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Friday, August 26, 2005
 

♥ LOVE & BROKEN HEARTS </3
Last Updated: 8/26

my dream is to be the only ones at the drive in movie
sitting bare-foot in the bed of your truck, hand-in-hand
under a blanket and have it start pouring and you asking
me to dance . <3

 

all she really wants is someone who will sit
with her under the stars && not want anything
more but to look into her eyes && say you're
the only one i`ve been waiting for *

 

i should pin my heart to my
back .. so when i walk away;
you can see it breaking..<//3

 

and even though i know he`s a jerk. and i know
that all he`ll do is hurt me . . i still love him. i still
want him. and i hate myself for it.. <|3

 

i want a boy who will give me his favorite sweatshirt
& he will always whisper something sweet in my ear.
even if we are a million years old,
butterflies will still go crazy inside me

These Days
everyone is depressed;
No one cares about your personality anymore.
There are few songs with out cuss words.
You bring up the Lord && people look at you weird.
You stand up for someone && get called a bad name &
the type of clothing you wear describes you.
How much money you have gives you your popularity.
Everyone breaks each others hearts && doesn?t think much of it
you can become so lonely.. And no one would notice

You don't have to say a word.
Silence is good enough for me...
Just as long as you're here.

i dont know if i [ like ] you or [ love ] you
[ want ] you or [ need ] you all i know is
the feeling i get when i see you is just'..
____________U n e x p l a i n a b l e

& when you held me that one night
things never felt so right.

if he takes time to argue with you then
he cares more then you think he does*

the only thing harder then walking
  away --  is never looking back <3

SHES SEARCHiNG F0R S0ME0NE T0 SAVE HER
FR0M THiS PLACE T0 RESCUE HER FR0M WHAT
SHE CAN'T ESCAPE. THERES N0T MUCH H0PE
LEFT, SHES THR0WN iT ALL AWAY BEEN  ;;  
KN0CKED D0WN S0 MUCH SHE CAN'T GET UP
SHE CRiES 0UT iN PAiN, TAKE ME FURTHER 
AWAY 0UTSiDE 0F THiS. iM FALLiNG APART
L00KiNG F0R WHATS 0UTSiDE 0F THiS __   </3

youu know it`s meant to be when ;; at times youu can`t
stand him, yet he`s still the only person on your mind.

one day your gonna look back and think
"..damn, that girl really did love me.."

I'm twisted cuz one side of me
is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry'

i wanna be his favorite hello
and his hardest goodbye <3

if love is a sickness...
then you're my disease

Dear Girl,
i just thought i should let you know, that i
--MELTED-- when i heard HiM
call you `Beatiful`
Love always,
your heart x33

SITDOWN&SHUT UP
so i can sing you your
fucking LOVE SONG

I want to be someone's last call of the night
& their first thought in the morning.
I want those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no you hang up first'.
I want the heart racing, palm sweaty,
'what's gonna happen next' moments.
I want the hugs that you never want to let go of
& the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest.
But most importantly,
I just want to know someone considers me theirs

*hOw cOmE* you can hate somebody
-» s O . D a M n . M u C h . «- ; yet love
them . . . even more    ?           __  *`

the more i [ t H i n K ] about you
the - m o r e - i *miss you* . . .  the
more i  m i s s  y o u . . .   the more
my heart breaks into two AGAiN

hide  my tears when i  say your name
for the pain in my  heart - - »  is still the
same. . . although i *smile* and i seem
to  be  carefree . . .  there is nobody on
earth who misses you more than me

with you it`sz like i keep holding on for some reason
even though every inch of me wants to just  l e t   g o  </3

they say that you "never forget your first love"
well; do you ever forget your first heartbreak?

 they told me that this would pass... that everything would be alright soon enough and that my tears were going to dry up quickly... that i was a strong person and that i would be able to get through this. well 1,000 tears later, and a million prayers to god asking him to send you back to me; nothing has changed. i guess they were wrong all along

&i don' t want to live the rest of my life
thinking of you,  and what might  have been

i made the choice to finally let go
because my heart can't stand  `'
this pain. it's time for my last tear
to fall && for me to smile again

                             the greatest challenge in life  ;;
                             is to find someone who knows
                             all your flaws && differences `
                             and mistakes yet still loves - - '
                             everything about you  . .      

