just got the urge to post some of my writings. some are old...just remember if you are reading these that when i write...sometimes i say things i dont mean...and i can be cruel....just...if you think its about you don't take it to heart. ___ Will Never Come Sitting in the most quiet places I trace your voice back to your lips I never thought we’d be back here again Tell me what you know, Stop hiding from me So beautifully we killed innocents Fuck Cupid and his gun He’s only out to kill everyone I think it’s time for the tables to turn… Kill the messenger Biting time and taking the world back with us, We’ll run away, from each other Is this the way you wanted us to be Is this the way you wanted us to be Best wishes, you will get what you deserve And it’s so cold tonight White breath is more frequent than The heartbeat in your chest I think its stopping now, Oh yes its stopping now Kill the messenger Take it back You’ll get what you deserve This looks familiar Trace my voice back to my lips Shake me awake Take the bullet from my head Watch me disintegrate +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 12:12 and Counting Of all the times and places I left you all alone Don’t think I didn’t contemplate Every stick and stone I almost lost you forever. Chorus: Here I am on my knees again. Begging for you to take back what you said. I won’t give in, These scars aren’t deep enough yet. I’m not dead. Well I hate karma I can’t believe The tables turned after honest apologies, I promised you that I would never leave you Again Chorus: Here I am on my knees once more. Begging for you to give back what you’ve torn. I won’t give in, These scars aren’t deep enough yet. I’m only begging you for more. Here I am on my knees. Waiting for 3 words to feed me relief **I wont give in. these scars aren’t deep enough yet** Believe. What’s the difference? I know you need me. And now we will be strangers. We will never know each other. We went through so much together. **and still**you never knew me** You never knew me at all. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Interrogation of a Fool In dimmer lights you’re seen as beautiful, In this interrogation you are nothing more than disgust. With my senses folded inward I begin to stutter My chest is filled with liquid, taste is bitter I have foreseen, so hard to imagine that I used to believe. The darkness will swallow every inch of us. And I will not be noticed when I become the felon. Take these words and follow me. I’ll bring you where you want to be tonight. There was nothing left of us Except a bitter taste and a fail proof lust After I was deemed the weaker fool I coughed up my pain and threw it all away This isn’t over If we were meant to be then we will be Don’t forget about forever I won’t remember anything ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ You Know How I Think This is me trying to get over it My flesh torn back over my eyes And I can’t see My pain revealed and presented in fashion A fashion better, so much better than yours Do you remember who we used to be? A perfect seduction into the most beautiful romance We were close in all moments, And so wrapped up in silence And still, my heart fell from my sleeve to the floor for all to see I want to hate you I want to hurt you I need to see you I need to feel you Do you remember who we used to be? We’re nothing more now than we’re ever going to be. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Dear You Dear You, Where did you go? I thought you should know that I have you tucked safely in the back of my mind. you're not going anywhere, no matter how far you run. Dear Anybody, Can you feel what I've been feeling? Does this pain represent anything? And do these smiles make you happy? These tears arent fake, but my laughs are not lieing. Maybe some day you will understand. Until then i am here and you are there. And right here is where I'll stay Until you tell me why you're still there. Dear You, Don't forget those three words I cried to you Dont forget those happy tears, Forget about the pain, And forget about each and every one of your fears. Someday the world will fall back into place. until then.. This is my P.S. I Love You My heart will never rest, P.S.S I Still Love You. (as if i ever stopped) +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Little Reminder. When I hear about you I remember what it was like, And I realized that we never really did fight And then I pulled out that old unofficial file And I studied it for a little while. Inside, I saw your green eyes I saw me bleeding out the lies When I said that I really hoped you would get what you deserve I really meant that I wanted to call you my girl. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ This Is What My Xanga Will Be Used For Now...Just A Poetry/Lyric Blog For Me. --Cassidy-- | 
