My little bro got accepted to OSU.  Wow!!  They are apparently really desperate for new students.  But seriously, cool beans.  Now I can chill with Mark next year.

I get married in 16 days.  Can you believe it?  I can't.  I keep waiting to wake up.  It is so surreal.  I am soo super pumped. 

I still hate school

That's all I got.

This could probably be the known as the longest down time between entries in the history of Xanga.  I really only started this stupid Xanga thing to find ways of communicating with Tori in the first place.  And then once she was talking to me all the time, I really didn't need to use it.  But now, here I am, 3 am, and I can't sleep.  And Tori's phone is turned off so I can't call her.  And you know why I am unable to sleep?  Because, just like some little kid.  I am scared of a movie.  I can not believe this.  23 years old and so scared of a movie that I watched that i am up even though I am exhausted.  This is pathetic.  And all I can think about is how I have to live all by myself for three months in that scary apartment.  Well, it really isn't scary, but right now being alone in it seems scary.  The movie in question; Skeleton Key.  All in all not that scary, but for some reason it has me all heeby jeebied out.  Man I wish Tori was around so I could talk to someone.  I wonder if 23 is too old to run into your parents bedroom and hop in bed.  Stupid movie.   

I am super sick.  You know that I am super sick when I haven't really eaten in 3 days and don't care.  Say a prayer for me.

It is quite late at night.  I am tired.  But I am waiting for someone, so I am going to perhaps be up for a while.  Le Sigh.  This is the first retreat in nearly 4 years that I have to miss.  I am so disapointed.  Reason?  My terrible, horrific, lifesucking job.  Since I just started last weekend I couldn't ask off while I am still in the midst of "learning the ropes".  So I am home and not in Springfield.  Great consternation on my part.

I really don't have much of great pressing interest to report.  Oh, well, I am singing a solo at church on sunday.  So if you have any interest in coming, just let me know and I can tell you where it is.  I really wanted to do a big interpretive dance montague, but they wouldn't let me.  They aren't very open to new and exciting concepts.  Just the same ole same ole. 

Lately I have been eating wonderfully.  This is mainly due to the fact that I have a girlfriend who is an exceptional cook.  Not only that, but her cooking inspires me to put together nice meals as well.  So I am eating good all the time.  Another great thing is that since Tori lives in the dorms every once in a while she takes me to the dorm food places to get some grub.  I heard once that the way to a mans heart was through his stomach.  They were right.

I just did remember that I had a traumatizing event happen today.  I got a letter from my bank telling me that I am negative 400 dollars in debt to them.  I was like, what what what.  I just deposited my FAFSA check for well over a thousand bucks just two weeks ago and have only bought groceries since.  So I called the bank.  They claim I never depositted said check.  So then I called the school to find out if my check that had been issued to me had been cashed.  It had.  So they gave me all the specific info on that and I called the bank back and let them know that it was their fault.  But now they have to go find it in the warehouse of checks.  Or wherever they keep those things.  The problem is though, that untill it gets cleared up, I am broke.  Absotivveelllly broke.  Actually, technically speaking, I am in the negative.  400 dollars negative.  So all you people out there be praying for me.  I hope this gets figured out quite soon. 

Well that is all that I got.  Leave me something nice to pick me up.