I don't understand how I can
miss you when I never even had you
& I know I never can...

It's funny how you don't seem to remember
anything we went through, I never did completely
get over you.. I wish you could understand just
exactly how I feel..but the past is the past & love
is a battle field.

as i stand here tonight & look up at the huge sky filled with all those stars i think of you. i think of the times we were together & i think of the times we looked up at the very same sky. & then i realized how much i miss you. i thought i could get thru it, i thought i would be ok.but how can i be? w/o you i stand alone.in the huge world .. i stand alone

i want to be
everything you need;
every sight you see.
making you go c r a z y;
slightly your disease.
a love without a cure;
no uncertanties for sure.
the closest thing to alcohol;
that calls you back for more.

for the past hour...
i`ve been sitting here
typing, backspacing, writing, erasing.
editing, revising, and scratching.
i just want you to know,
pouring your heart out isn`t very easy.

I can just sit here all night
and think bout one thing . . .
                y o u

dont worry if he saw you looking at him... it only means he was looking back.

So here's to teenage romances
& not knowing why they hurt like hell

i've changed my mind,
i don't want to forget
anymore... after all...
memory is better than
         n o t h i n g

there's nothing scarier than gettin
what u want because that`s when
you really have somethin to lose

the worst thing a boy can do is make a girl
fall for him with no intention of catching her

all i want is for one guy to prove to me..
that they arent all the same. ____</3

it's the worst feeling in the world having to wonder
if they are feeling the same about you <3

if only he could understand
how much shit he put me
[ t h r o u g h ] ..

i`m not the girl who runs up to youu when i see youu
     && i`m not the girl who jumps at every moment to talk to
youu ; but i am the girl who keeps it all inside and regrets it later.

why do girls always run from the
guys who try to make them h a p p y
but fight for the ones that make them cry?

I want real love
inconvienient...consuming...
cant-live-without-eachother LOVE

i wondered why i couldn't even look at him,
without getting tears in my eyes... then i realized...
my heart was broken and it shattered into pieces. <//3

I just want that one boy who will make *everything* seem -right- when he asks "whats wrong?" and i say "its a long story" he'll be like... "baby i got all night"

We're all a little weird. And life's a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up in mutual weirdness and call it love.

HATE iS A F0UR LETTER W0RD BUT [ <||3 ]
LOVE iS A F0UR LETTER LiE...

[ i bet you'll never remember ]
[ the things i'll never forget ]

There are certain people who are not meant to fit into your life,
no matter how much you want them to. </3

When you meet that special someone,
you'll understand why the others didn't work.

S0 0NCE AGAiN..i'LL FEEL MY HEART
BREAK 0VER S0METHiNG THAT WAS
0NLY IN MY HEAD --/> BUT D0N'T
F0RGET..i MEANT EVERY W0RD i SH0ULD
HAVE LEFT UNSAiD

every penny in a well ; every broken wishbone
every 11:11 on a clock ; every finger crossed, every
turn of a necklace pendant ; every star in the sky;
every fallen eyelash, every blown out candle - every
wish i could make .. will never give me you <3

Y0UR MiSSiNG WHATS RiGHT iN
FR0NT 0F Y0U.. A GiRL THAT W0ULD
GiVE UP ANYTHiNG JUST T0 BE WiTH
Y0U.. <33

if hes the first thing you think of when you wake up,
the only thing you think of when you're awake, &
the last thing you think of when you sleep, then he is
really something SPECIAL <3

Do you know what makes letting go of a crush so hard?
The fear that the moment you let go, they'll catch on.

and lately she'd say anything to make him turn his head...
anything to make him laugh and look at her.

love is when thoughts of him fill your
heart x3 when he means more than
[ life ] to you & when you know you
would never be the same again if he
was taken from you *

What hurts more?
Thinking that you should hate him,
or knowing that you don't? x3

i`VE BEEN HiT WHERE iT HURTS THE M0ST.....
SURE GUYS HAVE BALLS;; BUT GiRLS HAVE HEARTS

I don't even care anymore because every time I do I just get hurt. <||3

all girls are suspicious of girls that are "just friends"
because we know ; the guys we've had that were
"just friends" we once thought of as more than that

iF 0NE DAY Y0U SEE ME
SL0WLY FADiNG iT'S N0T
CAUSE i D0NT CARE NE
M0RE..iT'S CAUSE Y00U
PUSHED ME AWAY </3

there are moments in my life that i will always remember. not because they were important but because they were with you

i don't know how to describe the feelings you give me, there are no words;
the only thing i do know is that you're the only one that makes me feel that way <3

never thought i would risk the
chance of getting hurt again
but for some reason when i am
with you it all seems to be worth it

