I hath been foundeth out.  No really, Kay found this site and was grillin me hardcore.  So if you read this on a regular basis and want to know the new one, note me, and I'll send you the new name from the new name. 

This just irks my taters.  I now have.....5 online diary names and passwords floating in my head, plus atleast 4 screen names. If I EVER get alzheimers, I want a fucking explanation!

<3

Kate the fat and irritated. 

Hey everyone!!! I'm back!!! And sore. 

I really sjouldnt bother, mostly because I dont totally remember what I ate ont he bus, but here is my intake for my trip:

Saturday:
Ride there: Water, gum, fruit and yougart from McD's (no granola), Starbucks Caramel Light
There: 2bottles of water, one bottle of Everfresh Juice (after what happened I couldnt put anything into my stomach for a few hours.)
Ride back: 1/8 bag resse's pieces, 1/2 potato skin (cheddar sour cream)

So once I get my pics from the camera to the comp I will explain what happened. 

It was the most awesome march of my life. 

URGENT!!!!!! PLEASE READ!!!

Okay, Everyone who reads regularly knows Im going to the rally in DC this weekend.  Well I looked at the timetable and realized that the group will only be there for one day.  This is only one day of a massive three day event.  I now plan on staying all three days.  I desperately need help finding someplace to stay for the nights of Sept24th and Sept25th.  I will be leaving on a Greyhound Bus after the end of the rally on Sept26th.  If anyone reads this and has any suggestions please call me in the next 12-14 hours and let me know so that I have time to plan this out.  Please.  This is very important to me.  My number is 614-530-1536.  Thank you.

Sincerely
Kate

okeeeyy...some stuff happened last night...no good.

I got trashed at Richie's party last night.  2 bowls, 2 beers (chugged), some hypnotic (straight), and one Jack/vodka/Pepsi and I was pretty done. 

I like what I have with Kay, but I would still sacrafice it for a chace with Richie.  For some reason, everytime I see him I think "What if..."

So on the way home some disaster....I stop at Sunoco to use the restroom and end up getting an egg sandwich and a bag of Fritos when I get out.  Eat the whole sandwich, a small one at least, but still, and a few chips. 

Get home and I'm still feeling it.

I go to make peanut butter on wheat and mention that Im starting to binge and Kay goes "well then stop." and takes the bread from me.  Without even thinking I go "Its not like it stays down long enough to do any damage... Fuck me"  Yeah, I just confessed to my Mia tendencies. 

This is why I dont get intoxicated anymore.  I talk too much.

I told Kay damned near everything...Mia, Ana, control, restricting, most importantly WHY...and she said she wont stop me.  She likes me the way I am but she knows she cant stop me. 

Well at least she knows that much.

I also did NOT tell her about this xanga.  Im always careful to say I have 2 xangas and not 3. 

But still........not good. 

Todays intake goes right along with that. 

B: slept through
L: 12oz coffee sipped through Spanish, med banana
D: 2 really small grilled cheese sandwiches (I make them smaller by using hanburger buns instead of full sized bread...not much of a trick, trust me. Its still sinning) and a serving of tomato soup. 

GAH!!!!!!!

But this weekend I will way too busy to even think of eating.

I have the rally in DC, and I'll be trying to organize a Student Strike for Columbus State from there.  I need to call NBC and get the list of schools, and then call the Dean of CSCC and see if its okay if we meet on campus for our strike so that we have visibility.  But other than that...I dont know how Im gong to get the organizing for this done by monday.  Its a nationally organized strike, but NO ONE from Columbus is involved.  One of the editors of the Columbus Free Press is even a professor at CSCC, and we still dont have anything organized as far as I know.  Real sincere huh?  I think he just enjoys muckraking. 

Found out John Kerry, Hillary, and Howard are DISTANCING themselves from teh rally this weekend.  Turncoat bastards.  How can you be anti-war and not be at this or one of the sister rallies?!  GAH!

Im gonna go though.  I need to pack.  2nd day in a row I wont be at the gym.  PISSED. Hardcore.  I miss the bike already. Tomorrow will be nothing but milling with the political left and marching on the white house.  Does that count as exercise?  ::laughs::

much love everyone. stay strong this weekend. 

<3Kate

Did you know that the apple trick wont work if your 2 and a half year old nephew thinks that anything in the house is his to take and he eats your apple and no one bothers to stop him?

I learned that this evening when I went downstairs for my 3 slices of apple dinner. And found him eating my second to last apple slice of apple.  No one fucking cared.

So I ended up having for dinner:
1/4cup of ranch mashed potatoes
1 slice key lime pie
my last apple slice

I also learned that if I ever want to binge, it will be on mashed potatoes because NOTHING has ever come up as easily as those and the keylime pie. THey just spilled out. hardly any effort needed.  Got almost everything out. Theres like this psychological trick thats played on my when I flush the toilet.  I see the water and food go down teh drain and my mind just automatically thinks Im done, even though Im not.  So I need to try again just to make sure. 

I hate purging, but I desperately needed to after that dinner.  That was atleast 500cal. Probably that in just dessert.  GAH!

Laundry is almost done.  Room isnt even close to started being packed.  And Im getting stoned tonight!  Yes'siree!  I am getting totally stoned.  Atleast then I will smile. Even if it will be the cheesinist grin you will ever see in your life.  I will smile atleast once today. 

Gah, I hate today.  And I still havent done my homework. FUCK!

Hope everyone is having a good day. Stay strong. Much love

Kate

PS.  PAULINE! Where'd you go hun?  Have you set up your new Xanga yet?  I dont know when to call you....so if you ever get to read this anymore, call me and letme know how you are. <3