so im typing with wet nails since im skilled like that...hm. busy week! yesterday i went to panera with some random people from school and the kopscos...after watching them play risk (which by the way makes no sense) we went to play sardines in wal mart...after that got boring people just sort of left and me heather and kevin went to burgerking to enjoy a good amount of ridiculous conversation.

after having finished filling our bodies with fast food we drove home and talked about our church and religion and how out of hand its all gotten. so structured and labeled and exclusive...i mean we've been going there all our lives...heather is a junior in college now...and still we feel that no support comes from the members of that church. they are so caught up in what the pastor is feeding them (which by the way i am in agreement with for the most part) that they dont know anything for themselves. who would ever think to explore ideas such as speaking in tongues and accepting others? reject everything but what you know already and what will you gain? what will others gain? nobody is going to be reached if everything is about conformity...so to make my statement more clear i have decided to mostly detatch myself from tabernacle baptist and be more open minded toward other things...maybe not make major changes but should i not at least learn more before saying no to everything else? as of now i choose no denomination, no labels, no structured religion. if i truely love Jesus then i will choose to follow Him and frankly what else matters?

on a lighter note i should really be calling my mother to see when she, pedro and drew will be comming back since im due at a party in an hour...leave me some love! catch ya later

so hows about an update since pretty much nobody reads it anyway...right now im listening to Jack Johnson because juan has gotten me into it. stacey and pedro are both leaving me on sunday and that makes me so sad you dont even know...even worse bethany is moving soon! but shes comming over today aaaand we're going to fondue without you. what else to i have to say? pedro just babysat with me for the second day in a row and the child jumped on him so i guess she likes him which is good. then they played uno and she cheated. tomorow i think im chillin with stacey and hopefully going to pedros youth group? hopefully. i dont know what else. im tired. will someone come watch a movie with me? or address these envelopes so i can take a nap? thanks.

oh its always better when we're together...

"heroes get remembered, but legeds never die" -The Sandlot

"its not that im lazy, i just don't care" -Officespace