&& she had always loved him
but he would never know
for she covered her love
like the stars cover the sky <3

she ignores the ones who want her
because she's too busy waiting for him

A boy & a girl stood in line for his favorite rollercoster. The girl shuddered in fear ;; her fear, heights. she glanced at the boy with watery eyes and managed to say "I cant do this." he put his hand on her cheek and smiled. "I promise you. If you fall out, i'll go with you"

I flipped the cards over & saw hearts.
I folded & said ' I don't deal with love. '

our memories are my lullabies
they sing me to sleep everynight

i' m still walking
down memory lane
' cause i know i' ll be
running into you <//3

you know it's real when you can't stop Smiling,
when your thoughts revolve around him & he's
the one you feel the happiest with.. there's just
that something about him you don`t see in
other guys.. and when you're not with Him, the
only place you want to be is in his arms xOox

and he grabbed my hand and half of me wanted to say not
to touch me, & the other half wanted me to tell him to '
. n e v e r . l e t . g o .'

&& if it makes a
difference, there
isn't one day
that you are not
on my mind

i've been dying to tell you anything you want
to hear because that's how much i want you </3

we could make the whole world jealous <33

There are two tragedies in life: to lose your heart's desire; or to gain it.

Guys are like stars..so many to pick from, but only one can make your wish come true!

everyone has their weakness.
you just happen to be mine.

close your eyes and count by two's; and when you get to five, thats when i'll stop loving you <3

the opposite sex is the most dangerous &
most addictive drug out there . . .
but the high is unlike anything_ x3

i wish you stared at me...
the way you used too...x3

Its Like Were More Than *Friends* But Still
____ x3 Less Than Lovers*

dOesn`t it suck ... when he
knOws juSt hOw yOu feel
abOut him and he doesn`t do
a thing about it cus he just
* |[ .d.o.e.s.n.`.t. .c.a.r.e. ]| *

i know youur hear me say i love youu. but i dont think
youu realize how much i really do, no one in this world
could make me feel the way youu do.

Do me a favor.
 Watch what you say around me.
Maybe you're too blind to see it,
but I'm still in love with you.

and if i had the chance all i would
do is stare into your eyes and never
look away untill the day i hear youu say
     " I love youu in every way "

LOVE:; i've never felt anything like it--passion, pain.. all of it, and even though it feels like it's killing youu, at the same time.. it reminds youu that you're still alive.

why cant I make up my mind..
everytime I fall its for the wrong guy.

Promise me...that's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you

youu know when youu start out friends,
and every little joke is hilarious ..  , then
evertything he does annoys the hell out
of youu. then finally one day, youu look at
yourself and think "Fuck, i fell in love"

I looked at the stars.
Closed my eyes.
And wasted another wish on youu. <//3

What would you say?
I wonder would you just turn away?
Or would you promise me
That you're here to stay?

I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same - - -
<3 Always and Forever <3

no matter how many times you see a shooting star
how many times you make a wish at 11:11
no matter how many coins you throw into a fountain
or the number of fingers you cross .. if its not
meant to be .. its not going to happen

If it were up to me...
We'd have everything we need
You'd have me, and I'd have you
                       <3

I love it how you make me laugh;
when i don't even want to smile .

   you should open your e y e s ;;   
im completely crazy about you _ <3

everyone keeps telling me to just get over him && move on, but they obviously don't understand just how hard i've already tried

sometimes you make me so mad. i want
to put you into oncoming traffic, but then
i realize i'd kill myself trying to save you ..

don't you know that all i want is you? <3

sometimes the only thing that keeps me going is you

he said, "i love you." i laughed &&
said, "sorry im allergic to bullshit."

