Okay so I am in a sappy mood! I just watched the movie "love accually" which turned out to be a great movie! But yeah i have to say that is all i want for christmas is you and you know who the "you" is so dont act so surprised!
As most of you know I am going to Florida for two weeks with my family for christmas. And i hoped that it would be a Christmas that i could spend with korey but it turns out as a Christmas away from Ohio! 
I can deal with leaving most of my family but My friends and the snow is a different story. I know that i will come back darker and hopefully happy but i will serverely miss all the times that i could be spending with my friends especially korey and meg!
So i just thought that i would mention that i will miss all of you! But since I am "with" korey I think i will miss him most of all! I wish he was here now so that i could see those brown eyes staring into mine while we joke around and beat each other up!
What more can I say except that i think that song was great that he said he though was great for us at the time! the more i think about it the more i find it true except i hope that we never give up and leave each other! Yet there are times where it seems impossible to keep it together i still want you with everything that I am! ~ I care for you korey and you know it!!!! xoxo
3. What Happened To Us - (3:59)
I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me
someone who would help me to get through
and fill an emptiness I had inside me
but you kept inside and I just denied
some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
cause I'm the only one who understands me
What happened to us
we used to be so perfect
now we're lost and lonely
what happened to us
and deep inside I wonder
did I loose my only
Remember they thought we were too young
to really know what it takes to make it
but we had survived off what we have done
and we could show them all that they're mistaken
but who could have known the lies that would grow
until we could see right through them
remember they knew we were too young
we still don't know what it takes to make it
What happened to us
we used to be so perfect
now we're lost and lonely
what happened to us
and deep inside I wonder
did I loose my only one
We could have made it work, we could have found a way
we should have done our best to see another day
but we kept it all inside until it was too late
and now we're both alone, the consequence we pay
for throwing it all away, for throwing it all away
What happened to us
we used to be so perfect
now we're lost and lonely
what happened to us
and deep inside I wonder
did I loose my only
What happened to us
what happened to us
what happened to us
what happened to us
~ I dedicate this to korey hoping that this never happens to us but that we do make it no matter what or who comes between us! Will i loose my only???There is just something about him!!! I dont know what but i When i find out i will be ready to die!Because that day will be the day i find the true meaning of solace!
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