap operas....
even tho i know i can't afford moving in the middle of the contract but i can't stop myself hating this crappy apt....
even tho i have a lot need to do but i can't help myself worry about something i don't have control over.....
even tho i know there is really nothing i can do now but i still wonder how it will be in the future.....
blame on coffee and coke
blame on cute actors and actress and fairy tale story
blame on bad management bad neighbor and no money
blame on thinking too much
blame on uncertainty
blame on all my weaknesses...
blame on me.....
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