and no matter where life leads you i'll
always be the one right by your side

i want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles;; even when her heart is broken && she is torn into two .. but can still brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten up her own

find the one you can be yourself around;;
you can say whatever you want and you can
laugh, you can smile, you can scream, and
you can hug .. you can kiss, you can fight
&& make up the very end of the night .. but
still be absolutely crazy about eachother

i'm holding onto a dream that won't
come true... i'm holding on to you

i dont love you like a fat kid
loves cake, my love for you
is deeper
. i love you like a
rocker loves his guitar

      she  wanted  to  tell him  how she  felt
      tell  him  how  many  hours  she  cried
      her  heart  out  »  finally  one   day  she
      got  the  courage  up  to  try  ;; he  just
      [( i g n o r e d )] her &&  walked on by

Break my heart, its okay its not like i
still love you or care about you or anything
its okay, its not like i think about you
all the fucking time. Thats because i hate you
as much as i love your fucking guts

& she finally told him how she felt
she downright spilled her heart out
& she prayed to herself that he would
care, but he just walked away as she
silently stood there __________ </3

i AM N0T 0VER Y0U
i JUST LEARNED H0W
T0 LiVE LiFE WiTH0UT Y0U.

it`s the kind of crush  where i
just finished putting up my away
message && about to walk out then
door when he signs on && suddenly 
whatever i was gonna do .. doesn`t
matter talking to him does .. *

-------» just when i thought i was over you,
my heart screamed out im in love with y o u !

..what am I supposed to do ?
he HAS my heart..

Let's start over. Let's forget all our problems. Lets put our past behind us and never bring it up again. Like they said, We can't live or love in the past. Lets throw all our problems away. I'll give you my trust, if you give me yours. Lets fall in love... The right way.

some people are eazy to get over. they
only take a day or two, but sooner or later
you`ll find the one who has changed
everything about you, and no matter how
hard you try, youu can`t find the words to
say goodbye.____________________<3

                                   love you when your here
                            i forget about you when you`re gone
                                  my feelings are so miixed
                                      so for now its so long

                                loved you then
                                L0VE you still
                                ...always have
                                & always WiLL

rembering you is easy
i do it everyday
missing you is the heartache
that will n.e.v.e.r go away

and even though i  know  it' s not true,
i can' t help but hope that everytime you
smile or joke or show off --
that you' re doing it for me

it' s hard to stop waiting around
for something you know won' t happen
but it' s even harder  to stop
when you know it' s everything
you' ve always wanted

the truth is, i miss youu with all my heart and i can`t stand the sound of
   your name because it hurts too much.  the fact that i might never see youu
   again makes it even worse. i was, and still am completely and utterly in love
   with youu. youu make me feel like no one else can and youu always know
   how to make me smile. and not one of those fake smiles, i always have on..
   but the ones that when youu`re around, i can`t seem to get rid of. and the
   worst thing is that you push me away, or, at least, i feel that way, and you`re
   hurting me; hurting us. and everytime i see youu, i just want to jump into ur
   arms in hopes that things will be okay. but now that you`re gone, and may
   not be coming back.. i need to let youu know just how much i love youu.
   just how much i need youu and pray that youu do that riight back. i hope
   youu hear this because with all my heart, i love youu, i miss youu, i need
   youu, and i`m not afraid to scream it.

if youu dress nicely, he says you`re a snob. if youu dress sexy, he says
   you`re a slut. if youu argue with him, he says you`re stubborn. if you`re
   quiet, he says you`re stupid. if youu call him, he says you`re needy &&
   clingy. if he calls youu, he says youu should be grateful. if youu don`t love
   him, he`ll try to win youu. if youu love him, he`ll leave youu. if youu don`t
   fuck him, he`ll say youu don`t love him. if youu do, he`ll say youu`re easy.
   if youu tell him your problems, he`ll say you`re irritating.  if youu don`t,
   he`ll say youu don`t trust him. if youu lecture him, he`ll say youu`re bitchy.
   if he lectures youu, it`s because he "cares". if youu break a promise, youu
   can`t be trusted. if he breaks it, he had to. if youu cheat, he`ll expect it to be
   over.  if he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way ..

you grab my attention when youu walk into view. it could be
   past midnight, but i`m still thinking of you. i can`t control the feelings
   you got me going through. i want to be your baby, but that`s all up to you.

show me love the way it`s supposed to be.
   lock me in your heart <3

he`s the cutest nicest greatest
sexiest most romanctic most
intensive asshole i have ever
met. <3

youu know youu really love someone
when youu don`t hate them for `-----
b r e a k ii n q __ your heart. <3 xo0x

