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Saturday, June 14, 2008
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Sex and the City the movie has made me realize that for some women their desire for a giant dressing room is much like my desire for a large sound proof studio room. The excitement is all there.
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Friday, May 23, 2008
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when people hula hoop, they look stupid, myself included.
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Tuesday, May 06, 2008
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As I proceed to write this, let me make it clear that I am nowhere near an emotionally stable condition. Even my judgment feels impaired. I just tried to punch a hole in the wall many times. All that I have accomplished is red knuckles and the bittersweet pain. It is bittersweet because at least this pain is more bearable than the Other one. This must be why people cut or put cigarette burns on themselves.
I just want to quit life. End it now. Quit the pressure. Quit the expectations, most of which are put on myself by myself. I may have many blessings in my life and much love, there is a certain level of vulnerability that serves as a toll for love. You can get hurt, and badly at that. I am a no good son. I am a no good friend. I lack goodness. I think I just would rather die. That is such an anti God thought, but I'm just so weary. Deliver me please Lord. Can't I just go home now?
Today I do not want to be contacted. I will read email and other forms of communication involving text. Do not call. Do not contact.
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
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Marvin In my senior year of high school I was a teacher's aide for the special ed classroom. I was talking to a friend last night about her special ed students and it made me think of my semester spent with the special ed kids. It made me think of specifically one student, Marvin.
If you've ever seen the movie Radio (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0316465/), with Cuba Gooding Jr. playing the role of a mentally impaired football aficionado, you'll get a pretty good idea of what Marvin was like. Every day I came in Marvin would greet me with a big "Hi Quang!" Usually three or four times in the following hour he would forget I was there and greet me again with a big "Hi Quang!" even when everyone else was silently working. Marvin didn't care. I often would ask Marvin what he did over the weekend and he would pause to think about it, and proclaim, "Watch TV!" That's all Marvin ever did over the weekends. Marvin really grew on me.
There was another student that always had me give him a high five or some "dap" every time he got a question right. It was hilarious. Anyway, I just miss them a lot all of a sudden. I wonder where they are.
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
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Guys who like to talk loud and let everybody know what they're doing disgust me. I am especially disgusted with guys who think the measure of a man is how many women he can get. You know what I'm talking about... they try to talk down to girls and come off as confident. It's rude and immature.
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