&& the way you make me smile could
out-due a million beautiful sunsets <3

youu`re a freak, but i still love youu more than anythinq <3

sing me the lullabie of your lies, again.
feed me those words i long to hear.
you love me, you care for me, i crave to hear them
sing me those sweet words .. {lie to me}. <33

When you look at me, it's like you're secretly trying to tell me not to give up hope. But i want you to know something, i almost have.

one smile from him makes my 5am wake up, cold shower, nothing to wear, no hairspray left, missed the bus, late for class whole day, worth while.

i could fill up a thousand pages telling you
how i feel & you still wouldnt understand
   so i`ll just leave without a sound except
   my heart shattering as it hits the ground

you have this funny way of meaning everything && nothing to me at the same time

I remember every word you said okay? I`m not naive and I`m not that stupid. I`ve been broken before. I can deal. I`m not scared of moving on with my life. What I`m scared of is that I`ll realize somewhere along the road that you were my life.

It's like I can't think without you interuptting me
in my thoughts & in my dreams
It's like you're taking over me    /// <3

everytime i get you off my mind..you find a way to get back in </3

And breaking hearts has [ never ] looked so cool._</3

`- -» if i told you how much you mean to me
i`d  [ n e v e r ]  qet   a   chance   to   finish '

youu don`t get to choose, youu just fall
& youu get this person who is all WRONG
& all RiGHT at the same time. & youu know
that youu love them so much. EXCEPT
sometimes they drive youu completely
insane & no one can explain it. & the
reason why it`s soo confusing is because
it`s LOVE. but, if love didn`t have any
CHALLENGES. what would be the point?

He can't be the perfect guy until he wants you as much as you want him

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is ::Incomplete::

last night i fell asleep to our song
on repeat & every moment , every
word.  everytime it played,    there
wasnt a  minute i could keep my
mind off of you.<3

Love is a state of mind that begins when you think life can't be any better, and ends when you think life can't be any worse.

Liking him is hard to forget, loving him, I'll never regret, losing him broke my heart, sad to say my world fell apart. I guess it's time to hold my head high, blink back the tears, and say goodbye.

for some effed up reason you're still in my heart _ x/3

I Love You... the truth is i always did... when you were coming on strong it scared me...i guess i just never wanted to admit it to myself... i didn't want to be fragile and another one of those girls who become infatuated with a guy.... but honestly... with everything i have... i want to be with you, and only you.... to kiss you every chance i have... to hold hands... to smile... to feel special again.... i just want to be with you... even if i have to wait forever... with everything i have... I'll be waiting

it takes a billion people
to complete the world;
but it only took y o u<3
to complete m.i.n.e     

they ignore eachother & look the
other way ; but they both know
deep down inside, that it wasn`t
supposed to end this way </3

LOVE is like a rumor;;       everyone talks about it
--  but  only  a  few   really   know   the   truth  --

just wait one minute more, cause my heart
is halfway torn and your already gone </3


i don`t want to like him anymore & i just can't, im
obviously not good enough & im not gonna sit
around waiting until my chance -until i am good
enough for him... so im just over him ; but there`s
seriously something about him that makes me like
him so much since i met him there was something
about him that makes me go - -crazy over him <3

without you -  my yesterdays wouldn`t
be worth remembering & i couldn`t look
forward to all of my  t o m o r r o w s *

i’m still here waiting for you
i’m lost when you’re not around
i need to hold on to you
i just can’t let you go___x3

i don`t know if i like you, want you,
love you, or hate you -- all i know is
that i hate the feeling i get when
i`m not with you                    <3

Love is a  c r a z y  messed up emotion
It will make you smile...make you laugh
get you c r y i n g - make you feel like
dying but in the end no matter how it
makes you feel you know it`s worth every
..single second
_______________ x3

i think about you all the time, if I'd have  
known missing you would hurt this bad, I never
would of started Loving you___x3

A priceless moment is   when' the
person // you have fallen   in love
with - -» looks you    right in the
eyes and \\       tells you that they
have » fallen    in love    with you

you've already won me over in spite of me. dont be alarmed if i fall head over feet. don't be surprised if i love you for all that you are. i couldnt help it. it's all your fault <3

 

 Posted 8/26/2005 6:15 PM